Sick~

Sigh...Been sick for three days!!! Luckily recover lo...
1st of all, Tuesday morning when i woke up, i felt all the energy had left from my body, no strength to do housework...and dizzy then after back from teach only realised im having fever~ sigh...whole day only ate a bowl of rice~

2ndly, Wed, my fever had gone but this time my stomach had rebel on me... Felt like very full and once again din eat anything for the day, only a bread for the day and some milo~ Hmm...summo, i got cirit- birit since i woke up...spend my morning in toilet until after i ate 2 bottle of bo zhai yuen...nitez also been the same~

3rd day, Wed, i was woken up by my stomach alarm also..haha...rush to toilet~ No mood again for any meal even 2 days din eat enuf~ Sigh...force myself to swallow down some po zhai yuen before go teach again~ Hehe...it works til i reach home....Blek~ pass out all the rice i ate for lunch~...Mum started to worry and force me to c doc...haha..so even though i dun feel so but stil i went to c anyway~ Luckily, jus some normal stomach upset~ gave me med~ But i found out the med he gav to "lose wind" in my stomach is some CHARCOAl!!! guys, believe it?? No wonder it's black in colour and the texture also taste like one~ Ooww....hope my internal organ won become black also~ haha...

Bad News!!

Sigh...Bad news for me...Toll hike up and petrol's same~ Increased from RM1.00 to RM1.60!!! 60% increase is really too much for me!!!

Luckily im still staying at college next semester but i really cant imagine what it would be in the coming sem~

I would like to express my sympathy too to all others who are using LDP to go to work or school~ Jus too bad coz the highest rate of increment compare to other tolls...Guess i really have to find some other part time job lol...

Sigh~~~

Unsure~

Hmm...im suppose to be happy...coz tomolo will be going to trip..although just a short one, but shouldn't I be happy and excited?? Oh...God...

Im happy but i scare the happiness will "fly" away~ Herm...or maybe im thinking too much~
Found out that it's really very hard to believe in someone after all those past experience...

JUst like the little pig in the story of " Three little pig and sly wolf"...The big sly wolf pretend to be guest and praises the little pig so much till it happy and felt like itself flying up the sky and then when the pig invites the wolf in...I guess many of you should have known the ending of the poor little pig right?? But the story didn't tell is that after the pig in its coming life or lives...it will turn into a unhappy and cautious and over sensitive suspecting pig~ Ha....

When a bird had tasted the taste of freedom, will you think that it will get back to the small cage?? My little cage had been destroyed by the truth but i never lose hope even though once beaten by sorrow~Little bird even scare when people are coming too close coz it scare the big human hand will once again taken its freedom and live~

Well, *blink blink*...i think im out of my mind for this overwhelming nitez...*dOng DoNg*
Hope tomorrow will be a better day~ keep the happiness in your heart so that when bitterness comes, it won beat ya down~

Yeay...so long no swim already~ Life had been busy and hectic since the last semester beginning second cycle~

So This week finally got the chance to enjoy this when the rain season had stopped~
The water is so warm...blueish and clear...I like to hold my breath in the pool and enjoy the absolute silent around me...haha...also compete with my dear c who can hold longer~ *Song*

Then do some chat up and exchange the events take place during this few weeks of my absent~
Congrad to u gal~ finally open up ur heart!! jus let the past be gone lol...

But too bad la, maybe it's the water or it's becoz been too long since last time i exercise...My old sickness attacked again!! my leg pain til numbed and cold...Til i cant sleep at all~ *Sigh*

Little gal had been longing to go visit the bridge in Putrajaya after her friends told her how nice it is~ Hehe...finally after 3 weeks of long wait, finally she had the chance to visit the place...It's quite late at night, suddenly a friend suggested it and so they went on their way~
The night is dark blue with the shining moon hanging right above their head~ The soft light of moon had shone their way leading them to the beautiful city she ever seen~It's so unreal...just like the virtual city in games or in her imagination!!! All the building had their own design...All unique with soft yellow o white light surrounding them...seems so unreal n glowing just like she had been imagine it will be jus like in her dreams...So quiet and lonely the city seems...More unreal to her~
Then her friend told her that it will be more breath taking in the morning~ wow...immediately in her mind, she had imagined it to be just like those she seen in Foreign country~ Hoping there would be chance for her to see the city in the morning light!!
After that they went to visit the "soul" of the city~ Bridge~...it's a real beauty~ She likes bridge very much!!! it was wrap in purple and white light with her " hair" twisitng and curving uo high~Em...too bad , she dun hav any pic to show to u guys!!! it's crowded with ppl...even though as late as that time~ kinda broken the environment there...Those malay had open their radio loud enough for the ppl opposite bank to hear it!! :(
That is the most beautiful and relaxing night she had ever been...with soft moonlight and music to accompany them to the breath taken city~ soft breeze to blew away all her emotions~ thanks for your accompany matez...she wil remember this and save this piece of memory in this blog...Hoping that she can share this with all her friends!

Happy Holiday~

Yea!!! Happy holiday~....Um..im not sure is it a very happy holiday but im enjoying every moment of my life now...

I had a feeling of reborn...after went thru all the struggling and confusing moment...
Finally something i think im ready to let it go somehow...Umm...I wish that i can say sorry to anyone that i had hurt or annoyed...Hehe...sometimes i know the way i speak is not that good manner also...Pls forgive me then~

Life moves on~ and people are improving every min n second in their lives...I found out that there's alot of thing u hav to care less and " tai hoi dit" only u wil feel better... :P

sigh...Im having exam again on my birthday...I've try to avoid this but seems it's my destiny lol...Summo it's my weakest subject~ I hate to spend my 22nd birthday alone in the room and only books wishes me~ ... *Sad*

Story of a Little Gal

There was a little gal. SHe was borned in a little town in Ipoh, Kuala Kangsar to a little family...Then the little family had to move to Big city when she is 9 years old..That year had been a big change...BIg gal cant wait to grown up in the BIg city~

Little gal was a hardworking gal...she always compete with another boy in the class for 1st place...Hehe..usually alternately they wil got the 1st place...THen she n him become good fren n they got into the 1st class, 5A and 6A the following year...Little gal had a crush on him coz she like his eye...always twinkle like stars in the sky when he talked to her...

Little gal finally grown into her womanhood during her year end holiday in standard five.SHe was not happy when her womanhood come so fast...Ha, confused...But she realise from then on she wil hav to take care of herself n her little brothers lo...not to let her family worry about her...

Then little gal went into her teenagehood... SMK KEpong had been her secondary school...



To be continued....


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Lil` Gal`

Sigh...Dunno wat had happen to me...sick all over my body...felt like all the energy had drained out from my body...alwayz feel sleepy...Din go to c doc finally coz feeling better today but stil hav not much energy to teach n help mum to do hse chores~
Guys n gals out there, weather kept changing all day, suddenly rain then sudden sun shines...so take k lol...

Tomorrow is my last subject lo...Heheh...finally all the thing is over once again...Maybe it's the last subject already tat's y not really in the mood to study~ well, tonight hav to make it all up to study it..
I've changed my look...i used to have long hair...today jus went to the saloon opposite my house to cut my hair...Having fringe now...n layer shorter hair....Mm, abit not used to it so kept checking myself in the mirror...haha...Hope this new hair wil bring new energy to me...
Yesterday went to Sg wang with my fren to check out the old cd store for one Very old old album by Sasha...THe cd store is quite bid and alot of collection n oldies..When i mentioned to the assistant" GOt Sasha album anot?" they were stuck for the moment coz haven heard it...Haha...luckily the boss knew Sasha...not bad la him..stil can remember where the cd is...Hide under a big stack of Old Cd...
Yeah, finally he found the cd...Em, actually i dunno wat's the title of the album but i jus know the colour of the cover is black~ Haha...
But too bad, coz after i check with my fren, he said that that is the 2nd album by Sasha but wat i wanted is the 1st one...Sobzz...so i went back with an empty hand and a disappointed heart...wasted my energy coz i walked around the Complex for 2 hours til i nearly fainted...not kidding really, really bumped into a guy coz i felt very dizzy tat time.
Then went to hav dinner at THe Rendevous, not bad the food...try the cheese fondue n a pizza, the pizza really delicious...got alot of seafood on the topping.Hmm...YuMmy~
End my day quite early...din study much n went to sleep at 11 pm..hhaha...broke my record!!!

I hav changed alot...Really...
I din realised myself but the ppl around me told me that...
Wat a person i am now??
SOmetimes ago, when YY back from England she had a chat with KK n thanks KK for telling me these things...I know that these two years i had change to a Moody, angry and negative person...I had made the people around me suffocate and felt pressured by mt attitute...
So i hope i can hav thise chance to say sorry to all my frens and famiy as well...especially mum...I guess i had been living under a great pressure and fear all this times...
The burden in my heart, i do not know how to let it go...but her words really made me realised alot...Em, if got chance i wish can hav ppl to understand me...i wil try to let u guys know...I've " fung bei" myself lately...
THen after that talk, i cried alot...fianlly i think i had let go some of it...Hehe..:P... WEll,i think all i need is some time to clear off and find the old me back...Hehe...the one always stuck with strange idea in mind...soft and wen you...Oops, i think i jus compliment myself too much.. hehe...

Well, i felt that there is alot of thing which is not fair at all...When we done so much then of coz sometimes we wil expect more from it o may it be a person...But i jus found out that it's always to my dissappointment...
I jus wan to say that im very tired~ Tired to give...EM...give to the person...
Sigh...Well, i jus felt that y certain ppl do so little but always got so much in return...
Tired....Hasnt sleep lot lately coz hav to study for exam and im lost once again...
Mayb tired to care n give anymore...

a Week AwaY

Time pass so fast lately...Only one more week and my exam gonna finish~ hehe...happy by then...
Im not sure is it im currently too stressed o watz lo...
But something happen back on the last wednesday nitez...Im stil Pia on my Inorganic on the following day til 3am in the morning while my room matez went to sleep early on 1am something lo...Then i study til im very tire n tak tahan then i went to bed lo..
BUt somehow when i lied on the bed, i jus felt there were children running all around me n i felt even them sitting on my leg...I felt my heart was drumming and the cold feeling rised...then i open my eyes to look around my room but i saw nothing n saw my room mate was sleeping soundly there...
So i jus shake my head abit n try to shut my eye again...then the same feeling went back to me...then i open my eyes again n saw nothing...Em, at that moment i jus tell myself that im too tired mayb...ANd dunno how long time had pass, i finally fallen to sleep...BUt this is eerie experience i had lo...
Hehe, then the next day i told my room mate about it...She was scared to death...*NaughTY* I purpose told her to scare her...Haha...Im bad, huh~WEll, the exam was okie for me...so hope the result doesn't end up too bad coz it was a 4 credit hour subject!!
OKie til here lo...gotta prepare for my coming exam dy~ Good luck ya...

Blurred~

Been busy with examz and meeting this week...Sigh...
Spent my study week at hostel...But i din study much there, jus spent my time meeting away n dreaming away...
Hmm.. the GYS gonna postpone to 2007, Im reliefed actually.. kinda of felt that i cant afford to contribute anymore...IM in the bereau of publicity and external affairs, my main job is to find foreign participants to join us at Malaysia...WHich is a hard job...1st of all, the call job...All the contact num i got from the uni website is wrong o changed o terminated...They obviously din update their official website although the page seems very grand and nice...
Duh~...i think enuf of complaint...haha...
Had a very unhappy weekend...HEmm...started to think that better dun come back home in the coming weekends...
So, all the best to ppl who r having exam~

Back On Track

Phew~...jus back from Pangkor last nite around 11 something...well, wat a tired trip...
it's a very sudden idea, Fooi mention it when we all eat in "choy Pak' there..hehe..then jus go home n pack a bit then on our way there ald..wow, the most CRAZY trip i ever had, no planning ahead, jus grab car keys n go~
But, funny thing is that we all din prepare extra money...HEhe...CC jus hav not more than 10 bugs in his wallet even me also jus hav 60 bugs only...haha...On the way to Kuala Selangor there, we pick up YY who is on the way back from Teluk Intan, haha..pity her, hav to go up there again...
*sob* the traffic is very heavy yesterday~ jam all the way from Kuala Selagor til Setiawan there but i think the one most suffer is "driver" lo...Kentz is not driving but i think he is also as tired as Jia Wei coz his mouth n hand never stop moving since in the car til Pangkor there...HAha...Talk crap n touch this touch there all around..playing with YY whole way there...
Well, im sorry to say that im not in the good mood yesterday..IM not sure is it PMS o watz...KInda tired also...but i jus hoped that i can recharge myself thro the trip..
after 4 hours journey,we reach the JEti around 7 then buy the ferry ticket and immediately there was ppl aproaching us for the hotel room...Finally we got 2 rooms at the GOlden BEach Resort, well i guess no ppl really care about the room as long as got roof over our heads...Raining all thro the nitez...
THe ferry ride is okie except that its too cold there cz i was over excited til i forgot to bring my jacket along, im only armed with a short pant and a t shirt...cham dou~ Kentz slipped when he climb down the stairs..Too bad i dun hav camera i with me, he was quite mm song coz he " Rooney No 9" shirt was dirtied!!! black face started to show there..
We went to the "yelin" for our dinner coz heard Rac said that her sis complimented it~ but secretly i would recommend the " Gao MUi" lo, really nice n cheap food there!
We practically waited for 1 hour for our dinner to be served there...*sigh* we all hungry dou~ the food was only okay for my standard lo..( PC standard), but the price is okie lo, set dinner- RM 188 for 10 course, but after ate we counted there were only 9 dishes we all had though~ Rain had started to pour hard at that time, someone had suggest that we use the table" cover" (those plastic one) to shelter us when we walk back to room...hehe...4 of us hold the four corner and run back to the resort...good experience...
THe next morning we went to see the beach, really jus see coz din even go down to play water there...THen CC n KEnt had a fight there on the beach..Hurray..Cc won~
I suggested that we take a bike ride around the island..But the road is not smooth, too steep...*tired* then RAc n YY cant tahan anymore when we reach the Teluk Dalam...Rac's face was really white like ghost n YY is red like Tomato~so finally KIan stay with them on the hill while the rest of us head back town to rent the "taxi" to pick them and the bike up~ The ride is very very tiring til i almost cant tahan as well, summo im having my period that time~ wow...hectic~
Hah...finally got a lorry willing to pick them up to jeti there, so Jia wei and cc rented a motor to fetch them back~
We spent 10 hours on the car when we back last nite...haiz...hungry n jam...lucky got some "satay n sotong" saved us~ hehe...
GUess i've said too long, so til here...hoping for the next trip wil b fun n coming
as soon as possible...

A jokes a day make ur day smile away

Hehe..here are some nice jokes..although it's not very funny maybe to some others who haven heard or read it, it wil bring laughter to them~...so i wish my little jokes can make ur day lighter...as in this holiday with no where to go~

JOkes---

Condom says to Kotex,
"When you work, I lose seven days of business."

Kotex replies, "If you fail to work once, my business stops for nine months


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A camel and an elephant met, and the elephant asked: "Why do you have your tits on your back?"

The camel responded: "What a silly question from someone who has a dick on his face!"


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A black guy and a white girl met at a nite club. She took him to her apartment and said: "tie me to the bed and do what black men do best!"

so he ran off with the TV and VCD...


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Wife: "I wish I were a newspaper, so you can hold me every morning!"

Husband: "I wish you're a newspaper TOO, my dear so
I can have a NEW ONE every morning!

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A Chinese couple got married. When baby was born, her eyes were big and blue, hair was curly and blonde, skin was brown.

Finally, name of the baby was SAM TING LONG ("some thing wrong")


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A lady visited her doctor one morning.

Doc said: "You look so weak and exhausted! Are you eating your meals 3 times a day as I advised?

Lady : "Doc, I thought you said 3 males a day!"


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Phone rings and maid picks up the phone as her master is bathing.....

When the caller asked what's he doing, the maid Replied: "MASTURBATING."(master bathing)


MUahaha...old jokes some of them but really make my day funnier...thanks gee siang~ MIss u all guys~

Lazy...laziness had conquer me!!

Last blog til now alrealy been a month plus...haiz...busy busy lately...
My life had been filled with lab report and assignment n preparation for the Industrial Training n also the coming big project~

actually im not tat busy anyway but jus...not in the mood to blog anymore...i dunno so many things i wrote wil i ever have an audinece o reader to browse thro...

im very sorry to two ppl...really owe them a big apology...my presence had make their friendship somehow changed....sorry for wat i said tat sunday in msn...not really meant anything i said...

mayb i nid to "go" a while...let thing change a bit...i dunno wat i mean when i say go hehe..but jus watever lo...:P

Had da feeling of not being contribute to my bereau...em...i did do things but jus no ppl ever seen it..sigh...maybe i should really work more hard on grabbing participants...Stressed~



BEst regards~
ChIn....
~ reveal no more~

Im BaCk~~

After such a long period hasn't been updating stuff here, finally im back...Seems like this piece of little 'kebun' already ruin...it's all my fault loz..too busy with the multiply blog til forgot about this 'kebun'Herm~

Had change my room to C 907, hehe...highest level (9th floor)...The advantage moving back to block C is that more comfortable living in the gal's block again..hehe..been had to endure the uncomfortable stares from guys when sometimes i go down there to refill water with a short pant...Then closer to the college gate loz..

But the disadvantage is that have to wait for lift...sometime nid to wait quite long...troubled alot...THe room is basically more like an oven loz...Hot n hot...the fan is on for 24 hours a day 7 days a week, i try off it once..wow, the effect is jus unbearable...Gosh...haiz..
Guess sometimes all the things have 2 side, good must come with bad side...haha

Herm~~ everyone is sick!!!

Chiu~~ haha...dun surprise...it's jus my sneezing sound...dunno wat had happen to my nose coz it jus won stop sneezing!!! i blow my nose dunno how many times already... then feel like a bit dizzy and mayb got fever..im not so sure about it...summo headache til wanna explode~ (mayb a bit too exagerated)hehe... Oohh...sore throat also causing mu voice becomes very "sExY"...

Herm..seems like everyone is sick lately..Jus now when i went to c doc..the whole clinic is crowded by students...waited so long to get my turn..then the doc jus din even look at me..!!! he jus write the presciption according to wat is said to the nurse...haiz..(baliah)...oops...

Long time din c my room mate ald...she is also sick..but her sickness is very much more serious than i do..her might b cancer...I really worry about her...such a young age with such a pretty look~ Y?? GOD pls protect her...N i promise i wil pray for her~

Haizz...til here i guess, coz gonna late for class loz...

Wow~ AmAzING~~

wow~ wondering wat is so amazing here?? Tah...tah...tah....tah~ the suprising thing is that i saw the primary school in someplace in Ipoh got computer and even projector tim!!!! Surprise?? em...coz that place is call Bercham which in my understanding is quite a remote place somewhere in Ipoh...although i felt that they dun use the computer that often but relly felt happy for them...Muahaha...coz even in KL n PJ area here where i teach, those rich primary school also dun hav these facilities n luxury...HErm...sommemore they hav a good canteen n very reasonable price for food~

How i wish that in my time i was stil in Ipoh that time, we could have these kinda facilities..then i on have so many 'culture shock' when i 1st came to KL then~ Really felt like im an idiot and "orang kampung in big city "feel...Well Well~ jus happy for them loz..have a good education and be a good citizen, good country 'dong liong'~...

Fianlly i have move in to the hostel, living with a malay gal~ herm...haven meet her though..(hope she is a nice person,hate to fight with room mate)~now my room is stil in a total mess even mattress also haven sent to me by the office!!! hopefully tonight can hav it...THe whole floor also mostly is malay...seems im the alien there but they all also quite nice ppl..actually i really dun wan to stay in hostel if onlu my mum n dad can let me stay at home~ HaiZz.. this is where the family problem comes in....not anything serious but they are serious unhappy with my result last 2 semester...Only GOd know that i have try best~ HaizZ...

sobzzz....

Jus a month a ago, i thought things had change to the way i want it n hope it to be...i was really happy back at that time...n realy 'gam dong' by the way ppl treat me..i thought all that's i've gave have finally returned~i stil can remember that granny had taught me since small that-- "if u wan ppl treat u good, u must treat ppl good 1st", so here i am holding her words but herm~ jus realise reality had let me down...PPl not necessary wil treat u good but maybe only wil feel fan o lazy to bother to understand what u wan o think...o to care u...

Im really very tired lately...emotionally...think too much...I was wondering how can my brain hold so much thoughts at the same times...my heart also is the most wonderful organ of all!!! can hold so much love n feelings...nearly drown myself in by the feelings...

Very very very sad sad...* sobZZzzzz* y life jus give me what i want n let me be happy...i dunno how long wil it take for me to stand back...alot i want to say here...but seems words r jus not enuf to tell my feelings...*blur*

SO here hope i can take the chance to wish ya all the best in life and achieve wat u've been dreaming of...Will always treat u good n cherish u forever...

MooD SwINGZzz~

Erm...really having a bad bad mOOd~maybe it's from the PMS..Hehehe...one of the thing that boys dun have to endure...Lasat nite when im sitting alone in the room jus suddenly i broke into tears~ Sobzz...Jus felt very very bad n depressed...felt like all of the world had leave me aside~

My depression somehow have nothing to do with my PMs thingy..but jus from some certain people.(Hmm,i think no ppl wil understand how a person have the great power to make me suffer n depressed)..Well, guess i care too much n too sensitive~ Til even dreams also wil got the same image running in my mind over and over again~I felt that i nid a lot of secure feelings...im too dubious too!!! Oh..God, i dunno how to express my feelings now...I have to find my dictionary to check on it~ Oops...

Read from a horoscope tat im a sincere lover..(hehe...pei chin felt that she is one herself~)Keke...When i love, i jus pour out all the love in me~ sacrifice everything, maybe life too if i have to~ But somehow someone told me that this is too scary for him !!! =} Besides im a royal lover too~ Muahaha...tell u guys a secret la--I had been secretly admire a boy for 7 years...!!! *BlUSh* Then got another stil in my heart...Hehe...this time i dunno how long he'll stay in there...but i guess wil b forever~

One of the topic in our fren'ly chat is about::Wil u stil can b good fren with ur ex?
Erm...wat a good q which i also wanted to know so much!!! But for me, i wish it to b a "wil"...Of coz under certain circumstances...jus for us to b couple, both if us must know each other very deeply n understand each other's wan n need, so even if so
oneday hav to b apart also stil it's hard to find another ppl that can understand u so much de loz..So for me, i wil cherish de lo...the friendship and the sweet memories...Herm..

There's always alot i wan to say but something sometime it's better jus leave it in heart...


PoSTED BY PeI ChIN[bad mood]

Changes

A friend called lately from England, really surprise when pick up the call but really happy also coz really long time no see n talk also..( surprise when i can recognise ur voice is it?)...*lAuGh*...He reallly change a lot since i last time heard from him...His pure chinese accent way of speaking mandarin make me kinda surprise and i admit i really need time to get used to it~ herm...im not sure is it he changed too much o maybe it's me that never change n still am the same old PeI cHIn as all of you knows..
O maybe it's the essential steps he had to take in order to fit in the different culture and society...There are more chinese ppl in his community..so,y am i not surprise...Hehe..But jus watever happen to you, i jus hope u won forget where ur root n ur family n ur home...n of coz~~ ME!!!! Okie, looking forward to hear from u again n hope u all da best out there~...

1st wEeK oF ScHOoL

With blurry eyes and shaky hands, im here again, the most hang out plce- the Science Fac comp lab updating my blog...Very bored~As im having hell lot of break time but cant go home is a big turtore for me..Herm~ somehow, i should have use the time i have now to really work through my new course thingy..Aiks~ im lazy...i confess~ haha...

My worst n most teribble timetable is at Monday n Wednesday, with 8 hours gap in between..But tuesday n thursday also not bad...with 4 hours break also...Muahaha~somehow if i really go home,i sure won have the enthusiasm to come back in afternoon for class de le...Herm..really a big problem for me..HaiZz

Last dayYY...

Today, 050706 is my last day of work at Sweetly Bakery house lu...haha...so happy coz finally can release myself from that bored place!!Em..actually won be really mm seh tak to leave the place also ha...coz only work for a short time but sure gonna miss the bread~ (em...yummy~ especially the onion cheese)!!!everyday's work also been the same, only depend on the time the bread gonna come out form the stove~haizZ..everyday jus wash n mop n clean...Til my hand also damage by the dish cleaner...Haha...worry la..later no guy wanna hold my hand already then how~???

But somehow here im now at home really wondering wat to do tomolo n the days afterwards?Herm..im really this kinda person tat cant let myself b free n nth do jus sit at home...tat wil b really bored for me!!!Really gonna kill me~Em...haha...

Then also went to check my eyes n spec also coz i suspect that my long sighted had gone serious...Mm...the optometrist really given me a very thorough n long detail check ~ha...really mm hou yi si when he tot tat i wanna change my spec la..but luckily he din show any anger when i tilo him im not...Yeah, really my left eye had gone deeper by 25 degree...become 125 degree liao...HaizZ,cant even wear contact lens liao lu..

Em...someone had made me realise tat i dun like to go back home..Really~ dun b surprise coz it's true!!! I somehow dun like to stay at home, tat's y i grab every chance i got to work during holiday~ I jus feel like i cant breath at home..maybe too small for me..i dun hav my own space,except my room...my favourite activity time is at mid-nite coz left me alone at living room...Herm..like the deep silence feeling so much~!!!

Gonna start school soon loz..hope there's stil way to change my messy timetable..i wan to b with my frenzZ..dun wanna spend 8 hours alone at the library lah...Haiz..i stil haven got a nice plan of my future semester~~ =( Oh...God pls help me~~

BUsY weeKend

Now is 12am ++ liao loz...kinda tired but jus not the mood to went to bed so i was sitting here, updating my thingy to let u guys see n also reading other ppl's also...haha,especially my frenZ de...really given me chance to know u all better,those words i dun hav chance to say when v all meet jus hope i can express to u all~ =D!! raining hard outside but with songs i love playing n had a wonderful gathering jus now,im very contented~~ Full~...But tat's not happy i know~...jus long time dun hav tis kinda feel liao..always wat in my heart is hollow~ haizZ...
Today had a gathering at the Selayang BUddhist there coz our secretary- Hai Tang is leaving us soon for England lu~ (although jus for a year but really there would not b so many laughters when she's gone)...went to say goodbye to her..herm..Take care la my frenzZ!! hehe...(ur sleeping bag stil with me la~ )..not to forget others~ Jonathan,You Fong,Siao Chi, Ting Ying~ being with u guys make me feel younger n more playful~~!!
Em..hopefully tomolo gonna b my last day work loz..coz really very sien liao..Mauhaha..but happy to know a fews frens there de~Haha, although v've been worked together only for a day o two but gonna miss u guys if i go liao~ So hopefully wil have chance to meet up again!!! MuackZZzz

Thanks my dear FrEnsss....

Went for a movie with an unexpected fren, haha...never thought we wil go movie together...haha,but quite funny also de la..Thanks ya my frenZ!!! Funny movie also de~ em..Also consider a busy day for us ppl coz Kenneth back from Aust to kepong let us hav a look at his rounder chubby cute face and also the big day for my Didi- Chek(Jack Jack) =D!!! So we went for a drink loz..

Hm...dunno y de, the topic suddenly point towards me..Em,really gam Zie u guys all so 'guan sam' me de...u guys really make me realise alot n thanks alot!! I really wil make a nice plan de le...i sometime hate myself for letting ppl worry about me de..eventhough i got problem also i wil try to keep it to myself if can~haha...jus dun wanna ppl worry but really touchy de..knowing u guys care for me de~~Sobxx...i wil make the best out of the worst de..Be Happy Ya =P

Monday --- 270606

Last nite doing the thingy til off liao from the time track..so a bit late for bed..so today really tired n headache =( Then after home went with mum to hav a look at the furniture shop coz I gonna buy another Study table loz..(hehe..so happy la..finnaly can hav my own table,no nid share with my brother)~_~

Em..jus wanna tell abit about my feeling now..it's a mixture of relieve but somehow deep down inside there's some part of my heart aching..n feel like a bit numb also..Herm =<..Coz finnaly i knew wat the ppl thinking and know wat to do..Hehe..(really it's time to tidy up ur heart n move on loz...coz ppl already dunno move on to which country o which universe already loz..) Aiks~ jus hope that no matter wat happen in the past, present n future wil not affect us..our friendship...I wil constant remind myself where is my limit de~ coz once the love spilt out, it's gonna flood n kill peopla if u dunno how to control it...So, here i am learning to control my 'love potion'... So tat's all for today la..it's time to Ooi Ooi loz.. zzZZZZ

Happy birthday!!

"Happy birthday to u~~ happy birthday to Hui Wei~~...."26 of June is my best fren's cow one la..21st wor..real meaningful de..SO me n Yun Heng n Ah Lai n Pui pui n Yoke Chin n Pik Kei( sorry if i spell ur name wrongly =P) went to celebrate with wei wei at the Kepong Japanese Buffet Kitchen..well, should i say AGAIN? hehe..coz been here for the 4th times liao...really feel abit bore..But anyway, today is a happpy day n im hungry til can swallow a cow..(Kidding la)..we eat liao almost two hours la..realy full n plus the piece of choc cheese cake i ate!!! walau~ really heavy...Sorry ya guys..if the cake was not delecious...coz also the taste not so good liao coz not so fresh de..Sorry!!!

Em..when we talk about the thing on sunday nite,hehe..she really got abit touchy inside coz can hear from her voice...my dear,there's nothing to worry about de coz we r very 'xing fu' compare to may others le..n when u lonely sure we wil always by ur side de~ lonelyness is scary i know but we all have to learn to live with it...Actually i also learning it..So pal,really love ya n i will cherish our friendship forever!!=>

PaNgKoR....

Erm..holiday now...but the pangkor thingy is actually long ago de trip lar..but i haven have the mood to write it all out..so I guess now i hav finnaly tik hei sam gon to write it out la..Went there for 3 days n 2 nite,erm...normal la..then hehe...whole gang also gal de~~Hehe...all ppl also worry la..dunno wat wil happen the all of us if got bad guy!! Em..actually i not yet confirm wan to go o not until the nite before!!so i packed only by the early morning before we set out..

Erm..so early early i already hav to persuade my mum to fetch me go KTM lorr..then i was late de..luckily hui wei wait for me there...then haha...we sort of dunno to which station we sud stop to go PUDU take bus~haha...then u stop at the PUDURAYA station but i told hui wei, "eh, y no ppl here with luggage de?"haha..then we go n ask the auntie at the counter lo..then she said "ah Moi arr...u kena pergi ke Plaza Rakyat lah!!"Then we basically hav to take the opposite way train to go back loz..haha..luckily the train is very fast de!!

then we went through the 5 hour bus ride...the ride almost kill my backbone de...coz those kampung road not even n nice like tat...after survive the ride we go jetty take ferry to the island loz..
we book liao the coral bay resort...herm...but my god~ it's very diff from the way it look in photo than in real...the room is smaller than a tau yun larr..d*** it la..F***K la..then we all decide to change the room ler..hermmm so we spent the next few hour to visit the island's temple n check out the other resort available.

Things are not wat u think

Em...the story begin like this ~ There was two angels, one young n one elder angel..They had went down the man world to visti the people. One rainy n cold night, both of them had reached a small village and come to a poor house." Knoeck Knock..." then a old man opened the door and lead them in the hse..the poor couple give them their best food n give them their bed to sleep on while the couple sleep on the floor..Then the next morning,they were awaken by the cry of the poor wife. SHe cried bcoz of their only cow died last nite. The couple was very sad cow the only valueble thing had gone.
Then the young angel ask the elder one :"y din u save the cow last nite?"
The elder one said:"things are not wat u seen..., Last nite i saw the Angel of Death had come for the poor wife, so i let the cow take the wife's place."

Then the next day, they want to a big village and reached the vilage cheif house. They rich couple let them in very unwillingly..Then they gave them the leftover food and let them sleep at store room only..AT nite when they are freezing, the elder saw a hole at the wall and mended it.. The young one ask him:" Y u so nice to these kinda horrible people?"
THe old one reply: "things r not wat u think it is."
He said:" from the hole i can see the gold so i mended the hole so that he cant find the treasure...."

Finally the young ones understand...Things are usually NOT the way you think they Were...so u guys..hope u can get some lesson o some light from this little story..




THE END

ji xun ying

em...i got something to share with u guys...that's y i am here again to tell some of it.

last week i went to a training camp,organised by the Selayang Buhhist Center...it was a 2 days 1 nite camp n we jus stay at the center...actually i was not very willing to go at 1st but...haiz..as a responsible person,n i am one of the commitee,so that's y i went anyway..

i report at 3 pm n then straight i went to 2nd floor the buddha chamber for ice breaking programme...hehe, though i dunno y they were doing tis coz v know each of us very well liao..after that v do some dance steps for warm up then hav a 2 hour class listen to a talk by one of the commitee of the Selangor buddhist center...quite boring actually...i am very dizzy and hungry~~hm...luckily dinner is coming up...

Aikz..they only give us one n a half hour to get ourself prepare for class...Em,prob is there are only 2 washroom for 15 gals of us...ha...but i am very smart lo coz i straight go to bath room before the others did~!!haha...
then nite also got two class to attend...em...quite tired also la but can learn a lot of good lessons...em..really worth my time...blabla...after the very last the very boring discussion for the day, v can hav out supper n lastly not forgetting our prayer to the buddha b4 v went to sleep..to be truth, i hate all the rules and prayer and all those pose when pray...i seem cant remember all the pose and mantra~~~

v all gals sleep at 4th floor lo...the big room actually is a dance room de,but very apacious...with window n mirror all around..a bit scary so i tend to sqeeze to honney's side...hehe...wow, man~~wat a cold nite tat day~~cold til a put a blanket and add another jacket only can tahan til morning...haha...

then fours hours later. v hav to got up by the ring of bell...HAiz...very tired and dunna wake up la...then v hav breakfast...fried mee hun with the overnite reheated vege curry...em, abit make me wanna vomit seeing those food...but i hav to finish anyway coz v r not allow to waste food there...eat til me like face white white ...
after tat v go to MRR2 park to hear the Si Fu giv talk..hm.. actually very song la..can hear si fu from taiwan talk n she is very humour also...learn alot from her...she is a uni grad also but dunno y she became nun...em,really wondeering~~
v got game coming afterwards...n i bleed liao..but small wound only la..

very tired on the way back..n i miss home n my about to finish assignment!!but still got 2 more class to go n more discussion....haiz...so i lie a bit to out ying zhang saying tat i fever n bleed...haha...finnaly i free to go only at 5 something~~hpew..wat a tired weekend!!