Story of a Little Gal

There was a little gal. SHe was borned in a little town in Ipoh, Kuala Kangsar to a little family...Then the little family had to move to Big city when she is 9 years old..That year had been a big change...BIg gal cant wait to grown up in the BIg city~

Little gal was a hardworking gal...she always compete with another boy in the class for 1st place...Hehe..usually alternately they wil got the 1st place...THen she n him become good fren n they got into the 1st class, 5A and 6A the following year...Little gal had a crush on him coz she like his eye...always twinkle like stars in the sky when he talked to her...

Little gal finally grown into her womanhood during her year end holiday in standard five.SHe was not happy when her womanhood come so fast...Ha, confused...But she realise from then on she wil hav to take care of herself n her little brothers lo...not to let her family worry about her...

Then little gal went into her teenagehood... SMK KEpong had been her secondary school...



To be continued....


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Lil` Gal`

Sigh...Dunno wat had happen to me...sick all over my body...felt like all the energy had drained out from my body...alwayz feel sleepy...Din go to c doc finally coz feeling better today but stil hav not much energy to teach n help mum to do hse chores~
Guys n gals out there, weather kept changing all day, suddenly rain then sudden sun shines...so take k lol...

Tomorrow is my last subject lo...Heheh...finally all the thing is over once again...Maybe it's the last subject already tat's y not really in the mood to study~ well, tonight hav to make it all up to study it..
I've changed my look...i used to have long hair...today jus went to the saloon opposite my house to cut my hair...Having fringe now...n layer shorter hair....Mm, abit not used to it so kept checking myself in the mirror...haha...Hope this new hair wil bring new energy to me...
Yesterday went to Sg wang with my fren to check out the old cd store for one Very old old album by Sasha...THe cd store is quite bid and alot of collection n oldies..When i mentioned to the assistant" GOt Sasha album anot?" they were stuck for the moment coz haven heard it...Haha...luckily the boss knew Sasha...not bad la him..stil can remember where the cd is...Hide under a big stack of Old Cd...
Yeah, finally he found the cd...Em, actually i dunno wat's the title of the album but i jus know the colour of the cover is black~ Haha...
But too bad, coz after i check with my fren, he said that that is the 2nd album by Sasha but wat i wanted is the 1st one...Sobzz...so i went back with an empty hand and a disappointed heart...wasted my energy coz i walked around the Complex for 2 hours til i nearly fainted...not kidding really, really bumped into a guy coz i felt very dizzy tat time.
Then went to hav dinner at THe Rendevous, not bad the food...try the cheese fondue n a pizza, the pizza really delicious...got alot of seafood on the topping.Hmm...YuMmy~
End my day quite early...din study much n went to sleep at 11 pm..hhaha...broke my record!!!

I hav changed alot...Really...
I din realised myself but the ppl around me told me that...
Wat a person i am now??
SOmetimes ago, when YY back from England she had a chat with KK n thanks KK for telling me these things...I know that these two years i had change to a Moody, angry and negative person...I had made the people around me suffocate and felt pressured by mt attitute...
So i hope i can hav thise chance to say sorry to all my frens and famiy as well...especially mum...I guess i had been living under a great pressure and fear all this times...
The burden in my heart, i do not know how to let it go...but her words really made me realised alot...Em, if got chance i wish can hav ppl to understand me...i wil try to let u guys know...I've " fung bei" myself lately...
THen after that talk, i cried alot...fianlly i think i had let go some of it...Hehe..:P... WEll,i think all i need is some time to clear off and find the old me back...Hehe...the one always stuck with strange idea in mind...soft and wen you...Oops, i think i jus compliment myself too much.. hehe...

Well, i felt that there is alot of thing which is not fair at all...When we done so much then of coz sometimes we wil expect more from it o may it be a person...But i jus found out that it's always to my dissappointment...
I jus wan to say that im very tired~ Tired to give...EM...give to the person...
Sigh...Well, i jus felt that y certain ppl do so little but always got so much in return...
Tired....Hasnt sleep lot lately coz hav to study for exam and im lost once again...
Mayb tired to care n give anymore...

a Week AwaY

Time pass so fast lately...Only one more week and my exam gonna finish~ hehe...happy by then...
Im not sure is it im currently too stressed o watz lo...
But something happen back on the last wednesday nitez...Im stil Pia on my Inorganic on the following day til 3am in the morning while my room matez went to sleep early on 1am something lo...Then i study til im very tire n tak tahan then i went to bed lo..
BUt somehow when i lied on the bed, i jus felt there were children running all around me n i felt even them sitting on my leg...I felt my heart was drumming and the cold feeling rised...then i open my eyes to look around my room but i saw nothing n saw my room mate was sleeping soundly there...
So i jus shake my head abit n try to shut my eye again...then the same feeling went back to me...then i open my eyes again n saw nothing...Em, at that moment i jus tell myself that im too tired mayb...ANd dunno how long time had pass, i finally fallen to sleep...BUt this is eerie experience i had lo...
Hehe, then the next day i told my room mate about it...She was scared to death...*NaughTY* I purpose told her to scare her...Haha...Im bad, huh~WEll, the exam was okie for me...so hope the result doesn't end up too bad coz it was a 4 credit hour subject!!
OKie til here lo...gotta prepare for my coming exam dy~ Good luck ya...

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Been busy with examz and meeting this week...Sigh...
Spent my study week at hostel...But i din study much there, jus spent my time meeting away n dreaming away...
Hmm.. the GYS gonna postpone to 2007, Im reliefed actually.. kinda of felt that i cant afford to contribute anymore...IM in the bereau of publicity and external affairs, my main job is to find foreign participants to join us at Malaysia...WHich is a hard job...1st of all, the call job...All the contact num i got from the uni website is wrong o changed o terminated...They obviously din update their official website although the page seems very grand and nice...
Duh~...i think enuf of complaint...haha...
Had a very unhappy weekend...HEmm...started to think that better dun come back home in the coming weekends...
So, all the best to ppl who r having exam~