I feel envy to babies sometimes...remember when we are stil wrapped in diapers, we were so free, free to express our feelings...Whenever dun like o disapprove, u jus cry and mummy n daddy wil fix it for ya~ When dady wan to go work, we jus hug his leg n dun wan him go o else jus cry..

But when we grown up, we cant do tat anymore, our elder n society taught us: big liao can not cry, must b understanding! hai..wish i could...

Wish i could jus hug the leg and cry and say :"dun go..." but i couldnt...i jus kept my tears inside n put a happy face with a big smile...trying so hard to so called :UNDERSTANDNG!

Big Problem

Hmm, i made a big mistake again! make a promise that i know i cant keep. Promised my fren to join the Merdaka day performance which require me to attend the practises sat n sun...

After the 1st practise, i already regret that i promised ppl...I hate myself for this..I jus cant say no, and i alway too easily convinced...sum yuen. I really cant be 100% commited to this group but i also hate to see ppl being let down by me...

But end up yest when i went for practise, i jus told my PIC that i cant join them, all his disappointment on his face, so i jus blurted out that i can be a reserve instead...hai...i dunno whether i really can attend for weeks to come or not. I really need determination~

Time to do some updates here...fren had been nagging me about once in a month only update once...Ha, one of the reason is that i felt my life is really nth...nth to b brag about.

Now im in computer lab, having an hour break b4 the next class..hehe, nice dull day for me again. Having 3 labs this sem, which is quite hectic and im planing to add another subject, total up i will b sitting for 7 subjects in this sem...*GoD, Pls bless me !*

My training had been a real wreck, my supervisor only gave me 64/100 for my assessment...*Sobb* Cry also no tear...will really affect alot of my whole CGPA, coz this sub will cost me 8 credit...Heavy n so low marks. But im trying to comfort myself by saying: Hey, u learn alot thru this 2 months ma...Life is not all about training, no ppl will really look at ur credit and marks gua"

So this is me, will try to comfort myself...Life goes on...hopefully my presentation and reports can save some of my days lahhh~ well, frens, have to wait for my next updates la...*SayonaRa*