Im just a small gal, i dun hav a big dreams or big ambitions. To me, Love is my priority...I can sacrifice anything for my love, yet I thought he also will feel the same way as I do...The truth is, I was wrong....
SOmeone told me tat: Love is not all in ur whole life~ Boyfren is not all in ur life...I dun like u do so many thing for me, although I feel gam dong by the way u pour out all ur heart...But I dun wan u to...Take back wat u poured out~
Isn't it too late to say to?? after all these times? How to turn back? Life will not be the same from this point on...Thanks for ur words...but thanks also for ur care n kindness
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Loyalty that counts~
Since Im so free at home, so I tot it will b gd to create some side to let u guys express ur opinion and thoughts~
My question is:
U found a gal/ boy which really 'click' with you..He/she is all tat u want in ur life...But, u got bf/gf already, how wil you do? break up with u current gf/bf b4 start with new one? O try to 'date' her b4 break up with current bf?
No worry,its jus a normal question, normal circumstance which all of us wil face at one point of our life~ Nth will b taken seriously...
My question is:
U found a gal/ boy which really 'click' with you..He/she is all tat u want in ur life...But, u got bf/gf already, how wil you do? break up with u current gf/bf b4 start with new one? O try to 'date' her b4 break up with current bf?
No worry,its jus a normal question, normal circumstance which all of us wil face at one point of our life~ Nth will b taken seriously...
Monday, December 03, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
Help Needed~
I need Help!!
Jus now i open my computer, suddenly, the screen become blue..this is the 3rd time already. So i was wondering wat's wrong with my comp! My beloved comp!
Anyone hav any suggestion on wat happening and solution? PLs~ I need all of ur professional advise (free of consultation fee, if possible)....
Jus now i open my computer, suddenly, the screen become blue..this is the 3rd time already. So i was wondering wat's wrong with my comp! My beloved comp!
Anyone hav any suggestion on wat happening and solution? PLs~ I need all of ur professional advise (free of consultation fee, if possible)....
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Life~
Our life is like a journey, how far it sretch? no one knows anything about it~ And we all are bus driver, we are driving a huge bus, travel right from the beginning of our life as our life begins. As we driving along, we will see many stations. So we stop by each station. How many stations are they? No ppl know about that too! At each station, there will people board on or drop off. First couple tat board on is our parents. I do not know how long they wil stay in the bus. Parents will guide us which road to take at the beginning of our journey.
Then, as we grow, parents begin to move to rows behind...We thought we are old enough to carry on our journey and start to move our parents to rows far end, till one day, we do not even notice, our parents had dropped off.
However at the same time, more and more people aboard, they could be your classmates, colleague, girls youadmired, best friends or family members, or even some faces you met down at the shop...etc...They will each drop off at different stations. Then comes along the destined one in your life. How you know that she is? Cause, you will let her sit as near to you as it can.
But, there are some stage, you will confused, you may think that the girl sitting opposite is more attractive. So you placed her near to you. Nonetheless, as journey carry on, she found that the view at one of the stations is nicer than you are. She drops off finally. Now the seat is empty, the destined one, also gone.....
Dear, i dunno when i will drop off. Or who will replace the seat i once taken. But im glad i had been aboard. Shared many experiences and thought and many many things. Thanks to all who had been sitting in my bus too!
Then, as we grow, parents begin to move to rows behind...We thought we are old enough to carry on our journey and start to move our parents to rows far end, till one day, we do not even notice, our parents had dropped off.
However at the same time, more and more people aboard, they could be your classmates, colleague, girls youadmired, best friends or family members, or even some faces you met down at the shop...etc...They will each drop off at different stations. Then comes along the destined one in your life. How you know that she is? Cause, you will let her sit as near to you as it can.
But, there are some stage, you will confused, you may think that the girl sitting opposite is more attractive. So you placed her near to you. Nonetheless, as journey carry on, she found that the view at one of the stations is nicer than you are. She drops off finally. Now the seat is empty, the destined one, also gone.....
Dear, i dunno when i will drop off. Or who will replace the seat i once taken. But im glad i had been aboard. Shared many experiences and thought and many many things. Thanks to all who had been sitting in my bus too!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
*Some Truth about Men*
Q: What is the similarity between men and rats?
A: Both keep searching for new holes.
A: Both keep searching for new holes.
Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman's period?
A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5 days and if it doesn't come, it means you are in big trouble.
Q: What's the difference between biology and sociology?
A: When the baby looks like his dad or mom, then it is biology. When the baby looks like the neighbor, then it is sociology.
Q: What's the height of recycling?
A: Sending a sanitary napkin for dry cleaning.
Q: Doctor: You look so weak & exhausted. Are you having 3 meals a day as I have advised?
A: Lady: Doctor, I thought you said 3 males a day....
Q: Girlfriend & boyfriend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl's skirt. Guess where it would have bitten?!!!
A: The boy friend's hand.
Q: Tarzan and the animals went to the river to take a bath. Tarzan removed his clothes. All the animals laughed at Tarzan. Tarzan asked "Why"?
A: The animals told him "Your tail is in front".
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Narrow escape
Yo~ Had an quite scary experience this afternoon while driving back from UM back home. Well, i think most of u guys know that im driving a car which really some what about same age as me, or at least 12 yr n above, so its super duper old.
So when this afternoon, while im on the road, on the 5th gear, suddenly i heard my "lou yea" car gave a shake n " screech" ing sound coming off from dunno which part of car so i was shocked and ahead of me is traffic light, so i faster jam on my break and shift the gear down, the the car was like shaking violently and seems like wan 'sei fo' so i tried to see are there any smoke or some abnormal from inside the car and at the same time, tried to pull over to left handside, lol...traffic got heavy tat time n i was being horn a few times,hai~ after i off the aircond, i found out that the car had made less sound n jolt lightly only and won " death engine" ( before tat got this sign), scare dou~~ Then only continue my journey home, slowly~~ All the way 4th gear, :( Hai~ tat is the 1st time it give prob to me all thru this yr, but really give me a nerve!
So when this afternoon, while im on the road, on the 5th gear, suddenly i heard my "lou yea" car gave a shake n " screech" ing sound coming off from dunno which part of car so i was shocked and ahead of me is traffic light, so i faster jam on my break and shift the gear down, the the car was like shaking violently and seems like wan 'sei fo' so i tried to see are there any smoke or some abnormal from inside the car and at the same time, tried to pull over to left handside, lol...traffic got heavy tat time n i was being horn a few times,hai~ after i off the aircond, i found out that the car had made less sound n jolt lightly only and won " death engine" ( before tat got this sign), scare dou~~ Then only continue my journey home, slowly~~ All the way 4th gear, :( Hai~ tat is the 1st time it give prob to me all thru this yr, but really give me a nerve!
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Man r from mars, women r from Venus
約翰‧格雷的著作《男人來自火星，女人來自金星》以這樣的引子來掀開男女之間的關係：
“從前有一天，火星人遇見了金星人，於是他們相愛了。開始的時候，他們接受並尊重對方的不同，因而關係融洽，生活幸福。後來，他們來到了地球上。在一天早晨醒來後，他們都了健忘症，忘了他們本是來自不同的星球。於是，他們開始了相互之間的衝突……”
男人和女人，各方面都存在大不同。兩者對語言所傳達的訊息，各有不同的理解，這也是為什么女人老是誤解男人的話，而男人也以為他已經說得夠清楚了；還有，對工作的處理手法，男人和女人也各有一套，每當出現問題的時候，性別往往成了彼此的嘲諷內容，最常聽見的也就是“男人都這樣”、“女人就是不能做大事”。
讓我們從《男人來自火星，女人來自金星》中看看，男人和女人的誤會究竟怎樣產生，又如何化解。
男女大不同一：價值觀的不同
男人重視力量、能力、效率和成就。他們的自我價值是通過所獲得的成就來定義的。能否實現預定的目標或獨立完成要做的事情是他們能力的表現。所以男人最不愿意讓人告訴他該如何做事。他沒要求你就主動去幫助他，是對他的不信任，不相信他能獨立完成要做的事情，這是對他的冒犯。男人對此非常敏感。
女人重視感情、交流、美和分享。她們花很多在互相幫助和互相安慰上。她們的自我價值是通過感覺和相處的好壞來定義的。只有分享和交流才使她們感到滿足。當別人談話時，她們從來不提供答案。耐心地傾聽別人的談話，理解別人的感覺，是她們愛和尊重別人的表示。
男女大不同二：對待壓力的方式不同
當男人遇到壓力時，他會變得心事重重、沉默寡言。這時他的思維走進了一個洞穴。他在洞穴裡獨自思考自己的問題。其它的一切他都視而不見。
如果他找到了解決問題的辦法，便會走出洞穴，恢復以前的樣子。如果他一時沒有找到辦法，他就會做些像看報紙、看電視一類的事情，使自己忘掉煩惱，慢慢恢復正常。
當女人遇到壓力時，她會一下子不知所措，情緒波動。這時她會在信任的人面前將煩惱說出來。談論，是女人應付壓力的自然健康反應。當她感到她的話被人聽進去了，她的感覺就會好起來。
她在說問題時，完全是雜亂無章，輕重不分的。她不像男人那樣集中在一個問題上，而是將問題擴張，大大小小的問題全擺出來，甚至親戚朋友的。她并不關心能否找到解決問題的辦法，只是表達自己的感覺，只要得到理解和認同。
男女大不同三：計分方法不同
男人認為，大事的分數要高些，小事的分數要低些。比如，為伴侶買輛新車可能是30分，幫她倒一次垃圾可能只有1分。基於這種方法，他將他的精力集中在為她做大事上，他相信這樣他能最好地滿足她。
而女人的計分方法是，不管禮物的大小，都只有1分。一支玫瑰花和月房租的分數是相同的。
女人這種計分方法不只是一種偏愛，而是真正的需要。女人需要各種各樣愛的表示。只有一兩種愛，不管它們多重要，也不能滿足她。
女人天生會感激男人為她做的小事，這是男人的福份。唯一的例外是，當她覺得分數很不平等時。這時女人不感到男人愛她，她有不滿，她已經給了他多於他給出的。這種怨恨情緒妨礙了她感激小事情的能力。
男女大不同四：情感的需要不同
大多數男人和女人不知道他們有不同的感情需要。男人給出男人想要的，女人給出女人想要的。結果，雙方都感到不滿足。事實是，他們雙方都給出了愛，卻都不是對方想要的那種。
“從前有一天，火星人遇見了金星人，於是他們相愛了。開始的時候，他們接受並尊重對方的不同，因而關係融洽，生活幸福。後來，他們來到了地球上。在一天早晨醒來後，他們都了健忘症，忘了他們本是來自不同的星球。於是，他們開始了相互之間的衝突……”
男人和女人，各方面都存在大不同。兩者對語言所傳達的訊息，各有不同的理解，這也是為什么女人老是誤解男人的話，而男人也以為他已經說得夠清楚了；還有，對工作的處理手法，男人和女人也各有一套，每當出現問題的時候，性別往往成了彼此的嘲諷內容，最常聽見的也就是“男人都這樣”、“女人就是不能做大事”。
讓我們從《男人來自火星，女人來自金星》中看看，男人和女人的誤會究竟怎樣產生，又如何化解。
男女大不同一：價值觀的不同
男人重視力量、能力、效率和成就。他們的自我價值是通過所獲得的成就來定義的。能否實現預定的目標或獨立完成要做的事情是他們能力的表現。所以男人最不愿意讓人告訴他該如何做事。他沒要求你就主動去幫助他，是對他的不信任，不相信他能獨立完成要做的事情，這是對他的冒犯。男人對此非常敏感。
女人重視感情、交流、美和分享。她們花很多在互相幫助和互相安慰上。她們的自我價值是通過感覺和相處的好壞來定義的。只有分享和交流才使她們感到滿足。當別人談話時，她們從來不提供答案。耐心地傾聽別人的談話，理解別人的感覺，是她們愛和尊重別人的表示。
男女大不同二：對待壓力的方式不同
當男人遇到壓力時，他會變得心事重重、沉默寡言。這時他的思維走進了一個洞穴。他在洞穴裡獨自思考自己的問題。其它的一切他都視而不見。
如果他找到了解決問題的辦法，便會走出洞穴，恢復以前的樣子。如果他一時沒有找到辦法，他就會做些像看報紙、看電視一類的事情，使自己忘掉煩惱，慢慢恢復正常。
當女人遇到壓力時，她會一下子不知所措，情緒波動。這時她會在信任的人面前將煩惱說出來。談論，是女人應付壓力的自然健康反應。當她感到她的話被人聽進去了，她的感覺就會好起來。
她在說問題時，完全是雜亂無章，輕重不分的。她不像男人那樣集中在一個問題上，而是將問題擴張，大大小小的問題全擺出來，甚至親戚朋友的。她并不關心能否找到解決問題的辦法，只是表達自己的感覺，只要得到理解和認同。
男女大不同三：計分方法不同
男人認為，大事的分數要高些，小事的分數要低些。比如，為伴侶買輛新車可能是30分，幫她倒一次垃圾可能只有1分。基於這種方法，他將他的精力集中在為她做大事上，他相信這樣他能最好地滿足她。
而女人的計分方法是，不管禮物的大小，都只有1分。一支玫瑰花和月房租的分數是相同的。
女人這種計分方法不只是一種偏愛，而是真正的需要。女人需要各種各樣愛的表示。只有一兩種愛，不管它們多重要，也不能滿足她。
女人天生會感激男人為她做的小事，這是男人的福份。唯一的例外是，當她覺得分數很不平等時。這時女人不感到男人愛她，她有不滿，她已經給了他多於他給出的。這種怨恨情緒妨礙了她感激小事情的能力。
男女大不同四：情感的需要不同
大多數男人和女人不知道他們有不同的感情需要。男人給出男人想要的，女人給出女人想要的。結果，雙方都感到不滿足。事實是，他們雙方都給出了愛，卻都不是對方想要的那種。
Truth of Life
我听過一個故事，雖然不怎麼特別，不過對我來說卻很具有教育意義：
一個擁有幸福庭的男人，在陰差陽錯的情況之下救了一個天使，所以天使就給了他一個願望。他想了想，對天使說︰“如果生命有take 2，可以重來的話就好了。”天使答應了他，並對他說︰“你就好好享受你的人生吧！等你想要重來的時候，只要心理想我，一切就會恢復原狀了！”
那個人听了雀躍萬分，心想︰“我可以做一切我想要做的事情了。”在回家的路上，他看見了毒販，就經不起誘惑買了一些毒品來嘗試。果然，那是一種飄飄欲仙的感覺。回到家後，他立即和平日嘮叨不停的老婆離婚了，然後娶了一個年輕貌美的新老婆。再來就是儘量地又嫖又賭，放縱自己，讓自己墮落，嘗試一些以前永遠不敢做的事情。因為毒癮和賭癮常常發作，他很快就破產了，新老婆也離他而去，同時，他發現自己得了愛滋病……這時，他的前妻卻默默地回到他的身邊照顧他。他百思不解，開口問道︰“我以前那樣對你，你為什麼還要回來呢？”她默默不語，只流下兩行淚。那個人愧疚萬分，頓時大悟，從夢中醒了過來。只見天使在他身邊說道︰“你現在了解為什麼生命不可以有take 2了吧？生命之所以可貴，是因為生命不能重來啊！所以人們才會懂得珍惜身邊的一切。”
生命沒有take 2，所以大家都盡量小心翼翼地選擇自己想要的生活。因為一旦作了抉擇，就無法再回頭了……因為我們並沒有那麼幸運，遇到可以讓我們重來的天使。那愛情呢？如果愛情也沒有take 2，那大家是否會小心而且更認真地看待愛情呢？隨時代的變遷，談戀愛的年齡已經越來越年輕化，甚至連小學生也開始談戀愛了，在心智以及各方面都尚未成熟、獨立的情況下，分手的幾率當然異常的高。
為什麼會這樣？
因為愛情總是可以重來，如果對第一段感情不滿意，隨時可以結束，然後展開新的一段戀情。只要生命還沒結束，愛情就隨時可以更新。然而，若愛情沒有take 2，一個人一生只能愛一個人，可能就不會有人因感覺變淡而分手了，更不會有第三者的出現。而且也沒有人敢冒冒然地愛，不會有人為了嘗試愛情而愛，更不會有人荒謬到為了吸取更多的愛情經驗而愛。考慮清清楚楚了才愛，愛了就要全心付出，絕不回頭……這樣的想法會不會只是一種夢想？這種願望是不是很難達成？
也許在取笑之餘，大家是否能嘗試想一想，若愛情變得像生命一樣可貴，那這願望是不是就能達成了？
雖然在現實世界裡，愛情隨時可以重來，然而真實的狀況是，愛情就像是一張白紙，以往的愛情記錄只要寫下了就怎麼刪也刪不掉，或許自己可以假裝忘記，但卻不可能忘記自己以及對方在愛情記錄中留下的回憶。有誰願意把傷痛的回憶留給自己的愛人呢？無可否認，對一個人感覺的確會隨時間而慢慢消逝，可是感情卻會慢慢被培養起來。之後，兩個人在一起並不只是一種習慣，而是因為感情建立了，彼此再也離不開對方了。雖說這樣的感情多數平淡如水，但細水長流卻綿綿不絕呀！當然，這種感覺，只有用心去愛的人才可以了解與體會了！
一個擁有幸福庭的男人，在陰差陽錯的情況之下救了一個天使，所以天使就給了他一個願望。他想了想，對天使說︰“如果生命有take 2，可以重來的話就好了。”天使答應了他，並對他說︰“你就好好享受你的人生吧！等你想要重來的時候，只要心理想我，一切就會恢復原狀了！”
那個人听了雀躍萬分，心想︰“我可以做一切我想要做的事情了。”在回家的路上，他看見了毒販，就經不起誘惑買了一些毒品來嘗試。果然，那是一種飄飄欲仙的感覺。回到家後，他立即和平日嘮叨不停的老婆離婚了，然後娶了一個年輕貌美的新老婆。再來就是儘量地又嫖又賭，放縱自己，讓自己墮落，嘗試一些以前永遠不敢做的事情。因為毒癮和賭癮常常發作，他很快就破產了，新老婆也離他而去，同時，他發現自己得了愛滋病……這時，他的前妻卻默默地回到他的身邊照顧他。他百思不解，開口問道︰“我以前那樣對你，你為什麼還要回來呢？”她默默不語，只流下兩行淚。那個人愧疚萬分，頓時大悟，從夢中醒了過來。只見天使在他身邊說道︰“你現在了解為什麼生命不可以有take 2了吧？生命之所以可貴，是因為生命不能重來啊！所以人們才會懂得珍惜身邊的一切。”
生命沒有take 2，所以大家都盡量小心翼翼地選擇自己想要的生活。因為一旦作了抉擇，就無法再回頭了……因為我們並沒有那麼幸運，遇到可以讓我們重來的天使。那愛情呢？如果愛情也沒有take 2，那大家是否會小心而且更認真地看待愛情呢？隨時代的變遷，談戀愛的年齡已經越來越年輕化，甚至連小學生也開始談戀愛了，在心智以及各方面都尚未成熟、獨立的情況下，分手的幾率當然異常的高。
為什麼會這樣？
因為愛情總是可以重來，如果對第一段感情不滿意，隨時可以結束，然後展開新的一段戀情。只要生命還沒結束，愛情就隨時可以更新。然而，若愛情沒有take 2，一個人一生只能愛一個人，可能就不會有人因感覺變淡而分手了，更不會有第三者的出現。而且也沒有人敢冒冒然地愛，不會有人為了嘗試愛情而愛，更不會有人荒謬到為了吸取更多的愛情經驗而愛。考慮清清楚楚了才愛，愛了就要全心付出，絕不回頭……這樣的想法會不會只是一種夢想？這種願望是不是很難達成？
也許在取笑之餘，大家是否能嘗試想一想，若愛情變得像生命一樣可貴，那這願望是不是就能達成了？
雖然在現實世界裡，愛情隨時可以重來，然而真實的狀況是，愛情就像是一張白紙，以往的愛情記錄只要寫下了就怎麼刪也刪不掉，或許自己可以假裝忘記，但卻不可能忘記自己以及對方在愛情記錄中留下的回憶。有誰願意把傷痛的回憶留給自己的愛人呢？無可否認，對一個人感覺的確會隨時間而慢慢消逝，可是感情卻會慢慢被培養起來。之後，兩個人在一起並不只是一種習慣，而是因為感情建立了，彼此再也離不開對方了。雖說這樣的感情多數平淡如水，但細水長流卻綿綿不絕呀！當然，這種感覺，只有用心去愛的人才可以了解與體會了！
Friday, October 05, 2007
Rubella~
Rubella is spreading now! Be alert..and careful guys! All thru UM and UM colleges, many cases had been reported, therefore today i went for an injection at my hostel there...
This injection actually we gals had been taken when we in F3, but im not sure guys took anot, coz majority of the cases actually male's were affected more than gals~ Cant take this lighly. NOw my arm is stil a bit " sengal sengal" and a bit swollen~ HA, so din go to swim today afternoon, broke my usual habit! Erm, scare of infection as the pool water really dirty sometimes~
This injection actually we gals had been taken when we in F3, but im not sure guys took anot, coz majority of the cases actually male's were affected more than gals~ Cant take this lighly. NOw my arm is stil a bit " sengal sengal" and a bit swollen~ HA, so din go to swim today afternoon, broke my usual habit! Erm, scare of infection as the pool water really dirty sometimes~
Monday, September 17, 2007
to go or not to Go??
Been pondering and think over and over again about this decision~ Although its jus a small matter to many ppl...finally made my decision to go AHEAD! hEHE...finally~
So on fri morning i kept my things and went downstair and to my luck, a cab jus pass by n i jus pop in and head to Pudu~ Lol...took me rm8 to go there althouhg its really very very near only...Well, once reached there got a man approach me n sell ticket. So i ask him:" Konsortium? Sg? Then he say:Ya, rm 30. Then i jus took 30 for him and ask: got change bus anot or straight to SG?" then he said: Mou geh, straight go geh." So~ its seems harmless since he say no nid chang and end up the bus company is EltaBina, but the pic he shown is brand new bus and seems comfy to me~ So i said": give it a try lo!"
So..nite mare begin here...1st of all, the whole bus only got me one local chinese..others are foreign or labour worker...Scary...then when reached Larkin at Johoasr, we nid to change bus and the driver din informed us earlier and i was the last to get on the new bus as i went to toilet and nearly missed the bus! *phew* then when pass the custam at Johor there, the bus driver also din inform us where to wait and stuff like tat~ Hmmm....So so bad experience...cOZ this was the 1st time im goin there alone...
But lucky nth happen til the end~ Muahaha..Happy happy...took me 7 hr to reached there...Hmmm...Hor lien Bebe hav to wait for me so long there...Hehe..thanks all
Spend Sat at Sentosa...well, sun nearly burn me out and im very tired from the ride rev day, so not in gd mood...sry guys but im happy de~ Nice to meet all those new frens, very frenly and nice..thanks Mina and Michelle for the drinks.
So on fri morning i kept my things and went downstair and to my luck, a cab jus pass by n i jus pop in and head to Pudu~ Lol...took me rm8 to go there althouhg its really very very near only...Well, once reached there got a man approach me n sell ticket. So i ask him:" Konsortium? Sg? Then he say:Ya, rm 30. Then i jus took 30 for him and ask: got change bus anot or straight to SG?" then he said: Mou geh, straight go geh." So~ its seems harmless since he say no nid chang and end up the bus company is EltaBina, but the pic he shown is brand new bus and seems comfy to me~ So i said": give it a try lo!"
So..nite mare begin here...1st of all, the whole bus only got me one local chinese..others are foreign or labour worker...Scary...then when reached Larkin at Johoasr, we nid to change bus and the driver din informed us earlier and i was the last to get on the new bus as i went to toilet and nearly missed the bus! *phew* then when pass the custam at Johor there, the bus driver also din inform us where to wait and stuff like tat~ Hmmm....So so bad experience...cOZ this was the 1st time im goin there alone...
But lucky nth happen til the end~ Muahaha..Happy happy...took me 7 hr to reached there...Hmmm...Hor lien Bebe hav to wait for me so long there...Hehe..thanks all
Spend Sat at Sentosa...well, sun nearly burn me out and im very tired from the ride rev day, so not in gd mood...sry guys but im happy de~ Nice to meet all those new frens, very frenly and nice..thanks Mina and Michelle for the drinks.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
MerDeka!!!
50th MerDeka! Although for me this day is jus a normal public holiday, but as a Malaysian i still happy that we were independent and much luckier than many ppl around the world! MAlaysia Boleh~
So last nite went to Putrajaya to watch firrworks. Its Japan team last nite. REally nice~ Hmm~ totally diff from wat we sees during MAlaysia other celebrations. There were even shaped fireworks! i mean we can see love-shape, star-shaped and etc...Really amazing!
But too bad, my HP din capture anything nice..its 1000 times nicer as we see with our eyes than those captured by camera...Hai, wish that we can invent some device which really as good as our eyes! Eh, for those who are intereted to view the video clip pls visit www.kepochin.multiply.com. i will try to upload as soon as i could. 25 min clips... :)
So last nite went to Putrajaya to watch firrworks. Its Japan team last nite. REally nice~ Hmm~ totally diff from wat we sees during MAlaysia other celebrations. There were even shaped fireworks! i mean we can see love-shape, star-shaped and etc...Really amazing!
But too bad, my HP din capture anything nice..its 1000 times nicer as we see with our eyes than those captured by camera...Hai, wish that we can invent some device which really as good as our eyes! Eh, for those who are intereted to view the video clip pls visit www.kepochin.multiply.com. i will try to upload as soon as i could. 25 min clips... :)
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Updates! Updates!
hehe...now only can have the leisure to sit down and updates U all~ Been busy with tests and reports. Well, now still rushing all of these things...ha~ last min worker. tat's me!
Last weekend is my UTARIAN fren's convo. That is my first convo, i mean the one which i really attend and took photo and shout and happy and sweat like it's my own convo~ So it was really hoy and sunny that day...SweaT and those burning sensations make my head throbbingly pain~ *Cheers* to all convo ppl! Hurray~ Wishing very much that my own convo will be that happy too!
For SGM's members who are goin to perform on 31st Aug, ALL THE BEST !!! :) Im really proud to be a member once, hehe...although not long..
hehe...now only can have the leisure to sit down and updates U all~ Been busy with tests and reports. Well, now still rushing all of these things...ha~ last min worker. tat's me!
Last weekend is my UTARIAN fren's convo. That is my first convo, i mean the one which i really attend and took photo and shout and happy and sweat like it's my own convo~ So it was really hoy and sunny that day...SweaT and those burning sensations make my head throbbingly pain~ *Cheers* to all convo ppl! Hurray~ Wishing very much that my own convo will be that happy too!
For SGM's members who are goin to perform on 31st Aug, ALL THE BEST !!! :) Im really proud to be a member once, hehe...although not long..
Friday, August 10, 2007
Very TIred this two days...Coz had been busy practising for Squash Inter-College Competition. Guess i had been overused my muscle, tat y my hand's muscle bulked up and strained...Yesterday was the 1st time i Held a squash racket after 4 years time...Last time i held one was during my F5.
And the funny thing is that i represent 12th residential college although i stay in 11th college.. *_*" and the manager asked us to keep quiet if ppl ask n he register us under 12th coll...althouhg me and my coursemate live in 11th.
How do i get to represent?? Well, one of my fren mentioned about this competition and 12th coll could not find enough players so they asked around lo..squash is not tat popular in UM i guess, tat's y end up me this lousy player also got recruited in...But not that i will play, i think i wil b the back up only...But still i wil train with all i can!
May God Blessed our team! And hopefully my training will pay off lo..My whole body was aching since two days back...EVen squat down or lil tiny activity involve my right armHURTS!!!
And the funny thing is that i represent 12th residential college although i stay in 11th college.. *_*" and the manager asked us to keep quiet if ppl ask n he register us under 12th coll...althouhg me and my coursemate live in 11th.
How do i get to represent?? Well, one of my fren mentioned about this competition and 12th coll could not find enough players so they asked around lo..squash is not tat popular in UM i guess, tat's y end up me this lousy player also got recruited in...But not that i will play, i think i wil b the back up only...But still i wil train with all i can!
May God Blessed our team! And hopefully my training will pay off lo..My whole body was aching since two days back...EVen squat down or lil tiny activity involve my right armHURTS!!!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
I feel envy to babies sometimes...remember when we are stil wrapped in diapers, we were so free, free to express our feelings...Whenever dun like o disapprove, u jus cry and mummy n daddy wil fix it for ya~ When dady wan to go work, we jus hug his leg n dun wan him go o else jus cry..
But when we grown up, we cant do tat anymore, our elder n society taught us: big liao can not cry, must b understanding! hai..wish i could...
Wish i could jus hug the leg and cry and say :"dun go..." but i couldnt...i jus kept my tears inside n put a happy face with a big smile...trying so hard to so called :UNDERSTANDNG!
But when we grown up, we cant do tat anymore, our elder n society taught us: big liao can not cry, must b understanding! hai..wish i could...
Wish i could jus hug the leg and cry and say :"dun go..." but i couldnt...i jus kept my tears inside n put a happy face with a big smile...trying so hard to so called :UNDERSTANDNG!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Big Problem
Hmm, i made a big mistake again! make a promise that i know i cant keep. Promised my fren to join the Merdaka day performance which require me to attend the practises sat n sun...
After the 1st practise, i already regret that i promised ppl...I hate myself for this..I jus cant say no, and i alway too easily convinced...sum yuen. I really cant be 100% commited to this group but i also hate to see ppl being let down by me...
But end up yest when i went for practise, i jus told my PIC that i cant join them, all his disappointment on his face, so i jus blurted out that i can be a reserve instead...hai...i dunno whether i really can attend for weeks to come or not. I really need determination~
After the 1st practise, i already regret that i promised ppl...I hate myself for this..I jus cant say no, and i alway too easily convinced...sum yuen. I really cant be 100% commited to this group but i also hate to see ppl being let down by me...
But end up yest when i went for practise, i jus told my PIC that i cant join them, all his disappointment on his face, so i jus blurted out that i can be a reserve instead...hai...i dunno whether i really can attend for weeks to come or not. I really need determination~
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Time to do some updates here...fren had been nagging me about once in a month only update once...Ha, one of the reason is that i felt my life is really nth...nth to b brag about.
Now im in computer lab, having an hour break b4 the next class..hehe, nice dull day for me again. Having 3 labs this sem, which is quite hectic and im planing to add another subject, total up i will b sitting for 7 subjects in this sem...*GoD, Pls bless me !*
My training had been a real wreck, my supervisor only gave me 64/100 for my assessment...*Sobb* Cry also no tear...will really affect alot of my whole CGPA, coz this sub will cost me 8 credit...Heavy n so low marks. But im trying to comfort myself by saying: Hey, u learn alot thru this 2 months ma...Life is not all about training, no ppl will really look at ur credit and marks gua"
So this is me, will try to comfort myself...Life goes on...hopefully my presentation and reports can save some of my days lahhh~ well, frens, have to wait for my next updates la...*SayonaRa*
Now im in computer lab, having an hour break b4 the next class..hehe, nice dull day for me again. Having 3 labs this sem, which is quite hectic and im planing to add another subject, total up i will b sitting for 7 subjects in this sem...*GoD, Pls bless me !*
My training had been a real wreck, my supervisor only gave me 64/100 for my assessment...*Sobb* Cry also no tear...will really affect alot of my whole CGPA, coz this sub will cost me 8 credit...Heavy n so low marks. But im trying to comfort myself by saying: Hey, u learn alot thru this 2 months ma...Life is not all about training, no ppl will really look at ur credit and marks gua"
So this is me, will try to comfort myself...Life goes on...hopefully my presentation and reports can save some of my days lahhh~ well, frens, have to wait for my next updates la...*SayonaRa*
Monday, June 25, 2007
Chin CHin MSN Contact
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Name: Pei Chin@ prisilia
Age : 22
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To all friends who do not have my msn or friendster contact
Keep in TOuch always!
prisilia_lok@yahoo.com
Name: Pei Chin@ prisilia
Age : 22
Sex: Female
Status: *Single but not available*
To all friends who do not have my msn or friendster contact
Keep in TOuch always!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Today i had done somethinf very wrong...I really felt ashame of myself and was thinking :"Pei Chin, wat the hell u think u r doing, have u gone out of ur mind or what?" And i won repeat those action again~
Today i was very tired and the traffic is kinda heavy and jam as i can see from the window...i walked out from my lab around 5.20 pm and i was kinda rushed coz i wanted to go home to check on my phone, forgot to bring phone to work...so i took a short cut way, which usually i dun do so, i would hav go far abit to make a U-turn at the junction there...But today tired and lazy and etc..and i saw ppl doin the same way before that..
So i jus straight out from my company, and drive straight on, stop my car at the middle of the road so that i can "Chap" other ppl place and turn right to exit Jalan Welfare. Then, an Indian couples motorist pass by and they stop in front of me and scolded me!
She said: "Apa la awak ni! Mana boleh letak kereta macam ini? Orang Lain tak boleh lalu la tu! Lu tengok! "
some more make the hand gesture to me...Haiz...i won follow wat other ppl do next time ald! Sorry~
Today i was very tired and the traffic is kinda heavy and jam as i can see from the window...i walked out from my lab around 5.20 pm and i was kinda rushed coz i wanted to go home to check on my phone, forgot to bring phone to work...so i took a short cut way, which usually i dun do so, i would hav go far abit to make a U-turn at the junction there...But today tired and lazy and etc..and i saw ppl doin the same way before that..
So i jus straight out from my company, and drive straight on, stop my car at the middle of the road so that i can "Chap" other ppl place and turn right to exit Jalan Welfare. Then, an Indian couples motorist pass by and they stop in front of me and scolded me!
She said: "Apa la awak ni! Mana boleh letak kereta macam ini? Orang Lain tak boleh lalu la tu! Lu tengok! "
some more make the hand gesture to me...Haiz...i won follow wat other ppl do next time ald! Sorry~
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Training
Today is saturday but still i have to go to training...pathetic life~ Umm, today i was made a cleaner, haha...A bachelor student work as cleaner, *MUaHaHa* but luckily just half day and today my supervisor is in good mood most properly, coz she din yell here n jerit there...calling names o her usual stuff...Tired after swept and mop the floor...and clean the lab~
Em, Im actually doing my Industrial Training at Sg Buluh at a big company, AARSB in the R&D Lab. My main task is to help them verified the alternative method that develpoed before whether it is suitable to b used in the analysis of their samples.So i test water n soil samples everyday lo, almost la~ then other time i also nid to b her clerk, her cleaner, her assistant....multiple task...Ha~
Still haven write out my report...Damn...lazy and facing her everyday ald make me so tired and strengthless~ exhausted!
Em, Im actually doing my Industrial Training at Sg Buluh at a big company, AARSB in the R&D Lab. My main task is to help them verified the alternative method that develpoed before whether it is suitable to b used in the analysis of their samples.So i test water n soil samples everyday lo, almost la~ then other time i also nid to b her clerk, her cleaner, her assistant....multiple task...Ha~
Still haven write out my report...Damn...lazy and facing her everyday ald make me so tired and strengthless~ exhausted!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Wong Luk Yi Sang
Last Wed, i had my worst stomache ever...pain in my lower middle abdominal...Pain til i cant stand straight and even walk or pull my leg up..Wow...
It was ald quite late so no choice hav to go those 24 hours clinic...But too bad the doc dun hav any instrument to check on me..but he is nice to tell me wat his conclusion...He said: Miss, i suspect ur ovary tubes or Ur uterus got prob..O mayb constipation but i would eliminate this bcoz u said u dun hav this prob" "I suggest u go and hav a ultasound scan..."
When i listen to this, i was thunder struck, brain jam...i dunno wat is ultrasound scan..n tot tat it would cost me alot money to get a scan..Haha..But better to have a check rather than wait til it get worst lo..He gave me an Mc but i din use it..Really dun wan to extend my training there anymore coz each leave i took must be replaced, Be it MC. *sIGh* so cham ...
So Fri i went to clinic near my hse in thouhgt that there got female doc but too bad there was closed on Fri nite..So in the end, i went to Aman Puri, Clinic which is recommended by mum..
The doc is male n when i got in he jus ask: Wat sick? I replied:" i wanted to get ultrasound scan coz my lower abdomen is very pain, mayb it's uterus or ovary got prob" Then he said:" Then lie down lo...wan scan then lie down lo" Then he pull down my pant n applied some cold gel to my lower tummie n start scan, as seen in TV those pregnant women's scan... Then he jus move the scanner to my uterus n ovary and blurted out: "This is ur uterus and this is ur ovary, nth lo, okie"" no prob, then u can go"...
Wow, the whole proccess since i go in til i come out does not take more than 10 min...He din even explain y i felt pain althouhg i got asked...N he look like doraemon to me...Really this is what we called :WONG LUK DOCTOR! It cost me 35 bucks...Damn....
It was ald quite late so no choice hav to go those 24 hours clinic...But too bad the doc dun hav any instrument to check on me..but he is nice to tell me wat his conclusion...He said: Miss, i suspect ur ovary tubes or Ur uterus got prob..O mayb constipation but i would eliminate this bcoz u said u dun hav this prob" "I suggest u go and hav a ultasound scan..."
When i listen to this, i was thunder struck, brain jam...i dunno wat is ultrasound scan..n tot tat it would cost me alot money to get a scan..Haha..But better to have a check rather than wait til it get worst lo..He gave me an Mc but i din use it..Really dun wan to extend my training there anymore coz each leave i took must be replaced, Be it MC. *sIGh* so cham ...
So Fri i went to clinic near my hse in thouhgt that there got female doc but too bad there was closed on Fri nite..So in the end, i went to Aman Puri, Clinic which is recommended by mum..
The doc is male n when i got in he jus ask: Wat sick? I replied:" i wanted to get ultrasound scan coz my lower abdomen is very pain, mayb it's uterus or ovary got prob" Then he said:" Then lie down lo...wan scan then lie down lo" Then he pull down my pant n applied some cold gel to my lower tummie n start scan, as seen in TV those pregnant women's scan... Then he jus move the scanner to my uterus n ovary and blurted out: "This is ur uterus and this is ur ovary, nth lo, okie"" no prob, then u can go"...
Wow, the whole proccess since i go in til i come out does not take more than 10 min...He din even explain y i felt pain althouhg i got asked...N he look like doraemon to me...Really this is what we called :WONG LUK DOCTOR! It cost me 35 bucks...Damn....
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Great trip i had recently...another experience for me, gals trip...and another Redang trip since 2005, its already 2 years but this time is alot difference since we are staying in Diff resort...
Um, the room is really not tat up to me taste, especially compare with my last trip there where I stay in the most beautilful resort there, Berjaya Resort..BUt this time is like 1/2 the cost compare to last time, so what can i complain anymore? Eh, forgot to mention that the water there taste salty even those pipe water and drinking water...YuCkS =(
Next it's about food...Haha, 1st day when we arrive is ald lunch, so we hav duck, fish and a vege, em, normal chinese cuisine i guess..Then tat day's dinner we hav chic, fish and vege again..and this time the same sauce for fish during lunch is used to cook chic pulak~ Ha...Then breakfast the next day, we had roti canai, porridge and fried mee, and we are sort of late abit, and almost all the food finished ald..So, rule for eating there is tat: U MUST BE FAST AND NO MERCY! *wiNk* SY is very disappointed because no sausage during breakfast...Muahaha..
The schedule is pack there, one day 2 snorkelling session...so life there really is about beach n sea! for 2 days also jus wear swim suit walk around til nite only got time to take a shower..Em, back with a tanned skin, ehh...actually i was ald dark la but darker still tis time~ Now im looking for any whitening formula...Hehe. We were very lucky and also smart le..Coz we follow those snorkelling guide when snorkel so we saw much more deep sea creature than others~ ;P, Xiao Hei, Malay uncle~ Haha...
Nite there is normal lo, since we only four gals, small group, therefore nth much can be done n the 1st nite there we all were super tired, all worn out from prev nite bus journey and snorkelling session..Especially me, i din slept for whole nite, too freezingly cold and uncomfortable...Thus, 1st nite after drink n eat supper at mamak nearby we went to sleep very early although outside hot music and dancing ppl's all alluring us..2nd nite we went to sit at the lounge at our resort to sing k but the sound is so weird...so decided to take a walk instead..
TO be continued....
GreEn ApPle
Um, the room is really not tat up to me taste, especially compare with my last trip there where I stay in the most beautilful resort there, Berjaya Resort..BUt this time is like 1/2 the cost compare to last time, so what can i complain anymore? Eh, forgot to mention that the water there taste salty even those pipe water and drinking water...YuCkS =(
Next it's about food...Haha, 1st day when we arrive is ald lunch, so we hav duck, fish and a vege, em, normal chinese cuisine i guess..Then tat day's dinner we hav chic, fish and vege again..and this time the same sauce for fish during lunch is used to cook chic pulak~ Ha...Then breakfast the next day, we had roti canai, porridge and fried mee, and we are sort of late abit, and almost all the food finished ald..So, rule for eating there is tat: U MUST BE FAST AND NO MERCY! *wiNk* SY is very disappointed because no sausage during breakfast...Muahaha..
The schedule is pack there, one day 2 snorkelling session...so life there really is about beach n sea! for 2 days also jus wear swim suit walk around til nite only got time to take a shower..Em, back with a tanned skin, ehh...actually i was ald dark la but darker still tis time~ Now im looking for any whitening formula...Hehe. We were very lucky and also smart le..Coz we follow those snorkelling guide when snorkel so we saw much more deep sea creature than others~ ;P, Xiao Hei, Malay uncle~ Haha...
Nite there is normal lo, since we only four gals, small group, therefore nth much can be done n the 1st nite there we all were super tired, all worn out from prev nite bus journey and snorkelling session..Especially me, i din slept for whole nite, too freezingly cold and uncomfortable...Thus, 1st nite after drink n eat supper at mamak nearby we went to sleep very early although outside hot music and dancing ppl's all alluring us..2nd nite we went to sit at the lounge at our resort to sing k but the sound is so weird...so decided to take a walk instead..
TO be continued....
GreEn ApPle
Saturday, May 05, 2007
without me realising, time really leap by, its almost the end of my short-one-week holiday. This week really past by very quickly...I din go where nor did anything great but Im happy coz got to spend with the person i really like and it feels very good although sometimes unhappy event did aroused...Haiz, have to start training soon~ Lab and experiments and analysis AGAIN! *PheW*
Thanks Kang Kang for ur wonderful gift~ Really a very interesting and useful book...Learn alot in there. MAke me realised that to maintain a relationship is very hard, eventhough without involvement of 3 parties...Somehow I felt discourage by it, by the BIG difference between men and women...The title fit very well~ MEn are From Mars, Women are from Venus~ =)
Not forgetting to thanks to Wei wei and Hing Hing for their great gift, love them very much...Love the scent the necklace gave out everytime lower my head, and it really did calm my emotion and comforts me alot! *muacks* Love U all =D
Thanks Kang Kang for ur wonderful gift~ Really a very interesting and useful book...Learn alot in there. MAke me realised that to maintain a relationship is very hard, eventhough without involvement of 3 parties...Somehow I felt discourage by it, by the BIG difference between men and women...The title fit very well~ MEn are From Mars, Women are from Venus~ =)
Not forgetting to thanks to Wei wei and Hing Hing for their great gift, love them very much...Love the scent the necklace gave out everytime lower my head, and it really did calm my emotion and comforts me alot! *muacks* Love U all =D
Thursday, May 03, 2007
YuHoOooO~
Lol..exam is over finally!! This sem taken 6 subjects...n the final three days of my exam week i had three paper consecutively for 3 days...really make me so stress and all also last minute study especially last day's the Polymer chemstry, well, so many equation to remember and so little time to study...only started night that day..pHew~ luckily it was held on the afternoon...
But i guess the 1st day paper, Organic Chemistry sure die and 'da pau'...very hard and no mood to study coz i was only thinking wan to go where celebrate for my birthday the night before...Haiz,since enter uni, ald used to throw away my birthday celebration becoz of this Org Chem...every year also this day will be my org Chem paper...Im thinking to go to Dean of Science Faculty to ask for a change of date for this subject! *Muahaha*
After the last paper, we went to eat dinner to celebrate our coming holiday and also final reunion for some of our "papa", senior who are going to grad...Ooh,im goin to miss u guys: Yee Siang, Lien tong, eric...and thanks for bringing us to such a wonderful meal...TO our driver: Yee siang n Gim Siong! The meal is very delicious especially these few weeks only stay in college, everymeal also Da Pau from cafe's Malay stall...
But i guess the 1st day paper, Organic Chemistry sure die and 'da pau'...very hard and no mood to study coz i was only thinking wan to go where celebrate for my birthday the night before...Haiz,since enter uni, ald used to throw away my birthday celebration becoz of this Org Chem...every year also this day will be my org Chem paper...Im thinking to go to Dean of Science Faculty to ask for a change of date for this subject! *Muahaha*
After the last paper, we went to eat dinner to celebrate our coming holiday and also final reunion for some of our "papa", senior who are going to grad...Ooh,im goin to miss u guys: Yee Siang, Lien tong, eric...and thanks for bringing us to such a wonderful meal...TO our driver: Yee siang n Gim Siong! The meal is very delicious especially these few weeks only stay in college, everymeal also Da Pau from cafe's Malay stall...
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Hmm..busy month~...loaded with many assignments and reports and exams~ Really pray for better time management skill~ o mayb i sud reduce the day-dreaming time~ Hehe...
Witnessed a frens's departure from Malaysia to Aussie, those family-gather- around- her hugging- and- chatting- and -leaving- airport left some affects me~ Some part of me was wonderng how it felt like to be the one who is leaving all those ppl behind and flying up to the air~ But im sure im gonna miss them very much~
Next thing is about the accident again~ Yup, *agAin*...My fault this time...but i very sui coz i left jus like tat since there was no ppl around there...What racing through my mind tat time was that i jus wan to get back to my room to get something and rushed back to the scene to notify the owner with some notes or something...but too bad car not spotted since then, GOd, i promise i sure will fix my mistake when chance arrive.. * Deeply Regret*
Witnessed a frens's departure from Malaysia to Aussie, those family-gather- around- her hugging- and- chatting- and -leaving- airport left some affects me~ Some part of me was wonderng how it felt like to be the one who is leaving all those ppl behind and flying up to the air~ But im sure im gonna miss them very much~
Next thing is about the accident again~ Yup, *agAin*...My fault this time...but i very sui coz i left jus like tat since there was no ppl around there...What racing through my mind tat time was that i jus wan to get back to my room to get something and rushed back to the scene to notify the owner with some notes or something...but too bad car not spotted since then, GOd, i promise i sure will fix my mistake when chance arrive.. * Deeply Regret*
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
long time no blog here. Even though new year wish n resolution stuff also not post here. it's becoz i dun hav any...Haha...
Got bad news and good news to share here. Good is FInally im driving, yea..although not a very big deal but for me it is coz it's mean that i having more sense of freedom in life~ Also can be good help to mum to fetch bro go here go there...He sud pay me drive's fee..Dun u think so??
BAD news is i had experinced my first accident already...Really champion...hit by lorry, but luckily not very serious...But serve as warning for mr to be more careful next time lo~
yea..Cny is around the corner lo...Valentines also...Happy holiday and sweet valentine to all the ppl put there..But for me, i got tonnes of assingment and test after the holiday...sigh..
Got bad news and good news to share here. Good is FInally im driving, yea..although not a very big deal but for me it is coz it's mean that i having more sense of freedom in life~ Also can be good help to mum to fetch bro go here go there...He sud pay me drive's fee..Dun u think so??
BAD news is i had experinced my first accident already...Really champion...hit by lorry, but luckily not very serious...But serve as warning for mr to be more careful next time lo~
yea..Cny is around the corner lo...Valentines also...Happy holiday and sweet valentine to all the ppl put there..But for me, i got tonnes of assingment and test after the holiday...sigh..
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