Hmm, i made a big mistake again! make a promise that i know i cant keep. Promised my fren to join the Merdaka day performance which require me to attend the practises sat n sun...
After the 1st practise, i already regret that i promised ppl...I hate myself for this..I jus cant say no, and i alway too easily convinced...sum yuen. I really cant be 100% commited to this group but i also hate to see ppl being let down by me...
But end up yest when i went for practise, i jus told my PIC that i cant join them, all his disappointment on his face, so i jus blurted out that i can be a reserve instead...hai...i dunno whether i really can attend for weeks to come or not. I really need determination~
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