Sick~

Sigh...Been sick for three days!!! Luckily recover lo...
1st of all, Tuesday morning when i woke up, i felt all the energy had left from my body, no strength to do housework...and dizzy then after back from teach only realised im having fever~ sigh...whole day only ate a bowl of rice~

2ndly, Wed, my fever had gone but this time my stomach had rebel on me... Felt like very full and once again din eat anything for the day, only a bread for the day and some milo~ Hmm...summo, i got cirit- birit since i woke up...spend my morning in toilet until after i ate 2 bottle of bo zhai yuen...nitez also been the same~

3rd day, Wed, i was woken up by my stomach alarm also..haha...rush to toilet~ No mood again for any meal even 2 days din eat enuf~ Sigh...force myself to swallow down some po zhai yuen before go teach again~ Hehe...it works til i reach home....Blek~ pass out all the rice i ate for lunch~...Mum started to worry and force me to c doc...haha..so even though i dun feel so but stil i went to c anyway~ Luckily, jus some normal stomach upset~ gave me med~ But i found out the med he gav to "lose wind" in my stomach is some CHARCOAl!!! guys, believe it?? No wonder it's black in colour and the texture also taste like one~ Ooww....hope my internal organ won become black also~ haha...

Bad News!!

Sigh...Bad news for me...Toll hike up and petrol's same~ Increased from RM1.00 to RM1.60!!! 60% increase is really too much for me!!!

Luckily im still staying at college next semester but i really cant imagine what it would be in the coming sem~

I would like to express my sympathy too to all others who are using LDP to go to work or school~ Jus too bad coz the highest rate of increment compare to other tolls...Guess i really have to find some other part time job lol...

Sigh~~~

Unsure~

Hmm...im suppose to be happy...coz tomolo will be going to trip..although just a short one, but shouldn't I be happy and excited?? Oh...God...

Im happy but i scare the happiness will "fly" away~ Herm...or maybe im thinking too much~
Found out that it's really very hard to believe in someone after all those past experience...

JUst like the little pig in the story of " Three little pig and sly wolf"...The big sly wolf pretend to be guest and praises the little pig so much till it happy and felt like itself flying up the sky and then when the pig invites the wolf in...I guess many of you should have known the ending of the poor little pig right?? But the story didn't tell is that after the pig in its coming life or lives...it will turn into a unhappy and cautious and over sensitive suspecting pig~ Ha....

When a bird had tasted the taste of freedom, will you think that it will get back to the small cage?? My little cage had been destroyed by the truth but i never lose hope even though once beaten by sorrow~Little bird even scare when people are coming too close coz it scare the big human hand will once again taken its freedom and live~

Well, *blink blink*...i think im out of my mind for this overwhelming nitez...*dOng DoNg*
Hope tomorrow will be a better day~ keep the happiness in your heart so that when bitterness comes, it won beat ya down~

Yeay...so long no swim already~ Life had been busy and hectic since the last semester beginning second cycle~

So This week finally got the chance to enjoy this when the rain season had stopped~
The water is so warm...blueish and clear...I like to hold my breath in the pool and enjoy the absolute silent around me...haha...also compete with my dear c who can hold longer~ *Song*

Then do some chat up and exchange the events take place during this few weeks of my absent~
Congrad to u gal~ finally open up ur heart!! jus let the past be gone lol...

But too bad la, maybe it's the water or it's becoz been too long since last time i exercise...My old sickness attacked again!! my leg pain til numbed and cold...Til i cant sleep at all~ *Sigh*

Little gal had been longing to go visit the bridge in Putrajaya after her friends told her how nice it is~ Hehe...finally after 3 weeks of long wait, finally she had the chance to visit the place...It's quite late at night, suddenly a friend suggested it and so they went on their way~
The night is dark blue with the shining moon hanging right above their head~ The soft light of moon had shone their way leading them to the beautiful city she ever seen~It's so unreal...just like the virtual city in games or in her imagination!!! All the building had their own design...All unique with soft yellow o white light surrounding them...seems so unreal n glowing just like she had been imagine it will be jus like in her dreams...So quiet and lonely the city seems...More unreal to her~
Then her friend told her that it will be more breath taking in the morning~ wow...immediately in her mind, she had imagined it to be just like those she seen in Foreign country~ Hoping there would be chance for her to see the city in the morning light!!
After that they went to visit the "soul" of the city~ Bridge~...it's a real beauty~ She likes bridge very much!!! it was wrap in purple and white light with her " hair" twisitng and curving uo high~Em...too bad , she dun hav any pic to show to u guys!!! it's crowded with ppl...even though as late as that time~ kinda broken the environment there...Those malay had open their radio loud enough for the ppl opposite bank to hear it!! :(
That is the most beautiful and relaxing night she had ever been...with soft moonlight and music to accompany them to the breath taken city~ soft breeze to blew away all her emotions~ thanks for your accompany matez...she wil remember this and save this piece of memory in this blog...Hoping that she can share this with all her friends!

Happy Holiday~

Yea!!! Happy holiday~....Um..im not sure is it a very happy holiday but im enjoying every moment of my life now...

I had a feeling of reborn...after went thru all the struggling and confusing moment...
Finally something i think im ready to let it go somehow...Umm...I wish that i can say sorry to anyone that i had hurt or annoyed...Hehe...sometimes i know the way i speak is not that good manner also...Pls forgive me then~

Life moves on~ and people are improving every min n second in their lives...I found out that there's alot of thing u hav to care less and " tai hoi dit" only u wil feel better... :P

sigh...Im having exam again on my birthday...I've try to avoid this but seems it's my destiny lol...Summo it's my weakest subject~ I hate to spend my 22nd birthday alone in the room and only books wishes me~ ... *Sad*