Sick~

Sigh...Been sick for three days!!! Luckily recover lo...
1st of all, Tuesday morning when i woke up, i felt all the energy had left from my body, no strength to do housework...and dizzy then after back from teach only realised im having fever~ sigh...whole day only ate a bowl of rice~

2ndly, Wed, my fever had gone but this time my stomach had rebel on me... Felt like very full and once again din eat anything for the day, only a bread for the day and some milo~ Hmm...summo, i got cirit- birit since i woke up...spend my morning in toilet until after i ate 2 bottle of bo zhai yuen...nitez also been the same~

3rd day, Wed, i was woken up by my stomach alarm also..haha...rush to toilet~ No mood again for any meal even 2 days din eat enuf~ Sigh...force myself to swallow down some po zhai yuen before go teach again~ Hehe...it works til i reach home....Blek~ pass out all the rice i ate for lunch~...Mum started to worry and force me to c doc...haha..so even though i dun feel so but stil i went to c anyway~ Luckily, jus some normal stomach upset~ gave me med~ But i found out the med he gav to "lose wind" in my stomach is some CHARCOAl!!! guys, believe it?? No wonder it's black in colour and the texture also taste like one~ Ooww....hope my internal organ won become black also~ haha...

Bad News!!

Sigh...Bad news for me...Toll hike up and petrol's same~ Increased from RM1.00 to RM1.60!!! 60% increase is really too much for me!!!

Luckily im still staying at college next semester but i really cant imagine what it would be in the coming sem~

I would like to express my sympathy too to all others who are using LDP to go to work or school~ Jus too bad coz the highest rate of increment compare to other tolls...Guess i really have to find some other part time job lol...

Sigh~~~

Unsure~

Hmm...im suppose to be happy...coz tomolo will be going to trip..although just a short one, but shouldn't I be happy and excited?? Oh...God...

Im happy but i scare the happiness will "fly" away~ Herm...or maybe im thinking too much~
Found out that it's really very hard to believe in someone after all those past experience...

JUst like the little pig in the story of " Three little pig and sly wolf"...The big sly wolf pretend to be guest and praises the little pig so much till it happy and felt like itself flying up the sky and then when the pig invites the wolf in...I guess many of you should have known the ending of the poor little pig right?? But the story didn't tell is that after the pig in its coming life or lives...it will turn into a unhappy and cautious and over sensitive suspecting pig~ Ha....

When a bird had tasted the taste of freedom, will you think that it will get back to the small cage?? My little cage had been destroyed by the truth but i never lose hope even though once beaten by sorrow~Little bird even scare when people are coming too close coz it scare the big human hand will once again taken its freedom and live~

Well, *blink blink*...i think im out of my mind for this overwhelming nitez...*dOng DoNg*
Hope tomorrow will be a better day~ keep the happiness in your heart so that when bitterness comes, it won beat ya down~

Yeay...so long no swim already~ Life had been busy and hectic since the last semester beginning second cycle~

So This week finally got the chance to enjoy this when the rain season had stopped~
The water is so warm...blueish and clear...I like to hold my breath in the pool and enjoy the absolute silent around me...haha...also compete with my dear c who can hold longer~ *Song*

Then do some chat up and exchange the events take place during this few weeks of my absent~
Congrad to u gal~ finally open up ur heart!! jus let the past be gone lol...

But too bad la, maybe it's the water or it's becoz been too long since last time i exercise...My old sickness attacked again!! my leg pain til numbed and cold...Til i cant sleep at all~ *Sigh*

Little gal had been longing to go visit the bridge in Putrajaya after her friends told her how nice it is~ Hehe...finally after 3 weeks of long wait, finally she had the chance to visit the place...It's quite late at night, suddenly a friend suggested it and so they went on their way~
The night is dark blue with the shining moon hanging right above their head~ The soft light of moon had shone their way leading them to the beautiful city she ever seen~It's so unreal...just like the virtual city in games or in her imagination!!! All the building had their own design...All unique with soft yellow o white light surrounding them...seems so unreal n glowing just like she had been imagine it will be jus like in her dreams...So quiet and lonely the city seems...More unreal to her~
Then her friend told her that it will be more breath taking in the morning~ wow...immediately in her mind, she had imagined it to be just like those she seen in Foreign country~ Hoping there would be chance for her to see the city in the morning light!!
After that they went to visit the "soul" of the city~ Bridge~...it's a real beauty~ She likes bridge very much!!! it was wrap in purple and white light with her " hair" twisitng and curving uo high~Em...too bad , she dun hav any pic to show to u guys!!! it's crowded with ppl...even though as late as that time~ kinda broken the environment there...Those malay had open their radio loud enough for the ppl opposite bank to hear it!! :(
That is the most beautiful and relaxing night she had ever been...with soft moonlight and music to accompany them to the breath taken city~ soft breeze to blew away all her emotions~ thanks for your accompany matez...she wil remember this and save this piece of memory in this blog...Hoping that she can share this with all her friends!

Happy Holiday~

Yea!!! Happy holiday~....Um..im not sure is it a very happy holiday but im enjoying every moment of my life now...

I had a feeling of reborn...after went thru all the struggling and confusing moment...
Finally something i think im ready to let it go somehow...Umm...I wish that i can say sorry to anyone that i had hurt or annoyed...Hehe...sometimes i know the way i speak is not that good manner also...Pls forgive me then~

Life moves on~ and people are improving every min n second in their lives...I found out that there's alot of thing u hav to care less and " tai hoi dit" only u wil feel better... :P

sigh...Im having exam again on my birthday...I've try to avoid this but seems it's my destiny lol...Summo it's my weakest subject~ I hate to spend my 22nd birthday alone in the room and only books wishes me~ ... *Sad*

Story of a Little Gal

There was a little gal. SHe was borned in a little town in Ipoh, Kuala Kangsar to a little family...Then the little family had to move to Big city when she is 9 years old..That year had been a big change...BIg gal cant wait to grown up in the BIg city~

Little gal was a hardworking gal...she always compete with another boy in the class for 1st place...Hehe..usually alternately they wil got the 1st place...THen she n him become good fren n they got into the 1st class, 5A and 6A the following year...Little gal had a crush on him coz she like his eye...always twinkle like stars in the sky when he talked to her...

Little gal finally grown into her womanhood during her year end holiday in standard five.SHe was not happy when her womanhood come so fast...Ha, confused...But she realise from then on she wil hav to take care of herself n her little brothers lo...not to let her family worry about her...

Then little gal went into her teenagehood... SMK KEpong had been her secondary school...



To be continued....


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Lil` Gal`

Sigh...Dunno wat had happen to me...sick all over my body...felt like all the energy had drained out from my body...alwayz feel sleepy...Din go to c doc finally coz feeling better today but stil hav not much energy to teach n help mum to do hse chores~
Guys n gals out there, weather kept changing all day, suddenly rain then sudden sun shines...so take k lol...

Tomorrow is my last subject lo...Heheh...finally all the thing is over once again...Maybe it's the last subject already tat's y not really in the mood to study~ well, tonight hav to make it all up to study it..
I've changed my look...i used to have long hair...today jus went to the saloon opposite my house to cut my hair...Having fringe now...n layer shorter hair....Mm, abit not used to it so kept checking myself in the mirror...haha...Hope this new hair wil bring new energy to me...
Yesterday went to Sg wang with my fren to check out the old cd store for one Very old old album by Sasha...THe cd store is quite bid and alot of collection n oldies..When i mentioned to the assistant" GOt Sasha album anot?" they were stuck for the moment coz haven heard it...Haha...luckily the boss knew Sasha...not bad la him..stil can remember where the cd is...Hide under a big stack of Old Cd...
Yeah, finally he found the cd...Em, actually i dunno wat's the title of the album but i jus know the colour of the cover is black~ Haha...
But too bad, coz after i check with my fren, he said that that is the 2nd album by Sasha but wat i wanted is the 1st one...Sobzz...so i went back with an empty hand and a disappointed heart...wasted my energy coz i walked around the Complex for 2 hours til i nearly fainted...not kidding really, really bumped into a guy coz i felt very dizzy tat time.
Then went to hav dinner at THe Rendevous, not bad the food...try the cheese fondue n a pizza, the pizza really delicious...got alot of seafood on the topping.Hmm...YuMmy~
End my day quite early...din study much n went to sleep at 11 pm..hhaha...broke my record!!!

I hav changed alot...Really...
I din realised myself but the ppl around me told me that...
Wat a person i am now??
SOmetimes ago, when YY back from England she had a chat with KK n thanks KK for telling me these things...I know that these two years i had change to a Moody, angry and negative person...I had made the people around me suffocate and felt pressured by mt attitute...
So i hope i can hav thise chance to say sorry to all my frens and famiy as well...especially mum...I guess i had been living under a great pressure and fear all this times...
The burden in my heart, i do not know how to let it go...but her words really made me realised alot...Em, if got chance i wish can hav ppl to understand me...i wil try to let u guys know...I've " fung bei" myself lately...
THen after that talk, i cried alot...fianlly i think i had let go some of it...Hehe..:P... WEll,i think all i need is some time to clear off and find the old me back...Hehe...the one always stuck with strange idea in mind...soft and wen you...Oops, i think i jus compliment myself too much.. hehe...

Well, i felt that there is alot of thing which is not fair at all...When we done so much then of coz sometimes we wil expect more from it o may it be a person...But i jus found out that it's always to my dissappointment...
I jus wan to say that im very tired~ Tired to give...EM...give to the person...
Sigh...Well, i jus felt that y certain ppl do so little but always got so much in return...
Tired....Hasnt sleep lot lately coz hav to study for exam and im lost once again...
Mayb tired to care n give anymore...

a Week AwaY

Time pass so fast lately...Only one more week and my exam gonna finish~ hehe...happy by then...
Im not sure is it im currently too stressed o watz lo...
But something happen back on the last wednesday nitez...Im stil Pia on my Inorganic on the following day til 3am in the morning while my room matez went to sleep early on 1am something lo...Then i study til im very tire n tak tahan then i went to bed lo..
BUt somehow when i lied on the bed, i jus felt there were children running all around me n i felt even them sitting on my leg...I felt my heart was drumming and the cold feeling rised...then i open my eyes to look around my room but i saw nothing n saw my room mate was sleeping soundly there...
So i jus shake my head abit n try to shut my eye again...then the same feeling went back to me...then i open my eyes again n saw nothing...Em, at that moment i jus tell myself that im too tired mayb...ANd dunno how long time had pass, i finally fallen to sleep...BUt this is eerie experience i had lo...
Hehe, then the next day i told my room mate about it...She was scared to death...*NaughTY* I purpose told her to scare her...Haha...Im bad, huh~WEll, the exam was okie for me...so hope the result doesn't end up too bad coz it was a 4 credit hour subject!!
OKie til here lo...gotta prepare for my coming exam dy~ Good luck ya...

Blurred~

Been busy with examz and meeting this week...Sigh...
Spent my study week at hostel...But i din study much there, jus spent my time meeting away n dreaming away...
Hmm.. the GYS gonna postpone to 2007, Im reliefed actually.. kinda of felt that i cant afford to contribute anymore...IM in the bereau of publicity and external affairs, my main job is to find foreign participants to join us at Malaysia...WHich is a hard job...1st of all, the call job...All the contact num i got from the uni website is wrong o changed o terminated...They obviously din update their official website although the page seems very grand and nice...
Duh~...i think enuf of complaint...haha...
Had a very unhappy weekend...HEmm...started to think that better dun come back home in the coming weekends...
So, all the best to ppl who r having exam~

Back On Track

Phew~...jus back from Pangkor last nite around 11 something...well, wat a tired trip...
it's a very sudden idea, Fooi mention it when we all eat in "choy Pak' there..hehe..then jus go home n pack a bit then on our way there ald..wow, the most CRAZY trip i ever had, no planning ahead, jus grab car keys n go~
But, funny thing is that we all din prepare extra money...HEhe...CC jus hav not more than 10 bugs in his wallet even me also jus hav 60 bugs only...haha...On the way to Kuala Selangor there, we pick up YY who is on the way back from Teluk Intan, haha..pity her, hav to go up there again...
*sob* the traffic is very heavy yesterday~ jam all the way from Kuala Selagor til Setiawan there but i think the one most suffer is "driver" lo...Kentz is not driving but i think he is also as tired as Jia Wei coz his mouth n hand never stop moving since in the car til Pangkor there...HAha...Talk crap n touch this touch there all around..playing with YY whole way there...
Well, im sorry to say that im not in the good mood yesterday..IM not sure is it PMS o watz...KInda tired also...but i jus hoped that i can recharge myself thro the trip..
after 4 hours journey,we reach the JEti around 7 then buy the ferry ticket and immediately there was ppl aproaching us for the hotel room...Finally we got 2 rooms at the GOlden BEach Resort, well i guess no ppl really care about the room as long as got roof over our heads...Raining all thro the nitez...
THe ferry ride is okie except that its too cold there cz i was over excited til i forgot to bring my jacket along, im only armed with a short pant and a t shirt...cham dou~ Kentz slipped when he climb down the stairs..Too bad i dun hav camera i with me, he was quite mm song coz he " Rooney No 9" shirt was dirtied!!! black face started to show there..
We went to the "yelin" for our dinner coz heard Rac said that her sis complimented it~ but secretly i would recommend the " Gao MUi" lo, really nice n cheap food there!
We practically waited for 1 hour for our dinner to be served there...*sigh* we all hungry dou~ the food was only okay for my standard lo..( PC standard), but the price is okie lo, set dinner- RM 188 for 10 course, but after ate we counted there were only 9 dishes we all had though~ Rain had started to pour hard at that time, someone had suggest that we use the table" cover" (those plastic one) to shelter us when we walk back to room...hehe...4 of us hold the four corner and run back to the resort...good experience...
THe next morning we went to see the beach, really jus see coz din even go down to play water there...THen CC n KEnt had a fight there on the beach..Hurray..Cc won~
I suggested that we take a bike ride around the island..But the road is not smooth, too steep...*tired* then RAc n YY cant tahan anymore when we reach the Teluk Dalam...Rac's face was really white like ghost n YY is red like Tomato~so finally KIan stay with them on the hill while the rest of us head back town to rent the "taxi" to pick them and the bike up~ The ride is very very tiring til i almost cant tahan as well, summo im having my period that time~ wow...hectic~
Hah...finally got a lorry willing to pick them up to jeti there, so Jia wei and cc rented a motor to fetch them back~
We spent 10 hours on the car when we back last nite...haiz...hungry n jam...lucky got some "satay n sotong" saved us~ hehe...
GUess i've said too long, so til here...hoping for the next trip wil b fun n coming
as soon as possible...

A jokes a day make ur day smile away

Hehe..here are some nice jokes..although it's not very funny maybe to some others who haven heard or read it, it wil bring laughter to them~...so i wish my little jokes can make ur day lighter...as in this holiday with no where to go~

JOkes---

Condom says to Kotex,
"When you work, I lose seven days of business."

Kotex replies, "If you fail to work once, my business stops for nine months


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A camel and an elephant met, and the elephant asked: "Why do you have your tits on your back?"

The camel responded: "What a silly question from someone who has a dick on his face!"


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A black guy and a white girl met at a nite club. She took him to her apartment and said: "tie me to the bed and do what black men do best!"

so he ran off with the TV and VCD...


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Wife: "I wish I were a newspaper, so you can hold me every morning!"

Husband: "I wish you're a newspaper TOO, my dear so
I can have a NEW ONE every morning!

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A Chinese couple got married. When baby was born, her eyes were big and blue, hair was curly and blonde, skin was brown.

Finally, name of the baby was SAM TING LONG ("some thing wrong")


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A lady visited her doctor one morning.

Doc said: "You look so weak and exhausted! Are you eating your meals 3 times a day as I advised?

Lady : "Doc, I thought you said 3 males a day!"


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Phone rings and maid picks up the phone as her master is bathing.....

When the caller asked what's he doing, the maid Replied: "MASTURBATING."(master bathing)


MUahaha...old jokes some of them but really make my day funnier...thanks gee siang~ MIss u all guys~

Lazy...laziness had conquer me!!

Last blog til now alrealy been a month plus...haiz...busy busy lately...
My life had been filled with lab report and assignment n preparation for the Industrial Training n also the coming big project~

actually im not tat busy anyway but jus...not in the mood to blog anymore...i dunno so many things i wrote wil i ever have an audinece o reader to browse thro...

im very sorry to two ppl...really owe them a big apology...my presence had make their friendship somehow changed....sorry for wat i said tat sunday in msn...not really meant anything i said...

mayb i nid to "go" a while...let thing change a bit...i dunno wat i mean when i say go hehe..but jus watever lo...:P

Had da feeling of not being contribute to my bereau...em...i did do things but jus no ppl ever seen it..sigh...maybe i should really work more hard on grabbing participants...Stressed~



BEst regards~
ChIn....
~ reveal no more~

Im BaCk~~

After such a long period hasn't been updating stuff here, finally im back...Seems like this piece of little 'kebun' already ruin...it's all my fault loz..too busy with the multiply blog til forgot about this 'kebun'Herm~

Had change my room to C 907, hehe...highest level (9th floor)...The advantage moving back to block C is that more comfortable living in the gal's block again..hehe..been had to endure the uncomfortable stares from guys when sometimes i go down there to refill water with a short pant...Then closer to the college gate loz..

But the disadvantage is that have to wait for lift...sometime nid to wait quite long...troubled alot...THe room is basically more like an oven loz...Hot n hot...the fan is on for 24 hours a day 7 days a week, i try off it once..wow, the effect is jus unbearable...Gosh...haiz..
Guess sometimes all the things have 2 side, good must come with bad side...haha

Herm~~ everyone is sick!!!

Chiu~~ haha...dun surprise...it's jus my sneezing sound...dunno wat had happen to my nose coz it jus won stop sneezing!!! i blow my nose dunno how many times already... then feel like a bit dizzy and mayb got fever..im not so sure about it...summo headache til wanna explode~ (mayb a bit too exagerated)hehe... Oohh...sore throat also causing mu voice becomes very "sExY"...

Herm..seems like everyone is sick lately..Jus now when i went to c doc..the whole clinic is crowded by students...waited so long to get my turn..then the doc jus din even look at me..!!! he jus write the presciption according to wat is said to the nurse...haiz..(baliah)...oops...

Long time din c my room mate ald...she is also sick..but her sickness is very much more serious than i do..her might b cancer...I really worry about her...such a young age with such a pretty look~ Y?? GOD pls protect her...N i promise i wil pray for her~

Haizz...til here i guess, coz gonna late for class loz...

Wow~ AmAzING~~

wow~ wondering wat is so amazing here?? Tah...tah...tah....tah~ the suprising thing is that i saw the primary school in someplace in Ipoh got computer and even projector tim!!!! Surprise?? em...coz that place is call Bercham which in my understanding is quite a remote place somewhere in Ipoh...although i felt that they dun use the computer that often but relly felt happy for them...Muahaha...coz even in KL n PJ area here where i teach, those rich primary school also dun hav these facilities n luxury...HErm...sommemore they hav a good canteen n very reasonable price for food~

How i wish that in my time i was stil in Ipoh that time, we could have these kinda facilities..then i on have so many 'culture shock' when i 1st came to KL then~ Really felt like im an idiot and "orang kampung in big city "feel...Well Well~ jus happy for them loz..have a good education and be a good citizen, good country 'dong liong'~...

Fianlly i have move in to the hostel, living with a malay gal~ herm...haven meet her though..(hope she is a nice person,hate to fight with room mate)~now my room is stil in a total mess even mattress also haven sent to me by the office!!! hopefully tonight can hav it...THe whole floor also mostly is malay...seems im the alien there but they all also quite nice ppl..actually i really dun wan to stay in hostel if onlu my mum n dad can let me stay at home~ HaiZz.. this is where the family problem comes in....not anything serious but they are serious unhappy with my result last 2 semester...Only GOd know that i have try best~ HaizZ...

sobzzz....

Jus a month a ago, i thought things had change to the way i want it n hope it to be...i was really happy back at that time...n realy 'gam dong' by the way ppl treat me..i thought all that's i've gave have finally returned~i stil can remember that granny had taught me since small that-- "if u wan ppl treat u good, u must treat ppl good 1st", so here i am holding her words but herm~ jus realise reality had let me down...PPl not necessary wil treat u good but maybe only wil feel fan o lazy to bother to understand what u wan o think...o to care u...

Im really very tired lately...emotionally...think too much...I was wondering how can my brain hold so much thoughts at the same times...my heart also is the most wonderful organ of all!!! can hold so much love n feelings...nearly drown myself in by the feelings...

Very very very sad sad...* sobZZzzzz* y life jus give me what i want n let me be happy...i dunno how long wil it take for me to stand back...alot i want to say here...but seems words r jus not enuf to tell my feelings...*blur*

SO here hope i can take the chance to wish ya all the best in life and achieve wat u've been dreaming of...Will always treat u good n cherish u forever...