without me realising, time really leap by, its almost the end of my short-one-week holiday. This week really past by very quickly...I din go where nor did anything great but Im happy coz got to spend with the person i really like and it feels very good although sometimes unhappy event did aroused...Haiz, have to start training soon~ Lab and experiments and analysis AGAIN! *PheW*

Thanks Kang Kang for ur wonderful gift~ Really a very interesting and useful book...Learn alot in there. MAke me realised that to maintain a relationship is very hard, eventhough without involvement of 3 parties...Somehow I felt discourage by it, by the BIG difference between men and women...The title fit very well~ MEn are From Mars, Women are from Venus~ =)

Not forgetting to thanks to Wei wei and Hing Hing for their great gift, love them very much...Love the scent the necklace gave out everytime lower my head, and it really did calm my emotion and comforts me alot! *muacks* Love U all =D

YuHoOooO~

Lol..exam is over finally!! This sem taken 6 subjects...n the final three days of my exam week i had three paper consecutively for 3 days...really make me so stress and all also last minute study especially last day's the Polymer chemstry, well, so many equation to remember and so little time to study...only started night that day..pHew~ luckily it was held on the afternoon...

But i guess the 1st day paper, Organic Chemistry sure die and 'da pau'...very hard and no mood to study coz i was only thinking wan to go where celebrate for my birthday the night before...Haiz,since enter uni, ald used to throw away my birthday celebration becoz of this Org Chem...every year also this day will be my org Chem paper...Im thinking to go to Dean of Science Faculty to ask for a change of date for this subject! *Muahaha*

After the last paper, we went to eat dinner to celebrate our coming holiday and also final reunion for some of our "papa", senior who are going to grad...Ooh,im goin to miss u guys: Yee Siang, Lien tong, eric...and thanks for bringing us to such a wonderful meal...TO our driver: Yee siang n Gim Siong! The meal is very delicious especially these few weeks only stay in college, everymeal also Da Pau from cafe's Malay stall...

Hmm..busy month~...loaded with many assignments and reports and exams~ Really pray for better time management skill~ o mayb i sud reduce the day-dreaming time~ Hehe...

Witnessed a frens's departure from Malaysia to Aussie, those family-gather- around- her hugging- and- chatting- and -leaving- airport left some affects me~ Some part of me was wonderng how it felt like to be the one who is leaving all those ppl behind and flying up to the air~ But im sure im gonna miss them very much~

Next thing is about the accident again~ Yup, *agAin*...My fault this time...but i very sui coz i left jus like tat since there was no ppl around there...What racing through my mind tat time was that i jus wan to get back to my room to get something and rushed back to the scene to notify the owner with some notes or something...but too bad car not spotted since then, GOd, i promise i sure will fix my mistake when chance arrive.. * Deeply Regret*

long time no blog here. Even though new year wish n resolution stuff also not post here. it's becoz i dun hav any...Haha...
Got bad news and good news to share here. Good is FInally im driving, yea..although not a very big deal but for me it is coz it's mean that i having more sense of freedom in life~ Also can be good help to mum to fetch bro go here go there...He sud pay me drive's fee..Dun u think so??

BAD news is i had experinced my first accident already...Really champion...hit by lorry, but luckily not very serious...But serve as warning for mr to be more careful next time lo~

yea..Cny is around the corner lo...Valentines also...Happy holiday and sweet valentine to all the ppl put there..But for me, i got tonnes of assingment and test after the holiday...sigh..

Sick~

Sigh...Been sick for three days!!! Luckily recover lo...
1st of all, Tuesday morning when i woke up, i felt all the energy had left from my body, no strength to do housework...and dizzy then after back from teach only realised im having fever~ sigh...whole day only ate a bowl of rice~

2ndly, Wed, my fever had gone but this time my stomach had rebel on me... Felt like very full and once again din eat anything for the day, only a bread for the day and some milo~ Hmm...summo, i got cirit- birit since i woke up...spend my morning in toilet until after i ate 2 bottle of bo zhai yuen...nitez also been the same~

3rd day, Wed, i was woken up by my stomach alarm also..haha...rush to toilet~ No mood again for any meal even 2 days din eat enuf~ Sigh...force myself to swallow down some po zhai yuen before go teach again~ Hehe...it works til i reach home....Blek~ pass out all the rice i ate for lunch~...Mum started to worry and force me to c doc...haha..so even though i dun feel so but stil i went to c anyway~ Luckily, jus some normal stomach upset~ gave me med~ But i found out the med he gav to "lose wind" in my stomach is some CHARCOAl!!! guys, believe it?? No wonder it's black in colour and the texture also taste like one~ Ooww....hope my internal organ won become black also~ haha...

Bad News!!

Sigh...Bad news for me...Toll hike up and petrol's same~ Increased from RM1.00 to RM1.60!!! 60% increase is really too much for me!!!

Luckily im still staying at college next semester but i really cant imagine what it would be in the coming sem~

I would like to express my sympathy too to all others who are using LDP to go to work or school~ Jus too bad coz the highest rate of increment compare to other tolls...Guess i really have to find some other part time job lol...

Sigh~~~

Unsure~

Hmm...im suppose to be happy...coz tomolo will be going to trip..although just a short one, but shouldn't I be happy and excited?? Oh...God...

Im happy but i scare the happiness will "fly" away~ Herm...or maybe im thinking too much~
Found out that it's really very hard to believe in someone after all those past experience...

JUst like the little pig in the story of " Three little pig and sly wolf"...The big sly wolf pretend to be guest and praises the little pig so much till it happy and felt like itself flying up the sky and then when the pig invites the wolf in...I guess many of you should have known the ending of the poor little pig right?? But the story didn't tell is that after the pig in its coming life or lives...it will turn into a unhappy and cautious and over sensitive suspecting pig~ Ha....

When a bird had tasted the taste of freedom, will you think that it will get back to the small cage?? My little cage had been destroyed by the truth but i never lose hope even though once beaten by sorrow~Little bird even scare when people are coming too close coz it scare the big human hand will once again taken its freedom and live~

Well, *blink blink*...i think im out of my mind for this overwhelming nitez...*dOng DoNg*
Hope tomorrow will be a better day~ keep the happiness in your heart so that when bitterness comes, it won beat ya down~

Yeay...so long no swim already~ Life had been busy and hectic since the last semester beginning second cycle~

So This week finally got the chance to enjoy this when the rain season had stopped~
The water is so warm...blueish and clear...I like to hold my breath in the pool and enjoy the absolute silent around me...haha...also compete with my dear c who can hold longer~ *Song*

Then do some chat up and exchange the events take place during this few weeks of my absent~
Congrad to u gal~ finally open up ur heart!! jus let the past be gone lol...

But too bad la, maybe it's the water or it's becoz been too long since last time i exercise...My old sickness attacked again!! my leg pain til numbed and cold...Til i cant sleep at all~ *Sigh*

Little gal had been longing to go visit the bridge in Putrajaya after her friends told her how nice it is~ Hehe...finally after 3 weeks of long wait, finally she had the chance to visit the place...It's quite late at night, suddenly a friend suggested it and so they went on their way~
The night is dark blue with the shining moon hanging right above their head~ The soft light of moon had shone their way leading them to the beautiful city she ever seen~It's so unreal...just like the virtual city in games or in her imagination!!! All the building had their own design...All unique with soft yellow o white light surrounding them...seems so unreal n glowing just like she had been imagine it will be jus like in her dreams...So quiet and lonely the city seems...More unreal to her~
Then her friend told her that it will be more breath taking in the morning~ wow...immediately in her mind, she had imagined it to be just like those she seen in Foreign country~ Hoping there would be chance for her to see the city in the morning light!!
After that they went to visit the "soul" of the city~ Bridge~...it's a real beauty~ She likes bridge very much!!! it was wrap in purple and white light with her " hair" twisitng and curving uo high~Em...too bad , she dun hav any pic to show to u guys!!! it's crowded with ppl...even though as late as that time~ kinda broken the environment there...Those malay had open their radio loud enough for the ppl opposite bank to hear it!! :(
That is the most beautiful and relaxing night she had ever been...with soft moonlight and music to accompany them to the breath taken city~ soft breeze to blew away all her emotions~ thanks for your accompany matez...she wil remember this and save this piece of memory in this blog...Hoping that she can share this with all her friends!

Happy Holiday~

Yea!!! Happy holiday~....Um..im not sure is it a very happy holiday but im enjoying every moment of my life now...

I had a feeling of reborn...after went thru all the struggling and confusing moment...
Finally something i think im ready to let it go somehow...Umm...I wish that i can say sorry to anyone that i had hurt or annoyed...Hehe...sometimes i know the way i speak is not that good manner also...Pls forgive me then~

Life moves on~ and people are improving every min n second in their lives...I found out that there's alot of thing u hav to care less and " tai hoi dit" only u wil feel better... :P

sigh...Im having exam again on my birthday...I've try to avoid this but seems it's my destiny lol...Summo it's my weakest subject~ I hate to spend my 22nd birthday alone in the room and only books wishes me~ ... *Sad*

Story of a Little Gal

There was a little gal. SHe was borned in a little town in Ipoh, Kuala Kangsar to a little family...Then the little family had to move to Big city when she is 9 years old..That year had been a big change...BIg gal cant wait to grown up in the BIg city~

Little gal was a hardworking gal...she always compete with another boy in the class for 1st place...Hehe..usually alternately they wil got the 1st place...THen she n him become good fren n they got into the 1st class, 5A and 6A the following year...Little gal had a crush on him coz she like his eye...always twinkle like stars in the sky when he talked to her...

Little gal finally grown into her womanhood during her year end holiday in standard five.SHe was not happy when her womanhood come so fast...Ha, confused...But she realise from then on she wil hav to take care of herself n her little brothers lo...not to let her family worry about her...

Then little gal went into her teenagehood... SMK KEpong had been her secondary school...



To be continued....


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Lil` Gal`

Sigh...Dunno wat had happen to me...sick all over my body...felt like all the energy had drained out from my body...alwayz feel sleepy...Din go to c doc finally coz feeling better today but stil hav not much energy to teach n help mum to do hse chores~
Guys n gals out there, weather kept changing all day, suddenly rain then sudden sun shines...so take k lol...

Tomorrow is my last subject lo...Heheh...finally all the thing is over once again...Maybe it's the last subject already tat's y not really in the mood to study~ well, tonight hav to make it all up to study it..
I've changed my look...i used to have long hair...today jus went to the saloon opposite my house to cut my hair...Having fringe now...n layer shorter hair....Mm, abit not used to it so kept checking myself in the mirror...haha...Hope this new hair wil bring new energy to me...
Yesterday went to Sg wang with my fren to check out the old cd store for one Very old old album by Sasha...THe cd store is quite bid and alot of collection n oldies..When i mentioned to the assistant" GOt Sasha album anot?" they were stuck for the moment coz haven heard it...Haha...luckily the boss knew Sasha...not bad la him..stil can remember where the cd is...Hide under a big stack of Old Cd...
Yeah, finally he found the cd...Em, actually i dunno wat's the title of the album but i jus know the colour of the cover is black~ Haha...
But too bad, coz after i check with my fren, he said that that is the 2nd album by Sasha but wat i wanted is the 1st one...Sobzz...so i went back with an empty hand and a disappointed heart...wasted my energy coz i walked around the Complex for 2 hours til i nearly fainted...not kidding really, really bumped into a guy coz i felt very dizzy tat time.
Then went to hav dinner at THe Rendevous, not bad the food...try the cheese fondue n a pizza, the pizza really delicious...got alot of seafood on the topping.Hmm...YuMmy~
End my day quite early...din study much n went to sleep at 11 pm..hhaha...broke my record!!!

I hav changed alot...Really...
I din realised myself but the ppl around me told me that...
Wat a person i am now??
SOmetimes ago, when YY back from England she had a chat with KK n thanks KK for telling me these things...I know that these two years i had change to a Moody, angry and negative person...I had made the people around me suffocate and felt pressured by mt attitute...
So i hope i can hav thise chance to say sorry to all my frens and famiy as well...especially mum...I guess i had been living under a great pressure and fear all this times...
The burden in my heart, i do not know how to let it go...but her words really made me realised alot...Em, if got chance i wish can hav ppl to understand me...i wil try to let u guys know...I've " fung bei" myself lately...
THen after that talk, i cried alot...fianlly i think i had let go some of it...Hehe..:P... WEll,i think all i need is some time to clear off and find the old me back...Hehe...the one always stuck with strange idea in mind...soft and wen you...Oops, i think i jus compliment myself too much.. hehe...

Well, i felt that there is alot of thing which is not fair at all...When we done so much then of coz sometimes we wil expect more from it o may it be a person...But i jus found out that it's always to my dissappointment...
I jus wan to say that im very tired~ Tired to give...EM...give to the person...
Sigh...Well, i jus felt that y certain ppl do so little but always got so much in return...
Tired....Hasnt sleep lot lately coz hav to study for exam and im lost once again...
Mayb tired to care n give anymore...

a Week AwaY

Time pass so fast lately...Only one more week and my exam gonna finish~ hehe...happy by then...
Im not sure is it im currently too stressed o watz lo...
But something happen back on the last wednesday nitez...Im stil Pia on my Inorganic on the following day til 3am in the morning while my room matez went to sleep early on 1am something lo...Then i study til im very tire n tak tahan then i went to bed lo..
BUt somehow when i lied on the bed, i jus felt there were children running all around me n i felt even them sitting on my leg...I felt my heart was drumming and the cold feeling rised...then i open my eyes to look around my room but i saw nothing n saw my room mate was sleeping soundly there...
So i jus shake my head abit n try to shut my eye again...then the same feeling went back to me...then i open my eyes again n saw nothing...Em, at that moment i jus tell myself that im too tired mayb...ANd dunno how long time had pass, i finally fallen to sleep...BUt this is eerie experience i had lo...
Hehe, then the next day i told my room mate about it...She was scared to death...*NaughTY* I purpose told her to scare her...Haha...Im bad, huh~WEll, the exam was okie for me...so hope the result doesn't end up too bad coz it was a 4 credit hour subject!!
OKie til here lo...gotta prepare for my coming exam dy~ Good luck ya...

Blurred~

Been busy with examz and meeting this week...Sigh...
Spent my study week at hostel...But i din study much there, jus spent my time meeting away n dreaming away...
Hmm.. the GYS gonna postpone to 2007, Im reliefed actually.. kinda of felt that i cant afford to contribute anymore...IM in the bereau of publicity and external affairs, my main job is to find foreign participants to join us at Malaysia...WHich is a hard job...1st of all, the call job...All the contact num i got from the uni website is wrong o changed o terminated...They obviously din update their official website although the page seems very grand and nice...
Duh~...i think enuf of complaint...haha...
Had a very unhappy weekend...HEmm...started to think that better dun come back home in the coming weekends...
So, all the best to ppl who r having exam~

Back On Track

Phew~...jus back from Pangkor last nite around 11 something...well, wat a tired trip...
it's a very sudden idea, Fooi mention it when we all eat in "choy Pak' there..hehe..then jus go home n pack a bit then on our way there ald..wow, the most CRAZY trip i ever had, no planning ahead, jus grab car keys n go~
But, funny thing is that we all din prepare extra money...HEhe...CC jus hav not more than 10 bugs in his wallet even me also jus hav 60 bugs only...haha...On the way to Kuala Selangor there, we pick up YY who is on the way back from Teluk Intan, haha..pity her, hav to go up there again...
*sob* the traffic is very heavy yesterday~ jam all the way from Kuala Selagor til Setiawan there but i think the one most suffer is "driver" lo...Kentz is not driving but i think he is also as tired as Jia Wei coz his mouth n hand never stop moving since in the car til Pangkor there...HAha...Talk crap n touch this touch there all around..playing with YY whole way there...
Well, im sorry to say that im not in the good mood yesterday..IM not sure is it PMS o watz...KInda tired also...but i jus hoped that i can recharge myself thro the trip..
after 4 hours journey,we reach the JEti around 7 then buy the ferry ticket and immediately there was ppl aproaching us for the hotel room...Finally we got 2 rooms at the GOlden BEach Resort, well i guess no ppl really care about the room as long as got roof over our heads...Raining all thro the nitez...
THe ferry ride is okie except that its too cold there cz i was over excited til i forgot to bring my jacket along, im only armed with a short pant and a t shirt...cham dou~ Kentz slipped when he climb down the stairs..Too bad i dun hav camera i with me, he was quite mm song coz he " Rooney No 9" shirt was dirtied!!! black face started to show there..
We went to the "yelin" for our dinner coz heard Rac said that her sis complimented it~ but secretly i would recommend the " Gao MUi" lo, really nice n cheap food there!
We practically waited for 1 hour for our dinner to be served there...*sigh* we all hungry dou~ the food was only okay for my standard lo..( PC standard), but the price is okie lo, set dinner- RM 188 for 10 course, but after ate we counted there were only 9 dishes we all had though~ Rain had started to pour hard at that time, someone had suggest that we use the table" cover" (those plastic one) to shelter us when we walk back to room...hehe...4 of us hold the four corner and run back to the resort...good experience...
THe next morning we went to see the beach, really jus see coz din even go down to play water there...THen CC n KEnt had a fight there on the beach..Hurray..Cc won~
I suggested that we take a bike ride around the island..But the road is not smooth, too steep...*tired* then RAc n YY cant tahan anymore when we reach the Teluk Dalam...Rac's face was really white like ghost n YY is red like Tomato~so finally KIan stay with them on the hill while the rest of us head back town to rent the "taxi" to pick them and the bike up~ The ride is very very tiring til i almost cant tahan as well, summo im having my period that time~ wow...hectic~
Hah...finally got a lorry willing to pick them up to jeti there, so Jia wei and cc rented a motor to fetch them back~
We spent 10 hours on the car when we back last nite...haiz...hungry n jam...lucky got some "satay n sotong" saved us~ hehe...
GUess i've said too long, so til here...hoping for the next trip wil b fun n coming
as soon as possible...

A jokes a day make ur day smile away

Hehe..here are some nice jokes..although it's not very funny maybe to some others who haven heard or read it, it wil bring laughter to them~...so i wish my little jokes can make ur day lighter...as in this holiday with no where to go~

JOkes---

Condom says to Kotex,
"When you work, I lose seven days of business."

Kotex replies, "If you fail to work once, my business stops for nine months


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A camel and an elephant met, and the elephant asked: "Why do you have your tits on your back?"

The camel responded: "What a silly question from someone who has a dick on his face!"


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A black guy and a white girl met at a nite club. She took him to her apartment and said: "tie me to the bed and do what black men do best!"

so he ran off with the TV and VCD...


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Wife: "I wish I were a newspaper, so you can hold me every morning!"

Husband: "I wish you're a newspaper TOO, my dear so
I can have a NEW ONE every morning!

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A Chinese couple got married. When baby was born, her eyes were big and blue, hair was curly and blonde, skin was brown.

Finally, name of the baby was SAM TING LONG ("some thing wrong")


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A lady visited her doctor one morning.

Doc said: "You look so weak and exhausted! Are you eating your meals 3 times a day as I advised?

Lady : "Doc, I thought you said 3 males a day!"


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Phone rings and maid picks up the phone as her master is bathing.....

When the caller asked what's he doing, the maid Replied: "MASTURBATING."(master bathing)


MUahaha...old jokes some of them but really make my day funnier...thanks gee siang~ MIss u all guys~

Lazy...laziness had conquer me!!

Last blog til now alrealy been a month plus...haiz...busy busy lately...
My life had been filled with lab report and assignment n preparation for the Industrial Training n also the coming big project~

actually im not tat busy anyway but jus...not in the mood to blog anymore...i dunno so many things i wrote wil i ever have an audinece o reader to browse thro...

im very sorry to two ppl...really owe them a big apology...my presence had make their friendship somehow changed....sorry for wat i said tat sunday in msn...not really meant anything i said...

mayb i nid to "go" a while...let thing change a bit...i dunno wat i mean when i say go hehe..but jus watever lo...:P

Had da feeling of not being contribute to my bereau...em...i did do things but jus no ppl ever seen it..sigh...maybe i should really work more hard on grabbing participants...Stressed~



BEst regards~
ChIn....
~ reveal no more~