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em...i got something to share with u guys...that's y i am here again to tell some of it.

last week i went to a training camp,organised by the Selayang Buhhist Center...it was a 2 days 1 nite camp n we jus stay at the center...actually i was not very willing to go at 1st but...haiz..as a responsible person,n i am one of the commitee,so that's y i went anyway..

i report at 3 pm n then straight i went to 2nd floor the buddha chamber for ice breaking programme...hehe, though i dunno y they were doing tis coz v know each of us very well liao..after that v do some dance steps for warm up then hav a 2 hour class listen to a talk by one of the commitee of the Selangor buddhist center...quite boring actually...i am very dizzy and hungry~~hm...luckily dinner is coming up...

Aikz..they only give us one n a half hour to get ourself prepare for class...Em,prob is there are only 2 washroom for 15 gals of us...ha...but i am very smart lo coz i straight go to bath room before the others did~!!haha...
then nite also got two class to attend...em...quite tired also la but can learn a lot of good lessons...em..really worth my time...blabla...after the very last the very boring discussion for the day, v can hav out supper n lastly not forgetting our prayer to the buddha b4 v went to sleep..to be truth, i hate all the rules and prayer and all those pose when pray...i seem cant remember all the pose and mantra~~~

v all gals sleep at 4th floor lo...the big room actually is a dance room de,but very apacious...with window n mirror all around..a bit scary so i tend to sqeeze to honney's side...hehe...wow, man~~wat a cold nite tat day~~cold til a put a blanket and add another jacket only can tahan til morning...haha...

then fours hours later. v hav to got up by the ring of bell...HAiz...very tired and dunna wake up la...then v hav breakfast...fried mee hun with the overnite reheated vege curry...em, abit make me wanna vomit seeing those food...but i hav to finish anyway coz v r not allow to waste food there...eat til me like face white white ...
after tat v go to MRR2 park to hear the Si Fu giv talk..hm.. actually very song la..can hear si fu from taiwan talk n she is very humour also...learn alot from her...she is a uni grad also but dunno y she became nun...em,really wondeering~~
v got game coming afterwards...n i bleed liao..but small wound only la..

very tired on the way back..n i miss home n my about to finish assignment!!but still got 2 more class to go n more discussion....haiz...so i lie a bit to out ying zhang saying tat i fever n bleed...haha...finnaly i free to go only at 5 something~~hpew..wat a tired weekend!!

7/12/05 wednesday

Long time din blog lioa lu...actually also dunno got ppl wil see what i wrote o not...Hm...very boring lately...working in a english learning center to teach small kids reading skill..weird working hour there,work morning n then sometime work from 6 to 8pm,cant go jog lol..too bad!!But here i really found out child is easily influence by the environment, especially their parents.So hopefully parent can be a good role model to their own child...make me realise really BIG responsibility to be a good parents...

happy yeppy week

HEhe...it's gonna be my happy n yeppy week lol...today fimish my last paper oledi which is Math for Chemistry, all those math we study in F6 but replace it with Chem Equation!!Quite hard lo especially for me coz i HATE Math de lol...last nite i happy n nervous til cant sleep,,so eye open wide wide til 3 or 4am onyl sleep ar...very early hor...??haha!!now quite tired lu...sigh..cham a, i holiday then u all exam...Realy not a good timing o...

hehe...exam week

Sigh...exam liao lo...just went through a very turtoring week!! 3 sbujects all pack in 3 days n some more next tuesday got 2 subjects in 1 day!!Die lol...those 3 subjects also not very good oso...hai...But after next tuesday will be my free day!!! release from prison liao...been burn night oil whole week...study till eye so sore til must wear spec wherever i go~~if not cant see thing, too tired liao..Hm...wish me luck la n i wish good luck to all other got exam also de ppl!!

Exam ppl

Sigh...exam lo...final in 1st sem!! Very nervous but no mood to study also..maybe i think too much le lately~Got alot of thing that not very happy happened but guess all come n go depend how i want to take it...to those who is having exam now, GOOD LUck la...n work hard....Alas...i wil try not to dreamss so much liao lo...hehe...

Jay

Today is the release date of Jay's latest album - November's Chopin...Bro go book liao n can take today...hm..heard liao, it's quite ok lo, softer n slower music but my favourite is "wind" n "night song"..haven really finish d whole album la...from now on,24 hours, 60min per hour n 60 sec per min will get to hear those song!!! My bro is really crazy de in love with him..Kind of like his god ald!! last nite fren ask me go to "tian xin yue yuan"wu tai ju which is very famous de, i always wish to go la...but under certain circumtances, no ticket for me...so cant go...wish tat i can see the vcd also enuf lo..to those who got the chance, pls enjoy the show...
Sobx...exam is coming lo,but i cant seem to really study cant finish my preparation if like this...Mm..must try to concentrate , dun think so much liao..sky fall down also must study 1st la....

good weekend

Hm...this is really a busy weekend, i brought home with me alot of book planning to study but...no time!!Saturday went to gym with FaY TO fITNESS FRIST.Quite a good place to work out only that it lack of swimming pool.if not,it'll be perfect de la~~wow..really tired n muscle all complaint to me..walk also difficult after d 2 hours class but...FUNNY!! :D then Sanday have to go guitar class but i dun have time to practise at all n teacher scold me again...Sigh..dunno stil want to go o not~~then went to eat with yung jie n chat liltle but he very shy one n me also like gsm gai lil..but i feel very bad when i see him..dunno~~

Crazy nitezzz

Herm...been a quite busy week although i alwazzz have beak from nine am to 5pm everyday!! dunno where the time went away..Ha..Last nite went for a interview for a CC activitie next year, n very scare before i enter the room coz heard they said 6 ppl interview 1 ppl, but then i was late bcoz i tot going to be long so i went back room to wait..Alas, me n fren late liao luckily they din scold us lo..Went quite smooth d process, a leng chai ask me q then when i look into his eyes, i was lke suddenly dumb struck coz too attrcative liao him...Luckily got one not very leng chai de besides him so i turn my head to him instead!!haha.. too Bad~~Then after interview, we went back to room n my balcony mate ask us all to take pic, so we practically took pic in our floor until we can think of no posing n spot le!!!HAha...very fun..Crazy until 12 sumthing only go back room study...VeRy TIreddd..

Hm..really suprise that fatty kentzz willing to come to UM just to take one roll of excercise paper to my balcony mate--- Pei Chern, a gal which have same chinese name with me..Haha..very confuse somtime when her fren call out for her, then i was like wondering "is she calling me o wat"..Create alot of chaos le!! but now can get used to it liao~~ she just sort of dash into my room carrying a stack of book n ask me to call him to ask whether he got those book o not...Hm..actually, i very "mm hou yi si" lo, but ha..u really very good lo..thanks for ur help

one good weekend just pass away like tat..Herm,still got exam this week le,even near final le!!Poor student of chemmistry class~~ hai...hav to live in these boring life of pc again...wish that we can all swap life n character to try live in!!good idea le??
haha...then we can know wat kind of life other's live in...to all UTAR student,wish u all have a good open school day!! Hm..have to GAmbaTe loh..

herm....very sien de one week~~~everyday also break from nine to five...yiaks~~~but hope next sem won b like tat!hm,getting more n more close wit roommate n floor mate but...next sem we all hav to separate again!!!willmiss they all very much! hope can fin d a job during cuming holiday cox bank acc all dry up liao!
Hm..finally i am getting better tis week le..Starting to let go of some unhappy thingy le...haha...wish tat ican really let go so tat can start all over again! NOw start puasa oledi, cafe all stall no open,very cham here,nth to eat~~hungry till die!!!

Really LOng ANd Very unhappy Month

REally long time din come up here to write someting...not since Enter UNI...Well, this September has been a really long n eventful month for me...I've experince a lot of thingzz recently, Herm...really wish that i can forget it.!!! Alot of PAIN ans dissappointment N confusion...N i also realise a lot...I realise if u really love a person, no matter wat he did to u, u just cant angry at him but u will forget him unconditionally!!! i guess i am tat kinda people who is really very sturbborn de lo, when i fall in love, i will love the person with all my heart...REaly stupid, rite? But love cant forced de.. i felt very "mo noi" n "mo zo" when suddenly the person tat i love dumped me....i try very hard to forget le...HOPE THings will be better later!!! :P

Boring day...

Sigh...Today is 22nd Jun Lo....!!So scare n nervous because my fren say today The Uni list going to come out!!
So i wake up early early to go ofice to check my result....
Sigh~~but very dissappointed, the result haven come out...They just wrote " Pls Check On 24th JuN"...
I really damn angry!!! This govenrment ppl really did a very bad JOB!!!
I dunno what r they doing...delay n Delay again~~
HAve to wait for Friday again...Just hopefully can see the list On This Friday...~
Pls...GOd, Dun let me down again!! :(
Very boring at office...So i ajak my fren go swim with me after work...
Wow...The pool so nice~~The water warm n clear...N nobody share the pool!! Just me n my fren only!!!
This is so nice...I really love to swim at nite!!
Phew!!! So tired after swim...
But very relaxing...
Hope i can go alwayzzz

Halo Cafe

I was thinking that i won go out at this afternoon...Sigh...since the day i came back from Redang i really hate to see the sun...I wan back my fairer skin!!! Sigh, now i still have the "kesan" of my bathing suit stripe on my back. Sob...Sob...
but then Kk call me to go Halo Cafe (Hai Luo) with him n Kum N Looi.
then i go lo..coz never been there...They wan to apply for the job as singer there..
But personally, i dun like the place...Too small n not very comfortable ..

And i met my old fren. Hui Yi there, she also sing there but still under training.
She can sing quite okie...Then there were alot of trainee...And a couple who is their mentor o sum kind like that will give comment after they sang...Just like "Malaysian Idol"!!

during our drink. i we saw a VEEryy pretty Gal there..so cueteee...Adorable!!
Then we went home..

Valentino

Today i went to my colleague's birthday party....
Actually dun really know him alot but since he asked so i must give him some "face"...
So mai go with another colleague.The party was held at Desa Complex (fajar) n we ate steambot there...
Not very nice :< so i ate liltle onli..

Then we went to KL to pick up his Gf winnie,
And then we talk al the way to there..He is damm Funny and humour...(Remind me of someboddy)
Haha...then suddenly he talk bout his love life history...
hehe...My favourite coz can KE KE abit ma...
He say once he got 4 girlfren at the same time!!! And every girlfriend he give them a private Hp no..
So..He got 4 Hp and he have to bring all 4 HP when he went out...!!
Whew....He is so unbelievably "geng chau"
Then every Valentine is the most " san fu " day for him...
Hehe...Coz all the GF wan to celebrate with HIM....
Also got a lot of time all the 4 HP ring at the same time...
I really wonder how he can handle so many GIrlsssss!!

So nowaday, I call him VAlentino!! :P
But i really feel very unfair for his GF
Hopefully my boy boy won do this to me!!

happy Birthdday to Elson

Today all of us is going to Elson's birthday...!
Wow...so long dun c them liao..Hmm, since form five untill now...
Kind of excited to meet all those "Old Friend"....
When we rech there, i was prety surprise coz there were A LOt of people there already...
So crowded n ...Wow..Just hot n busy n ...
Then elson was like zhu yan ga..walking all over the place to talk to the guest.
Then ,KK also act like "SHE" is zhu yan ga ..HEhe...he also very busy "GENG Zou" with all the ppl..!
I bet Elson will luv his present...SSO Special...Not my idea though...

Anyway....Wish u HAPPY Birthday...Elson n cepat cepat find a "lou po chai"

After the party,we go to benq yum cha..N discuss about our own 21st birthday...How to celebrate...!
haha...We'll c sumhow..Coz cuming birthday is KIAN 1...Haha..

2day, one of my fren come to visit me..
We have a long chat coz we both felt so blurr....when we think about our future!!
He really giv me some advice that i need very much..Thanx..Buddy!

N then i go n cc other ppl blog...
After i saw one of fren's blog, it really gimme some impact..
I felt so small n so useless compare with other ppl!
I felt that i have wasted my 6 months holiday ...!
I figure out that i must do sumthing...SOon!
But , God, could u tell me what to do?
Should i go achive my dreams 1st? Or should i go fulfil my duty as a daughter 1st?
Or should i go finish what i am doing halfway?

Sigh....
Somebody MUSt gimme some idea

pontianak

Did u guys watch Singapore True Ghost Story?
There was a story of Pontianak..
There was a malay woman live in those old malay house with high leg
And she was pregnant with 8 months already,,
One night, she felt that she is going to deliver her baby and it's too late in the night
So her husband decided to call "Bomoh" to help her wife deliver
Of coz all of us know that A LOT Of BLOOD wil be involved....
Then the blood just slip away through the gap between the floor....(Eeee.. So geli...)
At that time, the husband wait outside the house saw a Pontianak fly towards their house and wait there with her mouth open to drink all the blood...!!!!!
Eiak!!!! Guys...This story teach us not to deliver in the malay house

Friend & lover

some people think that lover is more important...
But some think that friend is more important..
Well for me, i think it need a well balance between this...
But sadly, my friend dun think so....
I dunno whether i still got support from my friend....
I scare that 1 day when i lose my lover,
My friend will abandon me too....

Jealous Mother

That day i saw newspaper and some interesting articles come into my eye...
A woman write to paper to complain that her mother control her too much...
She said that her mother would call her everynight to ask her to come back by 10 pm...
Even weekend won't b any different...

Then i thought the woman is very young, But to my surprise...
The woman is already in her 30ss..
Her mother is very jealous of her daugther coz at that age,
She was already mother to 3 children N have no time to go out or have her own hobby and friends...

Bcoz of this, She think that her daugther should have the same life too...
She couldn't bear her daugther can hang out with her friend untill midnight without getting scold by husband...
This is so unfair....

Well. Guys..
What do u think?