Chin Chin

Movie:

2011-02-18T09:03:00.000-08:00

Just back from Friday night movie - No String Attached, starring Natalie Portman and Aston Kutcher.

Typical romance movie with some funny scenes...But what touched me the most is the female lead actress, Emma in the movie. She is afraid of relationships, avoiding emotional attachment to people around her...just because she is afraid of being hurt.

And I see myself in her character...My friends once said that I sometimes very quiet, out of place, even with a group of friends. My boyfriend always complaint that I'm physically detached, afraid of touches, snuggling...
I guess all of these is true, maybe due to some childhood incidents, I just become the person I'm today. I would pay more attention to books rather than people around me...

Shall I seeks professional help on this?

Diarrhea at New Year =_="

2011-02-09T22:31:00.000-08:00

Happy Lunar New Year to all ~ This festive season, we are all giving excuses to ourselves to indulge...Eat...Sleep...Gamble...Shop... But do pay more attention to your health! I was one of them who've been indulging in huge amount of junk food...and here I'm: on medical leave today due to diarrhea since Cho 3...*sigh*

I went to consult doctor yesterday after the 10th visit to toilet and super bloated stomach.. The doctor was astonished to hear that I could still smile despite the seriousness...He advised me to take "low residue food",so that the food will be absorbed by my body, less chance for it to come out through the "othe end"...LOL

So do take care of yourself!

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

2011-01-30T05:57:00.000-08:00

I'm at home now...Took 5 days annual leave to come back to my HOme Sweet Home to help my mother for CNY preparation...Am i Good Girl or what?? :P

For the past two years, i felt so guity for not able to help out my mother more in new year preparation...She always stood in the kitchen, kneading dough, baking cookies until mid night...Just to give away those cookies to relatives and friends...

Anyway, to all my friends out there, i wish you guys:

HAppy Lunar New Year!!

Unlucky way to start my new year

2011-01-04T21:20:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day of work in year 2011, yet, very unlucky thing happened to me...Or shall I say mostly its my own fault :(

My Iphone just totally soaking wet in my bag as my water bottle leaked in the morning...I tried to start it but it just kept emitting noise and vibrates slightly...*sigh* My Fault...

What's most annoying is the little accident happend on 3 Jan 2011, I banged my car door on my right hand's finger...very very painful and swollen and bruised immediately after the accident...

Now I just keep praying that these would be the last of UNLUCKY INCIDENTS in year 2011...

A Friday NIght with Swedish Meal~

2010-09-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

Event to bring all singles in NEA together...eat...chit chat...But my biggest intentions is to Enjoy The Food!!

Location: Fika Swedish Cafe & Bistro,

FB links: Fika Website

Address: No.257 Beach Road / Arab Street (on the corner of Beach Road and Arab Street)

Date, time: 24 Sep 2010, 7.30pm

Food and Pic:

While waited for food...

Salad...too oily and salty

the couch looks comfortable...

Some of our colleagues in HQ

Posed with our food, mine is Swedish Hash

The food portion is BIG! Can't finish it..and very oily

Swedish Meatballs...with Beef only..very dried...but better than my Swedish Hash

Taste more like... bake milk

The best dish in the whole meals~ Soft and not too sweet =)

After the meals, went to nearby Mamak to drink Teh Tarik~ taste and the environment is just like Malaysia...(if can ignore the Ang moh around the area)...the place is very happening and alot of youngster hang out there..Chat with my colleagues till past midnight..

I had a good Friday Night =D

Moon Cake Festival celebration at work place

2010-09-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

First celebration of Moon Cake Festival with all fellow colleagues and contractors in the plant~ In the morning, right after Fire Drill...Some pictures taken with my beloved colleagues...

Me, my senior, admin staffsss

Oops..can't see the Kuih Lapis Im holding right? Sweet~

But actually I was sick today although I tried my best to be cheerful and put on smiley face...very weak already with runny nose, cough, sore throat, headache, diarrhea... =(

PK from bar stool..

2010-09-19T00:17:00.000-07:00

After 1 cosmopolitan, 1 corona, 1 Vodka Orange, some cocktail, 3 glass of Heineken....I slipped from bar stool and try to balance myself but my heels caught in the stool...so end up....

LOL...=D

2010-09-18T22:26:00.001-07:00

Kota Kinabalu 1 Apr to 6 Apr 2010 - Adventurous trip for year 2010

2010-09-18T11:17:00.000-07:00

The most adventurous trip of year 2010

Before going uphill...

Dinner at the night before the climb

Snap one photo before the start of LONG and TIRING journey to KK Mount!!

After 3km...exhausted...

Somewhere around 5km, a total change of view and surrounding...

The trail to Laban Rata, our destination for tonight lodge..

The climb to the top! This part is real scary as the rocks are quite steep and slippery and its totally dark..

Cold. wind trying to seep into my nose and my face was blown numb..

The whole 2 D 1 N adventure is to SEE THIS ONE!! Sun is rising from the horizon..

Finally...snap another picture before going back..

I'm back~

2010-09-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

08...09...10...Im counting how long have I left my blog untouched...My last posting was on Dec 2008! I left it for two years almost...

So what makes me come back to this blog is - I found out its gaining it's popularity among my friends...So here I am trying to be one of them.

Today I just spend my days in front of the computer, trying to change the settings of this blog's template...God know how I'm out-of-practise in these skills already. I used to do it more often in school days =)

Im on MC today due to some sotong (squid) I took during lunch at workplace canteen...Made me suffer the whole nite, practically in the toilet for one hour, then tossing and turning whole nite due to stomach ache...therefore this morning I barely got energy to wake up at 6.15am. I just plopped back to sleep after I brush my teeth in around 6.30am...

Tonight, I want to hang out at Helipad with my friends, really hope the weather will be good then although the rain had been non-stop since this early morning...

Dear Santa...

2008-11-10T16:21:00.001-08:00

Dear Santa,

I heard from mummy that Christmas is coming. I cant wait for it to come. Then my kindergarden teacher said that we can have gifts from Santa if we behave ourself!
So I think that I had behaved nicely this whole year. I did not steal Tommy's sweets, I did not smack Jack Jack's nose, I did not scold my baby brother for bite me....
Hmm...Will Santa give me what I want?

Tommy said we can write what we wish for in our secret diary and Santa will know and give us what we want!!!

Santa,

I wish that I can have a CUTE bolster and CUTE cup for this christmas!

Dear Santa...

2008-11-10T16:21:00.000-08:00

ThE stArt of A NEw ChaPtEr

2008-08-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

7 August

This is the mark of a new beginning in my life journey. Im officially no more a student, at least not at the moment. And Im goin to start a new life in a new country soon!

Although I did not feel much excitement from the Convocation ceremony but I did not expect the situation to be that WORSE! The weather is very bad! Rain almost non stop the whole afternoon, totally ruin the festive, joyful moment of the event! But Im very happy and touched by my family, friends and juniors~~ Thanks Mum, bro, Wei Wei, Hing, Hui Hui and my dear "sons, daughters, grand-daughters, grand-sons, great grand sons& daughters" !!!

Not forgetting also my seniors, frens who wished my good in my future...I love you guys! Wil miss you guys too!

Perhentian Trip

2008-06-16T18:55:00.000-07:00

I'm back~ Just back from airport exactly two hours ago from Pulau Perhentian. i went there with several gal frens, no boys allowed even though their BF wanted to join, purely gal trip. And til now, I'm stil having the slight feeling of 'floating on the water feel', ARgh...

Then tmr i will be comin down for an interview at Sg, so I hope the company won be surprise to see a Chinese gal so dark looking as though I'm Indian...ha, so tis weekend meet u Sg lot there la...C ya~

Happy Birthday to me~~

2008-04-18T15:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my 23th birthday, ha...so old ald yet i feel like im still so young and immature, inexperienced..I would like to thanks to all of you who remembered my birthday and care enough to send me a text msg or even called to wish me...I was thrilled to have all your good wishes...

Yet, i cant enjoy it tat much coz my final exam is coming soon..Oh, no more stressing topics here. Lastly, BIG THANKS to you guys! Muakz~

2007-12-19T08:17:00.000-08:00

Im just a small gal, i dun hav a big dreams or big ambitions. To me, Love is my priority...I can sacrifice anything for my love, yet I thought he also will feel the same way as I do...The truth is, I was wrong....

SOmeone told me tat: Love is not all in ur whole life~ Boyfren is not all in ur life...I dun like u do so many thing for me, although I feel gam dong by the way u pour out all ur heart...But I dun wan u to...Take back wat u poured out~

Isn't it too late to say to?? after all these times? How to turn back? Life will not be the same from this point on...Thanks for ur words...but thanks also for ur care n kindness

Loyalty that counts~

2007-12-19T04:34:00.000-08:00

Since Im so free at home, so I tot it will b gd to create some side to let u guys express ur opinion and thoughts~

My question is:
U found a gal/ boy which really 'click' with you..He/she is all tat u want in ur life...But, u got bf/gf already, how wil you do? break up with u current gf/bf b4 start with new one? O try to 'date' her b4 break up with current bf?

No worry,its jus a normal question, normal circumstance which all of us wil face at one point of our life~ Nth will b taken seriously...

Test Urself~

2007-12-03T02:15:00.000-08:00

Check it out!
http://www.youth-online.com/personality_test/images/test018/movie.swf

Help Needed~

2007-11-23T04:31:00.000-08:00

I need Help!!

Jus now i open my computer, suddenly, the screen become blue..this is the 3rd time already. So i was wondering wat's wrong with my comp! My beloved comp!

Anyone hav any suggestion on wat happening and solution? PLs~ I need all of ur professional advise (free of consultation fee, if possible)....

Life~

2007-11-19T08:24:00.000-08:00

Our life is like a journey, how far it sretch? no one knows anything about it~ And we all are bus driver, we are driving a huge bus, travel right from the beginning of our life as our life begins. As we driving along, we will see many stations. So we stop by each station. How many stations are they? No ppl know about that too! At each station, there will people board on or drop off. First couple tat board on is our parents. I do not know how long they wil stay in the bus. Parents will guide us which road to take at the beginning of our journey.

Then, as we grow, parents begin to move to rows behind...We thought we are old enough to carry on our journey and start to move our parents to rows far end, till one day, we do not even notice, our parents had dropped off.

However at the same time, more and more people aboard, they could be your classmates, colleague, girls youadmired, best friends or family members, or even some faces you met down at the shop...etc...They will each drop off at different stations. Then comes along the destined one in your life. How you know that she is? Cause, you will let her sit as near to you as it can.

But, there are some stage, you will confused, you may think that the girl sitting opposite is more attractive. So you placed her near to you. Nonetheless, as journey carry on, she found that the view at one of the stations is nicer than you are. She drops off finally. Now the seat is empty, the destined one, also gone.....

Dear, i dunno when i will drop off. Or who will replace the seat i once taken. But im glad i had been aboard. Shared many experiences and thought and many many things. Thanks to all who had been sitting in my bus too!

Some Truth about Men

2007-10-18T03:35:00.000-07:00

Q: What is the similarity between men and rats?
A: Both keep searching for new holes.

Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman's period?
A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5 days and if it doesn't come, it means you are in big trouble.

Q: What's the difference between biology and sociology?
A: When the baby looks like his dad or mom, then it is biology. When the baby looks like the neighbor, then it is sociology.

Q: What's the height of recycling?
A: Sending a sanitary napkin for dry cleaning.

Q: Doctor: You look so weak & exhausted. Are you having 3 meals a day as I have advised?
A: Lady: Doctor, I thought you said 3 males a day....

Q: Girlfriend & boyfriend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl's skirt. Guess where it would have bitten?!!!
A: The boy friend's hand.

Q: Tarzan and the animals went to the river to take a bath. Tarzan removed his clothes. All the animals laughed at Tarzan. Tarzan asked "Why"?
A: The animals told him "Your tail is in front".

Narrow escape

2007-10-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

Yo~ Had an quite scary experience this afternoon while driving back from UM back home. Well, i think most of u guys know that im driving a car which really some what about same age as me, or at least 12 yr n above, so its super duper old.

So when this afternoon, while im on the road, on the 5th gear, suddenly i heard my "lou yea" car gave a shake n " screech" ing sound coming off from dunno which part of car so i was shocked and ahead of me is traffic light, so i faster jam on my break and shift the gear down, the the car was like shaking violently and seems like wan 'sei fo' so i tried to see are there any smoke or some abnormal from inside the car and at the same time, tried to pull over to left handside, lol...traffic got heavy tat time n i was being horn a few times,hai~ after i off the aircond, i found out that the car had made less sound n jolt lightly only and won " death engine" ( before tat got this sign), scare dou~~ Then only continue my journey home, slowly~~ All the way 4th gear, :( Hai~ tat is the 1st time it give prob to me all thru this yr, but really give me a nerve!

Man r from mars, women r from Venus

2007-10-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

約翰‧格雷的著作《男人來自火星，女人來自金星》以這樣的引子來掀開男女之間的關係：

“從前有一天，火星人遇見了金星人，於是他們相愛了。開始的時候，他們接受並尊重對方的不同，因而關係融洽，生活幸福。後來，他們來到了地球上。在一天早晨醒來後，他們都了健忘症，忘了他們本是來自不同的星球。於是，他們開始了相互之間的衝突……”

男人和女人，各方面都存在大不同。兩者對語言所傳達的訊息，各有不同的理解，這也是為什么女人老是誤解男人的話，而男人也以為他已經說得夠清楚了；還有，對工作的處理手法，男人和女人也各有一套，每當出現問題的時候，性別往往成了彼此的嘲諷內容，最常聽見的也就是“男人都這樣”、“女人就是不能做大事”。

讓我們從《男人來自火星，女人來自金星》中看看，男人和女人的誤會究竟怎樣產生，又如何化解。

男女大不同一：價值觀的不同

男人重視力量、能力、效率和成就。他們的自我價值是通過所獲得的成就來定義的。能否實現預定的目標或獨立完成要做的事情是他們能力的表現。所以男人最不愿意讓人告訴他該如何做事。他沒要求你就主動去幫助他，是對他的不信任，不相信他能獨立完成要做的事情，這是對他的冒犯。男人對此非常敏感。

女人重視感情、交流、美和分享。她們花很多在互相幫助和互相安慰上。她們的自我價值是通過感覺和相處的好壞來定義的。只有分享和交流才使她們感到滿足。當別人談話時，她們從來不提供答案。耐心地傾聽別人的談話，理解別人的感覺，是她們愛和尊重別人的表示。

男女大不同二：對待壓力的方式不同

當男人遇到壓力時，他會變得心事重重、沉默寡言。這時他的思維走進了一個洞穴。他在洞穴裡獨自思考自己的問題。其它的一切他都視而不見。

如果他找到了解決問題的辦法，便會走出洞穴，恢復以前的樣子。如果他一時沒有找到辦法，他就會做些像看報紙、看電視一類的事情，使自己忘掉煩惱，慢慢恢復正常。

當女人遇到壓力時，她會一下子不知所措，情緒波動。這時她會在信任的人面前將煩惱說出來。談論，是女人應付壓力的自然健康反應。當她感到她的話被人聽進去了，她的感覺就會好起來。

她在說問題時，完全是雜亂無章，輕重不分的。她不像男人那樣集中在一個問題上，而是將問題擴張，大大小小的問題全擺出來，甚至親戚朋友的。她并不關心能否找到解決問題的辦法，只是表達自己的感覺，只要得到理解和認同。

男女大不同三：計分方法不同

男人認為，大事的分數要高些，小事的分數要低些。比如，為伴侶買輛新車可能是30分，幫她倒一次垃圾可能只有1分。基於這種方法，他將他的精力集中在為她做大事上，他相信這樣他能最好地滿足她。

而女人的計分方法是，不管禮物的大小，都只有1分。一支玫瑰花和月房租的分數是相同的。

女人這種計分方法不只是一種偏愛，而是真正的需要。女人需要各種各樣愛的表示。只有一兩種愛，不管它們多重要，也不能滿足她。

女人天生會感激男人為她做的小事，這是男人的福份。唯一的例外是，當她覺得分數很不平等時。這時女人不感到男人愛她，她有不滿，她已經給了他多於他給出的。這種怨恨情緒妨礙了她感激小事情的能力。

男女大不同四：情感的需要不同

大多數男人和女人不知道他們有不同的感情需要。男人給出男人想要的，女人給出女人想要的。結果，雙方都感到不滿足。事實是，他們雙方都給出了愛，卻都不是對方想要的那種。

Truth of Life

2007-10-09T04:27:00.000-07:00

我听過一個故事，雖然不怎麼特別，不過對我來說卻很具有教育意義：

一個擁有幸福庭的男人，在陰差陽錯的情況之下救了一個天使，所以天使就給了他一個願望。他想了想，對天使說︰“如果生命有take 2，可以重來的話就好了。”天使答應了他，並對他說︰“你就好好享受你的人生吧！等你想要重來的時候，只要心理想我，一切就會恢復原狀了！”

那個人听了雀躍萬分，心想︰“我可以做一切我想要做的事情了。”在回家的路上，他看見了毒販，就經不起誘惑買了一些毒品來嘗試。果然，那是一種飄飄欲仙的感覺。回到家後，他立即和平日嘮叨不停的老婆離婚了，然後娶了一個年輕貌美的新老婆。再來就是儘量地又嫖又賭，放縱自己，讓自己墮落，嘗試一些以前永遠不敢做的事情。因為毒癮和賭癮常常發作，他很快就破產了，新老婆也離他而去，同時，他發現自己得了愛滋病……這時，他的前妻卻默默地回到他的身邊照顧他。他百思不解，開口問道︰“我以前那樣對你，你為什麼還要回來呢？”她默默不語，只流下兩行淚。那個人愧疚萬分，頓時大悟，從夢中醒了過來。只見天使在他身邊說道︰“你現在了解為什麼生命不可以有take 2了吧？生命之所以可貴，是因為生命不能重來啊！所以人們才會懂得珍惜身邊的一切。”

生命沒有take 2，所以大家都盡量小心翼翼地選擇自己想要的生活。因為一旦作了抉擇，就無法再回頭了……因為我們並沒有那麼幸運，遇到可以讓我們重來的天使。那愛情呢？如果愛情也沒有take 2，那大家是否會小心而且更認真地看待愛情呢？隨時代的變遷，談戀愛的年齡已經越來越年輕化，甚至連小學生也開始談戀愛了，在心智以及各方面都尚未成熟、獨立的情況下，分手的幾率當然異常的高。

為什麼會這樣？

因為愛情總是可以重來，如果對第一段感情不滿意，隨時可以結束，然後展開新的一段戀情。只要生命還沒結束，愛情就隨時可以更新。然而，若愛情沒有take 2，一個人一生只能愛一個人，可能就不會有人因感覺變淡而分手了，更不會有第三者的出現。而且也沒有人敢冒冒然地愛，不會有人為了嘗試愛情而愛，更不會有人荒謬到為了吸取更多的愛情經驗而愛。考慮清清楚楚了才愛，愛了就要全心付出，絕不回頭……這樣的想法會不會只是一種夢想？這種願望是不是很難達成？

也許在取笑之餘，大家是否能嘗試想一想，若愛情變得像生命一樣可貴，那這願望是不是就能達成了？
雖然在現實世界裡，愛情隨時可以重來，然而真實的狀況是，愛情就像是一張白紙，以往的愛情記錄只要寫下了就怎麼刪也刪不掉，或許自己可以假裝忘記，但卻不可能忘記自己以及對方在愛情記錄中留下的回憶。有誰願意把傷痛的回憶留給自己的愛人呢？無可否認，對一個人感覺的確會隨時間而慢慢消逝，可是感情卻會慢慢被培養起來。之後，兩個人在一起並不只是一種習慣，而是因為感情建立了，彼此再也離不開對方了。雖說這樣的感情多數平淡如水，但細水長流卻綿綿不絕呀！當然，這種感覺，只有用心去愛的人才可以了解與體會了！

Rubella~

2007-10-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Rubella is spreading now! Be alert..and careful guys! All thru UM and UM colleges, many cases had been reported, therefore today i went for an injection at my hostel there...

This injection actually we gals had been taken when we in F3, but im not sure guys took anot, coz majority of the cases actually male's were affected more than gals~ Cant take this lighly. NOw my arm is stil a bit " sengal sengal" and a bit swollen~ HA, so din go to swim today afternoon, broke my usual habit! Erm, scare of infection as the pool water really dirty sometimes~

to go or not to Go??

2007-09-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

Been pondering and think over and over again about this decision~ Although its jus a small matter to many ppl...finally made my decision to go AHEAD! hEHE...finally~

So on fri morning i kept my things and went downstair and to my luck, a cab jus pass by n i jus pop in and head to Pudu~ Lol...took me rm8 to go there althouhg its really very very near only...Well, once reached there got a man approach me n sell ticket. So i ask him:" Konsortium? Sg? Then he say:Ya, rm 30. Then i jus took 30 for him and ask: got change bus anot or straight to SG?" then he said: Mou geh, straight go geh." So~ its seems harmless since he say no nid chang and end up the bus company is EltaBina, but the pic he shown is brand new bus and seems comfy to me~ So i said": give it a try lo!"

So..nite mare begin here...1st of all, the whole bus only got me one local chinese..others are foreign or labour worker...Scary...then when reached Larkin at Johoasr, we nid to change bus and the driver din informed us earlier and i was the last to get on the new bus as i went to toilet and nearly missed the bus! *phew* then when pass the custam at Johor there, the bus driver also din inform us where to wait and stuff like tat~ Hmmm....So so bad experience...cOZ this was the 1st time im goin there alone...

But lucky nth happen til the end~ Muahaha..Happy happy...took me 7 hr to reached there...Hmmm...Hor lien Bebe hav to wait for me so long there...Hehe..thanks all

Spend Sat at Sentosa...well, sun nearly burn me out and im very tired from the ride rev day, so not in gd mood...sry guys but im happy de~ Nice to meet all those new frens, very frenly and nice..thanks Mina and Michelle for the drinks.

MerDeka!!!

2007-08-31T10:03:00.000-07:00

50th MerDeka! Although for me this day is jus a normal public holiday, but as a Malaysian i still happy that we were independent and much luckier than many ppl around the world! MAlaysia Boleh~

So last nite went to Putrajaya to watch firrworks. Its Japan team last nite. REally nice~ Hmm~ totally diff from wat we sees during MAlaysia other celebrations. There were even shaped fireworks! i mean we can see love-shape, star-shaped and etc...Really amazing!

But too bad, my HP din capture anything nice..its 1000 times nicer as we see with our eyes than those captured by camera...Hai, wish that we can invent some device which really as good as our eyes! Eh, for those who are intereted to view the video clip pls visit www.kepochin.multiply.com. i will try to upload as soon as i could. 25 min clips... :)

2007-08-29T02:59:00.000-07:00

Updates! Updates!
hehe...now only can have the leisure to sit down and updates U all~ Been busy with tests and reports. Well, now still rushing all of these things...ha~ last min worker. tat's me!

Last weekend is my UTARIAN fren's convo. That is my first convo, i mean the one which i really attend and took photo and shout and happy and sweat like it's my own convo~ So it was really hoy and sunny that day...SweaT and those burning sensations make my head throbbingly pain~ *Cheers* to all convo ppl! Hurray~ Wishing very much that my own convo will be that happy too!

For SGM's members who are goin to perform on 31st Aug, ALL THE BEST !!! :) Im really proud to be a member once, hehe...although not long..

2007-08-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

Very TIred this two days...Coz had been busy practising for Squash Inter-College Competition. Guess i had been overused my muscle, tat y my hand's muscle bulked up and strained...Yesterday was the 1st time i Held a squash racket after 4 years time...Last time i held one was during my F5.

And the funny thing is that i represent 12th residential college although i stay in 11th college.. *_*" and the manager asked us to keep quiet if ppl ask n he register us under 12th coll...althouhg me and my coursemate live in 11th.

How do i get to represent?? Well, one of my fren mentioned about this competition and 12th coll could not find enough players so they asked around lo..squash is not tat popular in UM i guess, tat's y end up me this lousy player also got recruited in...But not that i will play, i think i wil b the back up only...But still i wil train with all i can!

May God Blessed our team! And hopefully my training will pay off lo..My whole body was aching since two days back...EVen squat down or lil tiny activity involve my right armHURTS!!!

2007-07-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

I feel envy to babies sometimes...remember when we are stil wrapped in diapers, we were so free, free to express our feelings...Whenever dun like o disapprove, u jus cry and mummy n daddy wil fix it for ya~ When dady wan to go work, we jus hug his leg n dun wan him go o else jus cry..

But when we grown up, we cant do tat anymore, our elder n society taught us: big liao can not cry, must b understanding! hai..wish i could...

Wish i could jus hug the leg and cry and say :"dun go..." but i couldnt...i jus kept my tears inside n put a happy face with a big smile...trying so hard to so called :UNDERSTANDNG!

Big Problem

2007-07-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

Hmm, i made a big mistake again! make a promise that i know i cant keep. Promised my fren to join the Merdaka day performance which require me to attend the practises sat n sun...

After the 1st practise, i already regret that i promised ppl...I hate myself for this..I jus cant say no, and i alway too easily convinced...sum yuen. I really cant be 100% commited to this group but i also hate to see ppl being let down by me...

But end up yest when i went for practise, i jus told my PIC that i cant join them, all his disappointment on his face, so i jus blurted out that i can be a reserve instead...hai...i dunno whether i really can attend for weeks to come or not. I really need determination~

2007-07-11T20:20:00.000-07:00

Time to do some updates here...fren had been nagging me about once in a month only update once...Ha, one of the reason is that i felt my life is really nth...nth to b brag about.

Now im in computer lab, having an hour break b4 the next class..hehe, nice dull day for me again. Having 3 labs this sem, which is quite hectic and im planing to add another subject, total up i will b sitting for 7 subjects in this sem...*GoD, Pls bless me !*

My training had been a real wreck, my supervisor only gave me 64/100 for my assessment...*Sobb* Cry also no tear...will really affect alot of my whole CGPA, coz this sub will cost me 8 credit...Heavy n so low marks. But im trying to comfort myself by saying: Hey, u learn alot thru this 2 months ma...Life is not all about training, no ppl will really look at ur credit and marks gua"

So this is me, will try to comfort myself...Life goes on...hopefully my presentation and reports can save some of my days lahhh~ well, frens, have to wait for my next updates la...*SayonaRa*

Chin CHin MSN Contact

2007-06-25T04:25:00.000-07:00

Pls add me at

prisilia_lok@yahoo.com

Name: Pei Chin@ prisilia
Age : 22
Sex: Female
Status: *Single but not available*

To all friends who do not have my msn or friendster contact
Keep in TOuch always!

2007-06-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today i had done somethinf very wrong...I really felt ashame of myself and was thinking :"Pei Chin, wat the hell u think u r doing, have u gone out of ur mind or what?" And i won repeat those action again~

Today i was very tired and the traffic is kinda heavy and jam as i can see from the window...i walked out from my lab around 5.20 pm and i was kinda rushed coz i wanted to go home to check on my phone, forgot to bring phone to work...so i took a short cut way, which usually i dun do so, i would hav go far abit to make a U-turn at the junction there...But today tired and lazy and etc..and i saw ppl doin the same way before that..

So i jus straight out from my company, and drive straight on, stop my car at the middle of the road so that i can "Chap" other ppl place and turn right to exit Jalan Welfare. Then, an Indian couples motorist pass by and they stop in front of me and scolded me!

She said: "Apa la awak ni! Mana boleh letak kereta macam ini? Orang Lain tak boleh lalu la tu! Lu tengok! "

some more make the hand gesture to me...Haiz...i won follow wat other ppl do next time ald! Sorry~

Training

2007-06-09T09:17:00.000-07:00

Today is saturday but still i have to go to training...pathetic life~ Umm, today i was made a cleaner, haha...A bachelor student work as cleaner, *MUaHaHa* but luckily just half day and today my supervisor is in good mood most properly, coz she din yell here n jerit there...calling names o her usual stuff...Tired after swept and mop the floor...and clean the lab~

Em, Im actually doing my Industrial Training at Sg Buluh at a big company, AARSB in the R&D Lab. My main task is to help them verified the alternative method that develpoed before whether it is suitable to b used in the analysis of their samples.So i test water n soil samples everyday lo, almost la~ then other time i also nid to b her clerk, her cleaner, her assistant....multiple task...Ha~
Still haven write out my report...Damn...lazy and facing her everyday ald make me so tired and strengthless~ exhausted!

Wong Luk Yi Sang

2007-05-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

Last Wed, i had my worst stomache ever...pain in my lower middle abdominal...Pain til i cant stand straight and even walk or pull my leg up..Wow...

It was ald quite late so no choice hav to go those 24 hours clinic...But too bad the doc dun hav any instrument to check on me..but he is nice to tell me wat his conclusion...He said: Miss, i suspect ur ovary tubes or Ur uterus got prob..O mayb constipation but i would eliminate this bcoz u said u dun hav this prob" "I suggest u go and hav a ultasound scan..."

When i listen to this, i was thunder struck, brain jam...i dunno wat is ultrasound scan..n tot tat it would cost me alot money to get a scan..Haha..But better to have a check rather than wait til it get worst lo..He gave me an Mc but i din use it..Really dun wan to extend my training there anymore coz each leave i took must be replaced, Be it MC. *sIGh* so cham ...

So Fri i went to clinic near my hse in thouhgt that there got female doc but too bad there was closed on Fri nite..So in the end, i went to Aman Puri, Clinic which is recommended by mum..
The doc is male n when i got in he jus ask: Wat sick? I replied:" i wanted to get ultrasound scan coz my lower abdomen is very pain, mayb it's uterus or ovary got prob" Then he said:" Then lie down lo...wan scan then lie down lo" Then he pull down my pant n applied some cold gel to my lower tummie n start scan, as seen in TV those pregnant women's scan... Then he jus move the scanner to my uterus n ovary and blurted out: "This is ur uterus and this is ur ovary, nth lo, okie"" no prob, then u can go"...
Wow, the whole proccess since i go in til i come out does not take more than 10 min...He din even explain y i felt pain althouhg i got asked...N he look like doraemon to me...Really this is what we called :WONG LUK DOCTOR! It cost me 35 bucks...Damn....

2007-05-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

Great trip i had recently...another experience for me, gals trip...and another Redang trip since 2005, its already 2 years but this time is alot difference since we are staying in Diff resort...

Um, the room is really not tat up to me taste, especially compare with my last trip there where I stay in the most beautilful resort there, Berjaya Resort..BUt this time is like 1/2 the cost compare to last time, so what can i complain anymore? Eh, forgot to mention that the water there taste salty even those pipe water and drinking water...YuCkS =(

Next it's about food...Haha, 1st day when we arrive is ald lunch, so we hav duck, fish and a vege, em, normal chinese cuisine i guess..Then tat day's dinner we hav chic, fish and vege again..and this time the same sauce for fish during lunch is used to cook chic pulak~ Ha...Then breakfast the next day, we had roti canai, porridge and fried mee, and we are sort of late abit, and almost all the food finished ald..So, rule for eating there is tat: U MUST BE FAST AND NO MERCY! *wiNk* SY is very disappointed because no sausage during breakfast...Muahaha..

The schedule is pack there, one day 2 snorkelling session...so life there really is about beach n sea! for 2 days also jus wear swim suit walk around til nite only got time to take a shower..Em, back with a tanned skin, ehh...actually i was ald dark la but darker still tis time~ Now im looking for any whitening formula...Hehe. We were very lucky and also smart le..Coz we follow those snorkelling guide when snorkel so we saw much more deep sea creature than others~ ;P, Xiao Hei, Malay uncle~ Haha...

Nite there is normal lo, since we only four gals, small group, therefore nth much can be done n the 1st nite there we all were super tired, all worn out from prev nite bus journey and snorkelling session..Especially me, i din slept for whole nite, too freezingly cold and uncomfortable...Thus, 1st nite after drink n eat supper at mamak nearby we went to sleep very early although outside hot music and dancing ppl's all alluring us..2nd nite we went to sit at the lounge at our resort to sing k but the sound is so weird...so decided to take a walk instead..

TO be continued....
GreEn ApPle

2007-05-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

without me realising, time really leap by, its almost the end of my short-one-week holiday. This week really past by very quickly...I din go where nor did anything great but Im happy coz got to spend with the person i really like and it feels very good although sometimes unhappy event did aroused...Haiz, have to start training soon~ Lab and experiments and analysis AGAIN! *PheW*

Thanks Kang Kang for ur wonderful gift~ Really a very interesting and useful book...Learn alot in there. MAke me realised that to maintain a relationship is very hard, eventhough without involvement of 3 parties...Somehow I felt discourage by it, by the BIG difference between men and women...The title fit very well~ MEn are From Mars, Women are from Venus~ =)

Not forgetting to thanks to Wei wei and Hing Hing for their great gift, love them very much...Love the scent the necklace gave out everytime lower my head, and it really did calm my emotion and comforts me alot! *muacks* Love U all =D

YuHoOooO~

2007-05-02T23:40:00.000-07:00

Lol..exam is over finally!! This sem taken 6 subjects...n the final three days of my exam week i had three paper consecutively for 3 days...really make me so stress and all also last minute study especially last day's the Polymer chemstry, well, so many equation to remember and so little time to study...only started night that day..pHew~ luckily it was held on the afternoon...

But i guess the 1st day paper, Organic Chemistry sure die and 'da pau'...very hard and no mood to study coz i was only thinking wan to go where celebrate for my birthday the night before...Haiz,since enter uni, ald used to throw away my birthday celebration becoz of this Org Chem...every year also this day will be my org Chem paper...Im thinking to go to Dean of Science Faculty to ask for a change of date for this subject! *Muahaha*

After the last paper, we went to eat dinner to celebrate our coming holiday and also final reunion for some of our "papa", senior who are going to grad...Ooh,im goin to miss u guys: Yee Siang, Lien tong, eric...and thanks for bringing us to such a wonderful meal...TO our driver: Yee siang n Gim Siong! The meal is very delicious especially these few weeks only stay in college, everymeal also Da Pau from cafe's Malay stall...

2007-03-09T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hmm..busy month~...loaded with many assignments and reports and exams~ Really pray for better time management skill~ o mayb i sud reduce the day-dreaming time~ Hehe...

Witnessed a frens's departure from Malaysia to Aussie, those family-gather- around- her hugging- and- chatting- and -leaving- airport left some affects me~ Some part of me was wonderng how it felt like to be the one who is leaving all those ppl behind and flying up to the air~ But im sure im gonna miss them very much~

Next thing is about the accident again~ Yup, *agAin*...My fault this time...but i very sui coz i left jus like tat since there was no ppl around there...What racing through my mind tat time was that i jus wan to get back to my room to get something and rushed back to the scene to notify the owner with some notes or something...but too bad car not spotted since then, GOd, i promise i sure will fix my mistake when chance arrive.. * Deeply Regret*

2007-02-12T21:22:00.000-08:00

long time no blog here. Even though new year wish n resolution stuff also not post here. it's becoz i dun hav any...Haha...
Got bad news and good news to share here. Good is FInally im driving, yea..although not a very big deal but for me it is coz it's mean that i having more sense of freedom in life~ Also can be good help to mum to fetch bro go here go there...He sud pay me drive's fee..Dun u think so??

BAD news is i had experinced my first accident already...Really champion...hit by lorry, but luckily not very serious...But serve as warning for mr to be more careful next time lo~

yea..Cny is around the corner lo...Valentines also...Happy holiday and sweet valentine to all the ppl put there..But for me, i got tonnes of assingment and test after the holiday...sigh..

Sick~

2006-12-21T21:12:00.000-08:00

Sigh...Been sick for three days!!! Luckily recover lo...
1st of all, Tuesday morning when i woke up, i felt all the energy had left from my body, no strength to do housework...and dizzy then after back from teach only realised im having fever~ sigh...whole day only ate a bowl of rice~

2ndly, Wed, my fever had gone but this time my stomach had rebel on me... Felt like very full and once again din eat anything for the day, only a bread for the day and some milo~ Hmm...summo, i got cirit- birit since i woke up...spend my morning in toilet until after i ate 2 bottle of bo zhai yuen...nitez also been the same~

3rd day, Wed, i was woken up by my stomach alarm also..haha...rush to toilet~ No mood again for any meal even 2 days din eat enuf~ Sigh...force myself to swallow down some po zhai yuen before go teach again~ Hehe...it works til i reach home....Blek~ pass out all the rice i ate for lunch~...Mum started to worry and force me to c doc...haha..so even though i dun feel so but stil i went to c anyway~ Luckily, jus some normal stomach upset~ gave me med~ But i found out the med he gav to "lose wind" in my stomach is some CHARCOAl!!! guys, believe it?? No wonder it's black in colour and the texture also taste like one~ Ooww....hope my internal organ won become black also~ haha...

Bad News!!

2006-12-16T09:41:00.000-08:00

Sigh...Bad news for me...Toll hike up and petrol's same~ Increased from RM1.00 to RM1.60!!! 60% increase is really too much for me!!!

Luckily im still staying at college next semester but i really cant imagine what it would be in the coming sem~

I would like to express my sympathy too to all others who are using LDP to go to work or school~ Jus too bad coz the highest rate of increment compare to other tolls...Guess i really have to find some other part time job lol...

Sigh~~~

Unsure~

2006-12-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

Hmm...im suppose to be happy...coz tomolo will be going to trip..although just a short one, but shouldn't I be happy and excited?? Oh...God...

Im happy but i scare the happiness will "fly" away~ Herm...or maybe im thinking too much~
Found out that it's really very hard to believe in someone after all those past experience...

JUst like the little pig in the story of " Three little pig and sly wolf"...The big sly wolf pretend to be guest and praises the little pig so much till it happy and felt like itself flying up the sky and then when the pig invites the wolf in...I guess many of you should have known the ending of the poor little pig right?? But the story didn't tell is that after the pig in its coming life or lives...it will turn into a unhappy and cautious and over sensitive suspecting pig~ Ha....

When a bird had tasted the taste of freedom, will you think that it will get back to the small cage?? My little cage had been destroyed by the truth but i never lose hope even though once beaten by sorrow~Little bird even scare when people are coming too close coz it scare the big human hand will once again taken its freedom and live~

Well, *blink blink*...i think im out of my mind for this overwhelming nitez...*dOng DoNg*
Hope tomorrow will be a better day~ keep the happiness in your heart so that when bitterness comes, it won beat ya down~

2006-12-08T20:55:00.000-08:00

Yeay...so long no swim already~ Life had been busy and hectic since the last semester beginning second cycle~

So This week finally got the chance to enjoy this when the rain season had stopped~
The water is so warm...blueish and clear...I like to hold my breath in the pool and enjoy the absolute silent around me...haha...also compete with my dear c who can hold longer~ *Song*

Then do some chat up and exchange the events take place during this few weeks of my absent~
Congrad to u gal~ finally open up ur heart!! jus let the past be gone lol...

But too bad la, maybe it's the water or it's becoz been too long since last time i exercise...My old sickness attacked again!! my leg pain til numbed and cold...Til i cant sleep at all~ *Sigh*

2006-12-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

Little gal had been longing to go visit the bridge in Putrajaya after her friends told her how nice it is~ Hehe...finally after 3 weeks of long wait, finally she had the chance to visit the place...It's quite late at night, suddenly a friend suggested it and so they went on their way~
The night is dark blue with the shining moon hanging right above their head~ The soft light of moon had shone their way leading them to the beautiful city she ever seen~It's so unreal...just like the virtual city in games or in her imagination!!! All the building had their own design...All unique with soft yellow o white light surrounding them...seems so unreal n glowing just like she had been imagine it will be jus like in her dreams...So quiet and lonely the city seems...More unreal to her~
Then her friend told her that it will be more breath taking in the morning~ wow...immediately in her mind, she had imagined it to be just like those she seen in Foreign country~ Hoping there would be chance for her to see the city in the morning light!!
After that they went to visit the "soul" of the city~ Bridge~...it's a real beauty~ She likes bridge very much!!! it was wrap in purple and white light with her " hair" twisitng and curving uo high~Em...too bad , she dun hav any pic to show to u guys!!! it's crowded with ppl...even though as late as that time~ kinda broken the environment there...Those malay had open their radio loud enough for the ppl opposite bank to hear it!! :(
That is the most beautiful and relaxing night she had ever been...with soft moonlight and music to accompany them to the breath taken city~ soft breeze to blew away all her emotions~ thanks for your accompany matez...she wil remember this and save this piece of memory in this blog...Hoping that she can share this with all her friends!

Happy Holiday~

2006-12-04T20:46:00.000-08:00

Yea!!! Happy holiday~....Um..im not sure is it a very happy holiday but im enjoying every moment of my life now...

I had a feeling of reborn...after went thru all the struggling and confusing moment...
Finally something i think im ready to let it go somehow...Umm...I wish that i can say sorry to anyone that i had hurt or annoyed...Hehe...sometimes i know the way i speak is not that good manner also...Pls forgive me then~

Life moves on~ and people are improving every min n second in their lives...I found out that there's alot of thing u hav to care less and " tai hoi dit" only u wil feel better... :P

sigh...Im having exam again on my birthday...I've try to avoid this but seems it's my destiny lol...Summo it's my weakest subject~ I hate to spend my 22nd birthday alone in the room and only books wishes me~ ... *Sad*

Story of a Little Gal

2006-11-30T07:50:00.001-08:00

There was a little gal. SHe was borned in a little town in Ipoh, Kuala Kangsar to a little family...Then the little family had to move to Big city when she is 9 years old..That year had been a big change...BIg gal cant wait to grown up in the BIg city~

Little gal was a hardworking gal...she always compete with another boy in the class for 1st place...Hehe..usually alternately they wil got the 1st place...THen she n him become good fren n they got into the 1st class, 5A and 6A the following year...Little gal had a crush on him coz she like his eye...always twinkle like stars in the sky when he talked to her...

Little gal finally grown into her womanhood during her year end holiday in standard five.SHe was not happy when her womanhood come so fast...Ha, confused...But she realise from then on she wil hav to take care of herself n her little brothers lo...not to let her family worry about her...

Then little gal went into her teenagehood... SMK KEpong had been her secondary school...

To be continued....

posted by
Lil` Gal`

2006-11-24T01:18:00.000-08:00

Sigh...Dunno wat had happen to me...sick all over my body...felt like all the energy had drained out from my body...alwayz feel sleepy...Din go to c doc finally coz feeling better today but stil hav not much energy to teach n help mum to do hse chores~
Guys n gals out there, weather kept changing all day, suddenly rain then sudden sun shines...so take k lol...

2006-11-19T02:13:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is my last subject lo...Heheh...finally all the thing is over once again...Maybe it's the last subject already tat's y not really in the mood to study~ well, tonight hav to make it all up to study it..
I've changed my look...i used to have long hair...today jus went to the saloon opposite my house to cut my hair...Having fringe now...n layer shorter hair....Mm, abit not used to it so kept checking myself in the mirror...haha...Hope this new hair wil bring new energy to me...
Yesterday went to Sg wang with my fren to check out the old cd store for one Very old old album by Sasha...THe cd store is quite bid and alot of collection n oldies..When i mentioned to the assistant" GOt Sasha album anot?" they were stuck for the moment coz haven heard it...Haha...luckily the boss knew Sasha...not bad la him..stil can remember where the cd is...Hide under a big stack of Old Cd...
Yeah, finally he found the cd...Em, actually i dunno wat's the title of the album but i jus know the colour of the cover is black~ Haha...
But too bad, coz after i check with my fren, he said that that is the 2nd album by Sasha but wat i wanted is the 1st one...Sobzz...so i went back with an empty hand and a disappointed heart...wasted my energy coz i walked around the Complex for 2 hours til i nearly fainted...not kidding really, really bumped into a guy coz i felt very dizzy tat time.
Then went to hav dinner at THe Rendevous, not bad the food...try the cheese fondue n a pizza, the pizza really delicious...got alot of seafood on the topping.Hmm...YuMmy~
End my day quite early...din study much n went to sleep at 11 pm..hhaha...broke my record!!!

2006-11-16T03:19:00.000-08:00

I hav changed alot...Really...
I din realised myself but the ppl around me told me that...
Wat a person i am now??
SOmetimes ago, when YY back from England she had a chat with KK n thanks KK for telling me these things...I know that these two years i had change to a Moody, angry and negative person...I had made the people around me suffocate and felt pressured by mt attitute...
So i hope i can hav thise chance to say sorry to all my frens and famiy as well...especially mum...I guess i had been living under a great pressure and fear all this times...
The burden in my heart, i do not know how to let it go...but her words really made me realised alot...Em, if got chance i wish can hav ppl to understand me...i wil try to let u guys know...I've " fung bei" myself lately...
THen after that talk, i cried alot...fianlly i think i had let go some of it...Hehe..:P... WEll,i think all i need is some time to clear off and find the old me back...Hehe...the one always stuck with strange idea in mind...soft and wen you...Oops, i think i jus compliment myself too much.. hehe...

2006-11-16T02:57:00.000-08:00

Well, i felt that there is alot of thing which is not fair at all...When we done so much then of coz sometimes we wil expect more from it o may it be a person...But i jus found out that it's always to my dissappointment...
I jus wan to say that im very tired~ Tired to give...EM...give to the person...
Sigh...Well, i jus felt that y certain ppl do so little but always got so much in return...
Tired....Hasnt sleep lot lately coz hav to study for exam and im lost once again...
Mayb tired to care n give anymore...

a Week AwaY

2006-11-11T18:17:00.000-08:00

Time pass so fast lately...Only one more week and my exam gonna finish~ hehe...happy by then...
Im not sure is it im currently too stressed o watz lo...
But something happen back on the last wednesday nitez...Im stil Pia on my Inorganic on the following day til 3am in the morning while my room matez went to sleep early on 1am something lo...Then i study til im very tire n tak tahan then i went to bed lo..
BUt somehow when i lied on the bed, i jus felt there were children running all around me n i felt even them sitting on my leg...I felt my heart was drumming and the cold feeling rised...then i open my eyes to look around my room but i saw nothing n saw my room mate was sleeping soundly there...
So i jus shake my head abit n try to shut my eye again...then the same feeling went back to me...then i open my eyes again n saw nothing...Em, at that moment i jus tell myself that im too tired mayb...ANd dunno how long time had pass, i finally fallen to sleep...BUt this is eerie experience i had lo...
Hehe, then the next day i told my room mate about it...She was scared to death...*NaughTY* I purpose told her to scare her...Haha...Im bad, huh~WEll, the exam was okie for me...so hope the result doesn't end up too bad coz it was a 4 credit hour subject!!
OKie til here lo...gotta prepare for my coming exam dy~ Good luck ya...

Blurred~

2006-11-04T22:57:00.001-08:00

Been busy with examz and meeting this week...Sigh...
Spent my study week at hostel...But i din study much there, jus spent my time meeting away n dreaming away...
Hmm.. the GYS gonna postpone to 2007, Im reliefed actually.. kinda of felt that i cant afford to contribute anymore...IM in the bereau of publicity and external affairs, my main job is to find foreign participants to join us at Malaysia...WHich is a hard job...1st of all, the call job...All the contact num i got from the uni website is wrong o changed o terminated...They obviously din update their official website although the page seems very grand and nice...
Duh~...i think enuf of complaint...haha...
Had a very unhappy weekend...HEmm...started to think that better dun come back home in the coming weekends...
So, all the best to ppl who r having exam~

Back On Track

2006-10-26T03:11:00.000-07:00

Phew~...jus back from Pangkor last nite around 11 something...well, wat a tired trip...
it's a very sudden idea, Fooi mention it when we all eat in "choy Pak' there..hehe..then jus go home n pack a bit then on our way there ald..wow, the most CRAZY trip i ever had, no planning ahead, jus grab car keys n go~
But, funny thing is that we all din prepare extra money...HEhe...CC jus hav not more than 10 bugs in his wallet even me also jus hav 60 bugs only...haha...On the way to Kuala Selangor there, we pick up YY who is on the way back from Teluk Intan, haha..pity her, hav to go up there again...
*sob* the traffic is very heavy yesterday~ jam all the way from Kuala Selagor til Setiawan there but i think the one most suffer is "driver" lo...Kentz is not driving but i think he is also as tired as Jia Wei coz his mouth n hand never stop moving since in the car til Pangkor there...HAha...Talk crap n touch this touch there all around..playing with YY whole way there...
Well, im sorry to say that im not in the good mood yesterday..IM not sure is it PMS o watz...KInda tired also...but i jus hoped that i can recharge myself thro the trip..
after 4 hours journey,we reach the JEti around 7 then buy the ferry ticket and immediately there was ppl aproaching us for the hotel room...Finally we got 2 rooms at the GOlden BEach Resort, well i guess no ppl really care about the room as long as got roof over our heads...Raining all thro the nitez...
THe ferry ride is okie except that its too cold there cz i was over excited til i forgot to bring my jacket along, im only armed with a short pant and a t shirt...cham dou~ Kentz slipped when he climb down the stairs..Too bad i dun hav camera i with me, he was quite mm song coz he " Rooney No 9" shirt was dirtied!!! black face started to show there..
We went to the "yelin" for our dinner coz heard Rac said that her sis complimented it~ but secretly i would recommend the " Gao MUi" lo, really nice n cheap food there!
We practically waited for 1 hour for our dinner to be served there...*sigh* we all hungry dou~ the food was only okay for my standard lo..( PC standard), but the price is okie lo, set dinner- RM 188 for 10 course, but after ate we counted there were only 9 dishes we all had though~ Rain had started to pour hard at that time, someone had suggest that we use the table" cover" (those plastic one) to shelter us when we walk back to room...hehe...4 of us hold the four corner and run back to the resort...good experience...
THe next morning we went to see the beach, really jus see coz din even go down to play water there...THen CC n KEnt had a fight there on the beach..Hurray..Cc won~
I suggested that we take a bike ride around the island..But the road is not smooth, too steep...*tired* then RAc n YY cant tahan anymore when we reach the Teluk Dalam...Rac's face was really white like ghost n YY is red like Tomato~so finally KIan stay with them on the hill while the rest of us head back town to rent the "taxi" to pick them and the bike up~ The ride is very very tiring til i almost cant tahan as well, summo im having my period that time~ wow...hectic~
Hah...finally got a lorry willing to pick them up to jeti there, so Jia wei and cc rented a motor to fetch them back~
We spent 10 hours on the car when we back last nite...haiz...hungry n jam...lucky got some "satay n sotong" saved us~ hehe...
GUess i've said too long, so til here...hoping for the next trip wil b fun n coming
as soon as possible...

A jokes a day make ur day smile away

2006-10-22T02:08:00.000-07:00

Hehe..here are some nice jokes..although it's not very funny maybe to some others who haven heard or read it, it wil bring laughter to them~...so i wish my little jokes can make ur day lighter...as in this holiday with no where to go~

JOkes---

Condom says to Kotex,
"When you work, I lose seven days of business."

Kotex replies, "If you fail to work once, my business stops for nine months

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A camel and an elephant met, and the elephant asked: "Why do you have your tits on your back?"

The camel responded: "What a silly question from someone who has a dick on his face!"

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A black guy and a white girl met at a nite club. She took him to her apartment and said: "tie me to the bed and do what black men do best!"

so he ran off with the TV and VCD...

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Wife: "I wish I were a newspaper, so you can hold me every morning!"

Husband: "I wish you're a newspaper TOO, my dear so
I can have a NEW ONE every morning!

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A Chinese couple got married. When baby was born, her eyes were big and blue, hair was curly and blonde, skin was brown.

Finally, name of the baby was SAM TING LONG ("some thing wrong")

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A lady visited her doctor one morning.

Doc said: "You look so weak and exhausted! Are you eating your meals 3 times a day as I advised?

Lady : "Doc, I thought you said 3 males a day!"

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Phone rings and maid picks up the phone as her master is bathing.....

When the caller asked what's he doing, the maid Replied: "MASTURBATING."(master bathing)

MUahaha...old jokes some of them but really make my day funnier...thanks gee siang~ MIss u all guys~

Lazy...laziness had conquer me!!

2006-10-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

Last blog til now alrealy been a month plus...haiz...busy busy lately...
My life had been filled with lab report and assignment n preparation for the Industrial Training n also the coming big project~

actually im not tat busy anyway but jus...not in the mood to blog anymore...i dunno so many things i wrote wil i ever have an audinece o reader to browse thro...

im very sorry to two ppl...really owe them a big apology...my presence had make their friendship somehow changed....sorry for wat i said tat sunday in msn...not really meant anything i said...

mayb i nid to "go" a while...let thing change a bit...i dunno wat i mean when i say go hehe..but jus watever lo...:P

Had da feeling of not being contribute to my bereau...em...i did do things but jus no ppl ever seen it..sigh...maybe i should really work more hard on grabbing participants...Stressed~

BEst regards~
ChIn....
~ reveal no more~

Im BaCk~~

2006-09-04T09:24:00.000-07:00

After such a long period hasn't been updating stuff here, finally im back...Seems like this piece of little 'kebun' already ruin...it's all my fault loz..too busy with the multiply blog til forgot about this 'kebun'Herm~

Had change my room to C 907, hehe...highest level (9th floor)...The advantage moving back to block C is that more comfortable living in the gal's block again..hehe..been had to endure the uncomfortable stares from guys when sometimes i go down there to refill water with a short pant...Then closer to the college gate loz..

But the disadvantage is that have to wait for lift...sometime nid to wait quite long...troubled alot...THe room is basically more like an oven loz...Hot n hot...the fan is on for 24 hours a day 7 days a week, i try off it once..wow, the effect is jus unbearable...Gosh...haiz..
Guess sometimes all the things have 2 side, good must come with bad side...haha

Herm~~ everyone is sick!!!

2006-08-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

Chiu~~ haha...dun surprise...it's jus my sneezing sound...dunno wat had happen to my nose coz it jus won stop sneezing!!! i blow my nose dunno how many times already... then feel like a bit dizzy and mayb got fever..im not so sure about it...summo headache til wanna explode~ (mayb a bit too exagerated)hehe... Oohh...sore throat also causing mu voice becomes very "sExY"...

Herm..seems like everyone is sick lately..Jus now when i went to c doc..the whole clinic is crowded by students...waited so long to get my turn..then the doc jus din even look at me..!!! he jus write the presciption according to wat is said to the nurse...haiz..(baliah)...oops...

Long time din c my room mate ald...she is also sick..but her sickness is very much more serious than i do..her might b cancer...I really worry about her...such a young age with such a pretty look~ Y?? GOD pls protect her...N i promise i wil pray for her~

Haizz...til here i guess, coz gonna late for class loz...

Wow~ AmAzING~~

2006-07-26T18:43:00.000-07:00

wow~ wondering wat is so amazing here?? Tah...tah...tah....tah~ the suprising thing is that i saw the primary school in someplace in Ipoh got computer and even projector tim!!!! Surprise?? em...coz that place is call Bercham which in my understanding is quite a remote place somewhere in Ipoh...although i felt that they dun use the computer that often but relly felt happy for them...Muahaha...coz even in KL n PJ area here where i teach, those rich primary school also dun hav these facilities n luxury...HErm...sommemore they hav a good canteen n very reasonable price for food~

How i wish that in my time i was stil in Ipoh that time, we could have these kinda facilities..then i on have so many 'culture shock' when i 1st came to KL then~ Really felt like im an idiot and "orang kampung in big city "feel...Well Well~ jus happy for them loz..have a good education and be a good citizen, good country 'dong liong'~...

Fianlly i have move in to the hostel, living with a malay gal~ herm...haven meet her though..(hope she is a nice person,hate to fight with room mate)~now my room is stil in a total mess even mattress also haven sent to me by the office!!! hopefully tonight can hav it...THe whole floor also mostly is malay...seems im the alien there but they all also quite nice ppl..actually i really dun wan to stay in hostel if onlu my mum n dad can let me stay at home~ HaiZz.. this is where the family problem comes in....not anything serious but they are serious unhappy with my result last 2 semester...Only GOd know that i have try best~ HaizZ...

sobzzz....

2006-07-23T21:37:00.000-07:00

Jus a month a ago, i thought things had change to the way i want it n hope it to be...i was really happy back at that time...n realy 'gam dong' by the way ppl treat me..i thought all that's i've gave have finally returned~i stil can remember that granny had taught me since small that-- "if u wan ppl treat u good, u must treat ppl good 1st", so here i am holding her words but herm~ jus realise reality had let me down...PPl not necessary wil treat u good but maybe only wil feel fan o lazy to bother to understand what u wan o think...o to care u...

Im really very tired lately...emotionally...think too much...I was wondering how can my brain hold so much thoughts at the same times...my heart also is the most wonderful organ of all!!! can hold so much love n feelings...nearly drown myself in by the feelings...

Very very very sad sad...* sobZZzzzz* y life jus give me what i want n let me be happy...i dunno how long wil it take for me to stand back...alot i want to say here...but seems words r jus not enuf to tell my feelings...*blur*

SO here hope i can take the chance to wish ya all the best in life and achieve wat u've been dreaming of...Will always treat u good n cherish u forever...

MooD SwINGZzz~

2006-07-19T18:48:00.000-07:00

Erm...really having a bad bad mOOd~maybe it's from the PMS..Hehehe...one of the thing that boys dun have to endure...Lasat nite when im sitting alone in the room jus suddenly i broke into tears~ Sobzz...Jus felt very very bad n depressed...felt like all of the world had leave me aside~

My depression somehow have nothing to do with my PMs thingy..but jus from some certain people.(Hmm,i think no ppl wil understand how a person have the great power to make me suffer n depressed)..Well, guess i care too much n too sensitive~ Til even dreams also wil got the same image running in my mind over and over again~I felt that i nid a lot of secure feelings...im too dubious too!!! Oh..God, i dunno how to express my feelings now...I have to find my dictionary to check on it~ Oops...

Read from a horoscope tat im a sincere lover..(hehe...pei chin felt that she is one herself~)Keke...When i love, i jus pour out all the love in me~ sacrifice everything, maybe life too if i have to~ But somehow someone told me that this is too scary for him !!! =} Besides im a royal lover too~ Muahaha...tell u guys a secret la--I had been secretly admire a boy for 7 years...!!! *BlUSh* Then got another stil in my heart...Hehe...this time i dunno how long he'll stay in there...but i guess wil b forever~

One of the topic in our fren'ly chat is about::Wil u stil can b good fren with ur ex?
Erm...wat a good q which i also wanted to know so much!!! But for me, i wish it to b a "wil"...Of coz under certain circumstances...jus for us to b couple, both if us must know each other very deeply n understand each other's wan n need, so even if so
oneday hav to b apart also stil it's hard to find another ppl that can understand u so much de loz..So for me, i wil cherish de lo...the friendship and the sweet memories...Herm..

There's always alot i wan to say but something sometime it's better jus leave it in heart...

PoSTED BY PeI ChIN[bad mood]

Changes

2006-07-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

A friend called lately from England, really surprise when pick up the call but really happy also coz really long time no see n talk also..( surprise when i can recognise ur voice is it?)...*lAuGh*...He reallly change a lot since i last time heard from him...His pure chinese accent way of speaking mandarin make me kinda surprise and i admit i really need time to get used to it~ herm...im not sure is it he changed too much o maybe it's me that never change n still am the same old PeI cHIn as all of you knows..
O maybe it's the essential steps he had to take in order to fit in the different culture and society...There are more chinese ppl in his community..so,y am i not surprise...Hehe..But jus watever happen to you, i jus hope u won forget where ur root n ur family n ur home...n of coz~~ ME!!!! Okie, looking forward to hear from u again n hope u all da best out there~...

1st wEeK oF ScHOoL

2006-07-13T19:14:00.000-07:00

With blurry eyes and shaky hands, im here again, the most hang out plce- the Science Fac comp lab updating my blog...Very bored~As im having hell lot of break time but cant go home is a big turtore for me..Herm~ somehow, i should have use the time i have now to really work through my new course thingy..Aiks~ im lazy...i confess~ haha...

My worst n most teribble timetable is at Monday n Wednesday, with 8 hours gap in between..But tuesday n thursday also not bad...with 4 hours break also...Muahaha~somehow if i really go home,i sure won have the enthusiasm to come back in afternoon for class de le...Herm..really a big problem for me..HaiZz

Last dayYY...

2006-07-05T06:44:00.000-07:00

Today, 050706 is my last day of work at Sweetly Bakery house lu...haha...so happy coz finally can release myself from that bored place!!Em..actually won be really mm seh tak to leave the place also ha...coz only work for a short time but sure gonna miss the bread~ (em...yummy~ especially the onion cheese)!!!everyday's work also been the same, only depend on the time the bread gonna come out form the stove~haizZ..everyday jus wash n mop n clean...Til my hand also damage by the dish cleaner...Haha...worry la..later no guy wanna hold my hand already then how~???

But somehow here im now at home really wondering wat to do tomolo n the days afterwards?Herm..im really this kinda person tat cant let myself b free n nth do jus sit at home...tat wil b really bored for me!!!Really gonna kill me~Em...haha...

Then also went to check my eyes n spec also coz i suspect that my long sighted had gone serious...Mm...the optometrist really given me a very thorough n long detail check ~ha...really mm hou yi si when he tot tat i wanna change my spec la..but luckily he din show any anger when i tilo him im not...Yeah, really my left eye had gone deeper by 25 degree...become 125 degree liao...HaizZ,cant even wear contact lens liao lu..

Em...someone had made me realise tat i dun like to go back home..Really~ dun b surprise coz it's true!!! I somehow dun like to stay at home, tat's y i grab every chance i got to work during holiday~ I jus feel like i cant breath at home..maybe too small for me..i dun hav my own space,except my room...my favourite activity time is at mid-nite coz left me alone at living room...Herm..like the deep silence feeling so much~!!!

Gonna start school soon loz..hope there's stil way to change my messy timetable..i wan to b with my frenzZ..dun wanna spend 8 hours alone at the library lah...Haiz..i stil haven got a nice plan of my future semester~~ =( Oh...God pls help me~~

BUsY weeKend

2006-07-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

Now is 12am ++ liao loz...kinda tired but jus not the mood to went to bed so i was sitting here, updating my thingy to let u guys see n also reading other ppl's also...haha,especially my frenZ de...really given me chance to know u all better,those words i dun hav chance to say when v all meet jus hope i can express to u all~ =D!! raining hard outside but with songs i love playing n had a wonderful gathering jus now,im very contented~~ Full~...But tat's not happy i know~...jus long time dun hav tis kinda feel liao..always wat in my heart is hollow~ haizZ...
Today had a gathering at the Selayang BUddhist there coz our secretary- Hai Tang is leaving us soon for England lu~ (although jus for a year but really there would not b so many laughters when she's gone)...went to say goodbye to her..herm..Take care la my frenzZ!! hehe...(ur sleeping bag stil with me la~ )..not to forget others~ Jonathan,You Fong,Siao Chi, Ting Ying~ being with u guys make me feel younger n more playful~~!!
Em..hopefully tomolo gonna b my last day work loz..coz really very sien liao..Mauhaha..but happy to know a fews frens there de~Haha, although v've been worked together only for a day o two but gonna miss u guys if i go liao~ So hopefully wil have chance to meet up again!!! MuackZZzz

Thanks my dear FrEnsss....

2006-06-29T02:48:00.000-07:00

Went for a movie with an unexpected fren, haha...never thought we wil go movie together...haha,but quite funny also de la..Thanks ya my frenZ!!! Funny movie also de~ em..Also consider a busy day for us ppl coz Kenneth back from Aust to kepong let us hav a look at his rounder chubby cute face and also the big day for my Didi- Chek(Jack Jack) =D!!! So we went for a drink loz..

Hm...dunno y de, the topic suddenly point towards me..Em,really gam Zie u guys all so 'guan sam' me de...u guys really make me realise alot n thanks alot!! I really wil make a nice plan de le...i sometime hate myself for letting ppl worry about me de..eventhough i got problem also i wil try to keep it to myself if can~haha...jus dun wanna ppl worry but really touchy de..knowing u guys care for me de~~Sobxx...i wil make the best out of the worst de..Be Happy Ya =P

Monday --- 270606

2006-06-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

Last nite doing the thingy til off liao from the time track..so a bit late for bed..so today really tired n headache =( Then after home went with mum to hav a look at the furniture shop coz I gonna buy another Study table loz..(hehe..so happy la..finnaly can hav my own table,no nid share with my brother)~_~

Em..jus wanna tell abit about my feeling now..it's a mixture of relieve but somehow deep down inside there's some part of my heart aching..n feel like a bit numb also..Herm =<..Coz finnaly i knew wat the ppl thinking and know wat to do..Hehe..(really it's time to tidy up ur heart n move on loz...coz ppl already dunno move on to which country o which universe already loz..) Aiks~ jus hope that no matter wat happen in the past, present n future wil not affect us..our friendship...I wil constant remind myself where is my limit de~ coz once the love spilt out, it's gonna flood n kill peopla if u dunno how to control it...So, here i am learning to control my 'love potion'... So tat's all for today la..it's time to Ooi Ooi loz.. zzZZZZ

Happy birthday!!

2006-06-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

"Happy birthday to u~~ happy birthday to Hui Wei~~...."26 of June is my best fren's cow one la..21st wor..real meaningful de..SO me n Yun Heng n Ah Lai n Pui pui n Yoke Chin n Pik Kei( sorry if i spell ur name wrongly =P) went to celebrate with wei wei at the Kepong Japanese Buffet Kitchen..well, should i say AGAIN? hehe..coz been here for the 4th times liao...really feel abit bore..But anyway, today is a happpy day n im hungry til can swallow a cow..(Kidding la)..we eat liao almost two hours la..realy full n plus the piece of choc cheese cake i ate!!! walau~ really heavy...Sorry ya guys..if the cake was not delecious...coz also the taste not so good liao coz not so fresh de..Sorry!!!

Em..when we talk about the thing on sunday nite,hehe..she really got abit touchy inside coz can hear from her voice...my dear,there's nothing to worry about de coz we r very 'xing fu' compare to may others le..n when u lonely sure we wil always by ur side de~ lonelyness is scary i know but we all have to learn to live with it...Actually i also learning it..So pal,really love ya n i will cherish our friendship forever!!=>

PaNgKoR....

2006-06-04T00:06:00.000-07:00

Erm..holiday now...but the pangkor thingy is actually long ago de trip lar..but i haven have the mood to write it all out..so I guess now i hav finnaly tik hei sam gon to write it out la..Went there for 3 days n 2 nite,erm...normal la..then hehe...whole gang also gal de~~Hehe...all ppl also worry la..dunno wat wil happen the all of us if got bad guy!! Em..actually i not yet confirm wan to go o not until the nite before!!so i packed only by the early morning before we set out..

Erm..so early early i already hav to persuade my mum to fetch me go KTM lorr..then i was late de..luckily hui wei wait for me there...then haha...we sort of dunno to which station we sud stop to go PUDU take bus~haha...then u stop at the PUDURAYA station but i told hui wei, "eh, y no ppl here with luggage de?"haha..then we go n ask the auntie at the counter lo..then she said "ah Moi arr...u kena pergi ke Plaza Rakyat lah!!"Then we basically hav to take the opposite way train to go back loz..haha..luckily the train is very fast de!!

then we went through the 5 hour bus ride...the ride almost kill my backbone de...coz those kampung road not even n nice like tat...after survive the ride we go jetty take ferry to the island loz..
we book liao the coral bay resort...herm...but my god~ it's very diff from the way it look in photo than in real...the room is smaller than a tau yun larr..d*** it la..F***K la..then we all decide to change the room ler..hermmm so we spent the next few hour to visit the island's temple n check out the other resort available.

Things are not wat u think

2006-05-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

Em...the story begin like this ~ There was two angels, one young n one elder angel..They had went down the man world to visti the people. One rainy n cold night, both of them had reached a small village and come to a poor house." Knoeck Knock..." then a old man opened the door and lead them in the hse..the poor couple give them their best food n give them their bed to sleep on while the couple sleep on the floor..Then the next morning,they were awaken by the cry of the poor wife. SHe cried bcoz of their only cow died last nite. The couple was very sad cow the only valueble thing had gone.
Then the young angel ask the elder one :"y din u save the cow last nite?"
The elder one said:"things are not wat u seen..., Last nite i saw the Angel of Death had come for the poor wife, so i let the cow take the wife's place."

Then the next day, they want to a big village and reached the vilage cheif house. They rich couple let them in very unwillingly..Then they gave them the leftover food and let them sleep at store room only..AT nite when they are freezing, the elder saw a hole at the wall and mended it.. The young one ask him:" Y u so nice to these kinda horrible people?"
THe old one reply: "things r not wat u think it is."
He said:" from the hole i can see the gold so i mended the hole so that he cant find the treasure...."

Finally the young ones understand...Things are usually NOT the way you think they Were...so u guys..hope u can get some lesson o some light from this little story..

THE END

ji xun ying

2006-03-25T08:57:00.000-08:00

em...i got something to share with u guys...that's y i am here again to tell some of it.

last week i went to a training camp,organised by the Selayang Buhhist Center...it was a 2 days 1 nite camp n we jus stay at the center...actually i was not very willing to go at 1st but...haiz..as a responsible person,n i am one of the commitee,so that's y i went anyway..

i report at 3 pm n then straight i went to 2nd floor the buddha chamber for ice breaking programme...hehe, though i dunno y they were doing tis coz v know each of us very well liao..after that v do some dance steps for warm up then hav a 2 hour class listen to a talk by one of the commitee of the Selangor buddhist center...quite boring actually...i am very dizzy and hungry~~hm...luckily dinner is coming up...

Aikz..they only give us one n a half hour to get ourself prepare for class...Em,prob is there are only 2 washroom for 15 gals of us...ha...but i am very smart lo coz i straight go to bath room before the others did~!!haha...
then nite also got two class to attend...em...quite tired also la but can learn a lot of good lessons...em..really worth my time...blabla...after the very last the very boring discussion for the day, v can hav out supper n lastly not forgetting our prayer to the buddha b4 v went to sleep..to be truth, i hate all the rules and prayer and all those pose when pray...i seem cant remember all the pose and mantra~~~

v all gals sleep at 4th floor lo...the big room actually is a dance room de,but very apacious...with window n mirror all around..a bit scary so i tend to sqeeze to honney's side...hehe...wow, man~~wat a cold nite tat day~~cold til a put a blanket and add another jacket only can tahan til morning...haha...

then fours hours later. v hav to got up by the ring of bell...HAiz...very tired and dunna wake up la...then v hav breakfast...fried mee hun with the overnite reheated vege curry...em, abit make me wanna vomit seeing those food...but i hav to finish anyway coz v r not allow to waste food there...eat til me like face white white ...
after tat v go to MRR2 park to hear the Si Fu giv talk..hm.. actually very song la..can hear si fu from taiwan talk n she is very humour also...learn alot from her...she is a uni grad also but dunno y she became nun...em,really wondeering~~
v got game coming afterwards...n i bleed liao..but small wound only la..

very tired on the way back..n i miss home n my about to finish assignment!!but still got 2 more class to go n more discussion....haiz...so i lie a bit to out ying zhang saying tat i fever n bleed...haha...finnaly i free to go only at 5 something~~hpew..wat a tired weekend!!

7/12/05 wednesday

2005-12-06T23:35:00.000-08:00

Long time din blog lioa lu...actually also dunno got ppl wil see what i wrote o not...Hm...very boring lately...working in a english learning center to teach small kids reading skill..weird working hour there,work morning n then sometime work from 6 to 8pm,cant go jog lol..too bad!!But here i really found out child is easily influence by the environment, especially their parents.So hopefully parent can be a good role model to their own child...make me realise really BIG responsibility to be a good parents...

happy yeppy week

2005-11-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

HEhe...it's gonna be my happy n yeppy week lol...today fimish my last paper oledi which is Math for Chemistry, all those math we study in F6 but replace it with Chem Equation!!Quite hard lo especially for me coz i HATE Math de lol...last nite i happy n nervous til cant sleep,,so eye open wide wide til 3 or 4am onyl sleep ar...very early hor...??haha!!now quite tired lu...sigh..cham a, i holiday then u all exam...Realy not a good timing o...

hehe...exam week

2005-11-13T10:33:00.000-08:00

Sigh...exam liao lo...just went through a very turtoring week!! 3 sbujects all pack in 3 days n some more next tuesday got 2 subjects in 1 day!!Die lol...those 3 subjects also not very good oso...hai...But after next tuesday will be my free day!!! release from prison liao...been burn night oil whole week...study till eye so sore til must wear spec wherever i go~~if not cant see thing, too tired liao..Hm...wish me luck la n i wish good luck to all other got exam also de ppl!!

Exam ppl

2005-11-07T13:28:00.000-08:00

Sigh...exam lo...final in 1st sem!! Very nervous but no mood to study also..maybe i think too much le lately~Got alot of thing that not very happy happened but guess all come n go depend how i want to take it...to those who is having exam now, GOOD LUck la...n work hard....Alas...i wil try not to dreamss so much liao lo...hehe...

Jay

2005-11-01T09:33:00.000-08:00

Today is the release date of Jay's latest album - November's Chopin...Bro go book liao n can take today...hm..heard liao, it's quite ok lo, softer n slower music but my favourite is "wind" n "night song"..haven really finish d whole album la...from now on,24 hours, 60min per hour n 60 sec per min will get to hear those song!!! My bro is really crazy de in love with him..Kind of like his god ald!! last nite fren ask me go to "tian xin yue yuan"wu tai ju which is very famous de, i always wish to go la...but under certain circumtances, no ticket for me...so cant go...wish tat i can see the vcd also enuf lo..to those who got the chance, pls enjoy the show...
Sobx...exam is coming lo,but i cant seem to really study cant finish my preparation if like this...Mm..must try to concentrate , dun think so much liao..sky fall down also must study 1st la....

good weekend

2005-10-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

Hm...this is really a busy weekend, i brought home with me alot of book planning to study but...no time!!Saturday went to gym with FaY TO fITNESS FRIST.Quite a good place to work out only that it lack of swimming pool.if not,it'll be perfect de la~~wow..really tired n muscle all complaint to me..walk also difficult after d 2 hours class but...FUNNY!! :D then Sanday have to go guitar class but i dun have time to practise at all n teacher scold me again...Sigh..dunno stil want to go o not~~then went to eat with yung jie n chat liltle but he very shy one n me also like gsm gai lil..but i feel very bad when i see him..dunno~~

Crazy nitezzz

2005-10-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

Herm...been a quite busy week although i alwazzz have beak from nine am to 5pm everyday!! dunno where the time went away..Ha..Last nite went for a interview for a CC activitie next year, n very scare before i enter the room coz heard they said 6 ppl interview 1 ppl, but then i was late bcoz i tot going to be long so i went back room to wait..Alas, me n fren late liao luckily they din scold us lo..Went quite smooth d process, a leng chai ask me q then when i look into his eyes, i was lke suddenly dumb struck coz too attrcative liao him...Luckily got one not very leng chai de besides him so i turn my head to him instead!!haha.. too Bad~~Then after interview, we went back to room n my balcony mate ask us all to take pic, so we practically took pic in our floor until we can think of no posing n spot le!!!HAha...very fun..Crazy until 12 sumthing only go back room study...VeRy TIreddd..

2005-10-12T19:25:00.000-07:00

Hm..really suprise that fatty kentzz willing to come to UM just to take one roll of excercise paper to my balcony mate--- Pei Chern, a gal which have same chinese name with me..Haha..very confuse somtime when her fren call out for her, then i was like wondering "is she calling me o wat"..Create alot of chaos le!! but now can get used to it liao~~ she just sort of dash into my room carrying a stack of book n ask me to call him to ask whether he got those book o not...Hm..actually, i very "mm hou yi si" lo, but ha..u really very good lo..thanks for ur help

2005-10-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

one good weekend just pass away like tat..Herm,still got exam this week le,even near final le!!Poor student of chemmistry class~~ hai...hav to live in these boring life of pc again...wish that we can all swap life n character to try live in!!good idea le??
haha...then we can know wat kind of life other's live in...to all UTAR student,wish u all have a good open school day!! Hm..have to GAmbaTe loh..

2005-10-08T03:06:00.000-07:00

herm....very sien de one week~~~everyday also break from nine to five...yiaks~~~but hope next sem won b like tat!hm,getting more n more close wit roommate n floor mate but...next sem we all hav to separate again!!!willmiss they all very much! hope can fin d a job during cuming holiday cox bank acc all dry up liao!
Hm..finally i am getting better tis week le..Starting to let go of some unhappy thingy le...haha...wish tat ican really let go so tat can start all over again! NOw start puasa oledi, cafe all stall no open,very cham here,nth to eat~~hungry till die!!!

Really LOng ANd Very unhappy Month

2005-10-02T03:11:00.000-07:00

REally long time din come up here to write someting...not since Enter UNI...Well, this September has been a really long n eventful month for me...I've experince a lot of thingzz recently, Herm...really wish that i can forget it.!!! Alot of PAIN ans dissappointment N confusion...N i also realise a lot...I realise if u really love a person, no matter wat he did to u, u just cant angry at him but u will forget him unconditionally!!! i guess i am tat kinda people who is really very sturbborn de lo, when i fall in love, i will love the person with all my heart...REaly stupid, rite? But love cant forced de.. i felt very "mo noi" n "mo zo" when suddenly the person tat i love dumped me....i try very hard to forget le...HOPE THings will be better later!!! :P

Boring day...

2005-06-22T20:11:00.000-07:00

Sigh...Today is 22nd Jun Lo....!!So scare n nervous because my fren say today The Uni list going to come out!!
So i wake up early early to go ofice to check my result....
Sigh~~but very dissappointed, the result haven come out...They just wrote " Pls Check On 24th JuN"...
I really damn angry!!! This govenrment ppl really did a very bad JOB!!!
I dunno what r they doing...delay n Delay again~~
HAve to wait for Friday again...Just hopefully can see the list On This Friday...~
Pls...GOd, Dun let me down again!! :(
Very boring at office...So i ajak my fren go swim with me after work...
Wow...The pool so nice~~The water warm n clear...N nobody share the pool!! Just me n my fren only!!!
This is so nice...I really love to swim at nite!!
Phew!!! So tired after swim...
But very relaxing...
Hope i can go alwayzzz

Halo Cafe

2005-06-20T00:11:00.001-07:00

I was thinking that i won go out at this afternoon...Sigh...since the day i came back from Redang i really hate to see the sun...I wan back my fairer skin!!! Sigh, now i still have the "kesan" of my bathing suit stripe on my back. Sob...Sob...
but then Kk call me to go Halo Cafe (Hai Luo) with him n Kum N Looi.
then i go lo..coz never been there...They wan to apply for the job as singer there..
But personally, i dun like the place...Too small n not very comfortable ..

And i met my old fren. Hui Yi there, she also sing there but still under training.
She can sing quite okie...Then there were alot of trainee...And a couple who is their mentor o sum kind like that will give comment after they sang...Just like "Malaysian Idol"!!

during our drink. i we saw a VEEryy pretty Gal there..so cueteee...Adorable!!
Then we went home..

Valentino

2005-06-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

Today i went to my colleague's birthday party....
Actually dun really know him alot but since he asked so i must give him some "face"...
So mai go with another colleague.The party was held at Desa Complex (fajar) n we ate steambot there...
Not very nice :< so i ate liltle onli..

Then we went to KL to pick up his Gf winnie,
And then we talk al the way to there..He is damm Funny and humour...(Remind me of someboddy)
Haha...then suddenly he talk bout his love life history...
hehe...My favourite coz can KE KE abit ma...
He say once he got 4 girlfren at the same time!!! And every girlfriend he give them a private Hp no..
So..He got 4 Hp and he have to bring all 4 HP when he went out...!!
Whew....He is so unbelievably "geng chau"
Then every Valentine is the most " san fu " day for him...
Hehe...Coz all the GF wan to celebrate with HIM....
Also got a lot of time all the 4 HP ring at the same time...
I really wonder how he can handle so many GIrlsssss!!

So nowaday, I call him VAlentino!! :P
But i really feel very unfair for his GF
Hopefully my boy boy won do this to me!!

happy Birthdday to Elson

2005-06-04T01:36:00.000-07:00

Today all of us is going to Elson's birthday...!
Wow...so long dun c them liao..Hmm, since form five untill now...
Kind of excited to meet all those "Old Friend"....
When we rech there, i was prety surprise coz there were A LOt of people there already...
So crowded n ...Wow..Just hot n busy n ...
Then elson was like zhu yan ga..walking all over the place to talk to the guest.
Then ,KK also act like "SHE" is zhu yan ga ..HEhe...he also very busy "GENG Zou" with all the ppl..!
I bet Elson will luv his present...SSO Special...Not my idea though...

Anyway....Wish u HAPPY Birthday...Elson n cepat cepat find a "lou po chai"

After the party,we go to benq yum cha..N discuss about our own 21st birthday...How to celebrate...!
haha...We'll c sumhow..Coz cuming birthday is KIAN 1...Haha..

2005-06-02T21:54:00.000-07:00

2day, one of my fren come to visit me..
We have a long chat coz we both felt so blurr....when we think about our future!!
He really giv me some advice that i need very much..Thanx..Buddy!

N then i go n cc other ppl blog...
After i saw one of fren's blog, it really gimme some impact..
I felt so small n so useless compare with other ppl!
I felt that i have wasted my 6 months holiday ...!
I figure out that i must do sumthing...SOon!
But , God, could u tell me what to do?
Should i go achive my dreams 1st? Or should i go fulfil my duty as a daughter 1st?
Or should i go finish what i am doing halfway?

Sigh....
Somebody MUSt gimme some idea

pontianak

2005-06-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

Did u guys watch Singapore True Ghost Story?
There was a story of Pontianak..
There was a malay woman live in those old malay house with high leg
And she was pregnant with 8 months already,,
One night, she felt that she is going to deliver her baby and it's too late in the night
So her husband decided to call "Bomoh" to help her wife deliver
Of coz all of us know that A LOT Of BLOOD wil be involved....
Then the blood just slip away through the gap between the floor....(Eeee.. So geli...)
At that time, the husband wait outside the house saw a Pontianak fly towards their house and wait there with her mouth open to drink all the blood...!!!!!
Eiak!!!! Guys...This story teach us not to deliver in the malay house

Friend & lover

2005-06-01T21:43:00.000-07:00

some people think that lover is more important...
But some think that friend is more important..
Well for me, i think it need a well balance between this...
But sadly, my friend dun think so....
I dunno whether i still got support from my friend....
I scare that 1 day when i lose my lover,
My friend will abandon me too....

Jealous Mother

2005-05-31T13:44:00.000-07:00

That day i saw newspaper and some interesting articles come into my eye...
A woman write to paper to complain that her mother control her too much...
She said that her mother would call her everynight to ask her to come back by 10 pm...
Even weekend won't b any different...

Then i thought the woman is very young, But to my surprise...
The woman is already in her 30ss..
Her mother is very jealous of her daugther coz at that age,
She was already mother to 3 children N have no time to go out or have her own hobby and friends...

Bcoz of this, She think that her daugther should have the same life too...
She couldn't bear her daugther can hang out with her friend untill midnight without getting scold by husband...
This is so unfair....

Well. Guys..
What do u think?

Frightful experience

2005-05-30T05:15:00.001-07:00

Story Continue...

Then she felt that she was floating in the air....
ahead of her is three spot of light....
the big light in the center n 2 small n faint light beside it...
Then my fren felt that the light in the center is someone she knew very well..
N the figure look just like his father....
So she assume that it is her father

Then she feel the 2 small light beside her father was tryin to pull her towards them..
But strangely..the figure in the middle was trying to tell my fren that She cannot follow them
N he just keep pushing her back....

Then, my fren feel that her strength was recovered N open her eyes
She was very suprise to see that she was lying on the Hopital bed...
Her husband and family very worry sittng around her...

Then, the doctor came n tell them a bad news, my fren was already 3 months pregnant
But....The baby lost when she passout that night....
Then only she realise that she had been fainted for 2 days....

Sometimes after the event, My fren n her mum go to temple n ask bout the incident
The medium say that the spirit of her father wanted ppl to pui him in "UNDER"
So he took away her unborn child....

Believe it????

Frightful experience

2005-05-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

People say that when a person going to die, he will take the person he love the most with him
Well 1 of my fren got a experience almost like this.....
On the seventh day her father passaway, She whole day felt very uneasy...
Then at that night, She suddenly fainted in her room.....
She can hear everrything happen around her but she just could not open her eye
Seem like something had been pulling her around....

what a Boring weekend

2005-05-28T10:06:00.000-07:00

Is it every mom also like to ngam her children?
I've getting very tired ald.....
How to make her understand...?
What i can do is just ignore her....
I really hate to go home .....

So sad de Today

2005-05-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

Today is not a good day for me...Hmm...
Feel like i want to cry...
Coz 'kena marah" all day long...
1st i kena 1 client name "Yan Chay" scold, then i kena 1 wardrobe atist "Darren" scold

Sigh...Too BAddddd....

Hihi~

2005-05-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

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